[verse 1]

Im afraid when you hear about the here and now
Im so lonely on my own, now you found out 
Centuries are the worst with a one count 
No friends they died out and now I’ve slowed down 
Finding out that my victories were useless
(They’re so useless)
Seeing people that I loved die, that’s just cruelness
(That’s just cruelness)
Wishing that I wasn’t here to be forced witness
(No witness)
This wish that I made honestly is just foolish

[chorus]

I hear whispers around me telling me I cannot die 
(Oh why) 
Cuz I’m scared that nothing comes after life
(Don’t fight) 
But what’s the point if I’m still terrified 
(Hold tight) 
So why should I ever go towards the light

[verse 2]

[ZBee]

Don’t let your fear go now
I swear everything will be fine somehow 
I don’t wanna go but I feel forced out 
Cuz every time I feel everything is so loud, no

[open verse]



[chorus]

I hear whispers around me telling me I cannot die 
(Oh why) 
Cuz I’m scared nothing comes after life
(Don’t fight) 
But what’s the point if I’m still terrified 
(Hold tight) 
So why should I ever go towards the light

[outro]

Don’t let your fear go now
I swear everything will be fine somehow 
I don’t wanna go but I feel forced out 
Cuz every time I feel everything is so loud, no

that many years must be lonely (unnecessarybeats)

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Lyrics:

is it easier to ignore me or to forget i exist?
because im waiting for you, but this pain persists
wondering when you'll next send me a text
lately ive been stuck inside of my head

turn down the lights and close my curtains 
is it too much for you to care that im hurting
tell me you don't see me as a burden

Devin's World:

If I’m calling out will I get an answer back
When I’m balling out do you think you’d have my back 
Im so proud to be yours but I might collapse 
Please remember these words because you’re all I have 
(Yeah)

Hindsight’s 20-20 hope you don’t regret choosing me 
(Choosing me)
Yeah you changed my life so beautifully 
Yeah you’re everything I wanted and I never want you to flee 
(You to flee)
Cause I got nothing without you and me 
(You and me)

I’d pack it up and change my life for you
(For you) 
Mean it when I say I would die for you 
(For you)
Got so much going on but I won’t hide from you 
Won’t lie to you

Burden (feat. Devin's World)

[intro]

Awake with northern lights 
My body is alive 
I now feel things inside
The mud is all my life

[chorus]

Outside, I can hear the steps of death
I hide, hoping he can’t hear my breath 
Decide, if it’s worth leaving the nest 
So bright, his lantern shows his every step 

[verse]

The sludge that I made from it comes from the Earth
I’ve always been running since the day of my birth
It’s only for game, they do it for earnings 
Vicious the cycle it’s all just absurd
Bullets they hurling from iron they stole 
Feeling parts of me flying by, that’s my soul 
Shattering when they fly by and they miss me 
Parts of me of gone that’s just causing me misery
Walk alone while I try to visit this city
No eye contact, they’ll know that they’re missing 
I don’t want no one to see me and pity 
But I know that they won’t 
They’ll try to kill me with the sorrow I hold 
The monster I am they just see me as coal
The longer this go on the worse it gets it’s getting old 

[chorus]

Outside, I can hear the steps of death
I hide, hoping he can’t hear my breath 
Decide, if it’s worth leaving the nest 
So bright, his lantern shows his every step 

[verse - vails]

Maybe I won't get it wrong
If there's a next time
Then maybe we could get along
But I've facing all this pain
I'm seeing faces in the rain
You tell me I was all to blame And that's why i have gone insane
Outside, I can hear the steps of death And it's been beating in my chest My heart is failing like a test
Yeah
I hide, my thoughts of running out of town Don't want to ever be around
Can't keep my feet off of the ground

[chorus]

Outside, I can hear the steps of death
I hide, hoping he can’t hear my breath 
Decide, if it’s worth leaving the nest 
So bright, his lantern shows his every step

mud (feat. vails) (cxrter & yunny goldz)

Lyrics:

Stole my heart like a counterfeit 

Broke my soul for a little bit 

Hurt my wounds put some salt in it 

Tell me I’m enough, so I’m feeling this 

tell me this a dream , so I know I can wake up
Too many times now, I’ve been fucked up
Staring in the mirror, just so I can feel myself
Cus when I’m stuck in the shadows I’m just weighing so much doubt 

Cross my heart, I hope I don’t die
But this pain that is residing really pushing me aside 
how I wake up for a 5 to 3 I don’t see daylight, don’t seem free
Really Guess that I’m trapped in captivity 
Rotting so hard my bodys a cavity 
Was this really eveything that’s meant for me
Cus I can’t fuckin tell if this a fantasy 

Escape my pain it’s what I pray
I hear no answers, I see no change 
I’m fading out, lights dimmed low
Now I’ve cut these ties like a blood flow 

But I don’t wanna go, to the underworld 
Baby that’s a no show 
if you could hold me, hold me real close
Then I could feel love, love me real though
Cus I been broken in the inside 
Heart decaying fast now
Tell me to feel better but it’s harder when you’re this low 
When you’re this low, Time really goes slow

Stole my heart like a counterfeit 

Broke my soul for a little bit 

Hurt my wounds put some salt in it 

Tell me I’m enough, so I’m feeling this 

tell me this a dream , so I know I can wake up
Too many times now, I’ve been fucked up
Staring in the mirror, just so I can feel myself
Cus when I’m stuck in the shadows I’m just weighing so much doubt

Really Guess that I’m trapped in captivity 
Rotting so hard my bodys a cavity 
Was this really eveything that’s meant for me
Cus I can’t fuckin tell if this a fantasy 

Escape my pain it’s what I pray
I hear no answers, I see no change 
I’m fading out, lights dimmed low
Now I’ve cut these ties like a blood flow 

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5. Captivity (prod. mackk)

This our life <3 w silent x
(Hook)
This our life
I don’t how to take it 
Every moment I make, avoid the mistakes
Or atleast I should fake it 
Cus this is my life
Haven’t got much to show
But I keep doing me, it’s the best way to
Be 
I just go with the flow 

The problem I have is that I just wake up with these bags on my eyes and I can not get rid of them 
I been so tired  and I wish I could retire, but got so many years to live out, so fuck it,  I’m living them

I had a couple of issues and let me explain and I’ll try not to spill a lot 
But depression has really been eating my soul but you’d  never of guessed that I lost the plot 
my smile and my mind seem  to be intertwined, but my heart is so heavy it’s weighing me down,
I’ve had so many girls come and go through my life and each one was a mess, sent me spiralling down 

A  couple of years ago thought I had hope, I had plans for a family to bare of my own.
My childish brain was beginning to flourish, I was telling myself that it’s time to be strong 
But as the  money got low, all these troubles would show, so those dreams that I had didn’t stay there for long oh

(Hook)
This our life
I don’t how to take it 
Every moment I make, avoid the mistakes
Or atleast I should fake it 
Cus this is my life
Haven’t got much to show
But I keep doing me, it’s the best way to
Be 
I just go with the flow 

Getting ahead of the time drinking this wine, staring into the bottle like what is my
Life 
Will I be fine  
Like I dont know, go with the flow and I’m keeping it low whilst taking the blow
Time I let go like where do I go, who do I know
Nothing will show, like baby like no 
I’m so fucking sad that I never leave my home
And even when I do, promise that’s it’s not for long 
I keep questioning myself, so I sing it in a song
have I really lost my ways, cus I don’t know where I’m from 
Anymore 

(Hook)
This our life
I don’t how to take it 
Every moment I make, avoid the mistakes
Or atleast I should fake it 
Cus this is my life
Haven’t got much to show
But I keep doing me, it’s the best way to
Be 
I just go with the flow 

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10. This Our Life w/ Silent Storm•_•

its u n the gas on my mind (prod. squirlbeats)

when ur not wit me (prod. akkiru x greyrock x jooso)

▄︻デH̷o̷l̷l̷y̷w̷o̷o̷d̷══━一 - KiD LEO Prod. Racing Shy

From Now On, Our Paths Go Separate Ways

This is a Hyperpop/Digicore inspired EP where each song is on a beat produced by homeboyjakob! Hope you enjoy!!

its u n the gas on my mind (prod. squirlbeats)

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