it is an honor to finally cover a song by one of my biggest inspirations for not just music but the way i view the world as well. rest in power, king.

make out hill, xxx forever.

MOONLIGHT (prod. sorrow bringer)

MIXED: ARI
MASTERED: ARI
PRODUCED: NUG
WRITTEN: ARI VEGA

Lyrics:

Ever since you left
I’ve been such a mess
And I want you in my life
Hoping for the best
I could hear your heart beat
When my head is on your chest
I don’t wanna let it go
I don’t wanna let you go

How can I describe…
You decide,
If you wanna live or die
By my side
Furthermore 
I’m getting by
With some time
I just wanna end up yours 

Baby look around 
Is this where you wanna be?
You know I’m coming down
Baby it’s just you and me
I blow another cloud
Wishing I was sound asleep
I see you in my dreams
Hoping it’s reality

YOURS, MINE & OURS PROD. NUG

left here stranded and torn 
break me down again 
pour me another four 
looking for all these answers 
in all the wrong places 

Handful of pills yeah,
I drink just for the thrill 
Yeah, I’m going to the bar like every fucking night 
I always feel alone and I just wanna die 
Lying in our old bed 
with all these different women 
You’re still running through my head 
just wish things weren’t different 
I don’t really know what it fuckin means 
When we still talk and you got me down on my knees 
just watch me cut my throat, and bleed 
just popped another xan, can’t see 
I’m drowning in your Hennessy 
remember, you were my Tennessee? 
give me pills and alcohol, and sex and drugs we do them all 
I’m always waiting on you call when you leave him, drop him, let him fall 

JeffreyAlexander.
I never  really knew you until I met you 

Pour another shot of that shit when I fucking see you 
I’ve never felt like this until you turned me into dark blue 
Now I’m losing everything inside my mind that’s the truth 

I just wanted to be okay 
I stay inside my pills that are laced 
I’m on my way six feet under my grave 
Is where I my dues are paid 
Is where you’ll see my face

left here, stranded & torn (feat. jeffreyalexander.)(prod. Afterlife X Jolst)

prod heydium <3

lyrics: 

yeah i struggle a lot with myself
i spend a lot of time stuck in this hell
caught up between realities
i try not to become another victim of mentality
but i tell you what..
this life is slowly killin me

da da da da
this shits too much
da da da da 
like i rlly give af?

how do i make this something real?
i fuck with the aesthetic
i just dont get the appeal...
and its kinda fuckin me up
hardly livin wit the liquor and the drugs
this life has never been enough
i hate myself and it fuckin sucks
yeah its been so long man, stuck in this rut
i could die tomorrow
yeah, nobody give af 

yeah nobody give af...
nobody give af...

NOBODY GIVE AF

Spotify

nobody give af [+heydium]

went for something different.
made this with the intention to expand my creativity as an artist
and the hopes to understand myself more as a person.
hope you enjoy :')
prod. @branwenmusic & @rvrhiv 🖤
cover art done by @akanenosketch

~~lyrics~~
(i got these daggers in my spine)
(they come right at me from the skies)
(just tell me why, why)

knowing that you’re safe
could you save me from this bad dream
know it’s kinda late
girl i’m sorry that i’m asking
glass to the fist 
for the flesh in my skin 
don’t get attached
yeah my body full of sin

worms in my teeth
cause i overeat  
serenity i seek
but my heart is getting weak
you people make me sick
roll another spliff 
rotting from within
until i meet an end
do you understand?

go into a rage 
when i see you in my sight
everyone the same 
and i always wonder why
tell me what it takes
just for you to stay mine

swear i’m fucking sick
everyone’s a prick 
running fucking swift
don’t ever stop, won’t ever quit
eh i was a mistake
in this world; why do i stay?
no, seriously.
THIS SHIT SUCKS!!!

hush…

glass to the fist 
for the flesh in my skin 
don’t get attached
yeah my body full of sin

worms in my teeth
cause i overeat 
serenity i seek
but my heart is getting weak
you people make me sick
roll another spliff 
rotting from within

i’m rotting from within!
i should probably go
there's blood under the snow 
infinity below
i hear the echoes of bellows

aren’t you just happy for me
i wanna be someone else
stuck inside a catacomb
it’s like my own personal hell 
just give me the signal 
and i’ll try to book it outta here
it’s not that i’m terrified
this is just how i look my dear 

i got these daggers in my spine
they started raining from the sky
i didn’t make it home in time
within your arms is where i lie

i rot, everything’s stupid 
i want you, but i’m useless
time’s not real, we are lucid 
i’m just, gonna lose it all


glass to the fist 
for the flesh in my skin 
don’t get attached
yeah my body full of sin

worms in my teeth
cause i overeat 
serenity i seek
but my heart is getting weak
you people make me sick
roll another spliff 
rotting from within
until i meet an end 
do you understand?…

infinity below [prod. branwen x rvrhiv]

lyrics ♡
hook
everybody tell me that i gotta be safe
ain't nobody ever make me feel that way
but there you go again girl (ohh)
:)
you took my entire world 🌎
and turned it upside down
& then i hit the ground
and then i picked myself back up
then the light shined, and i saw you
my love ♡

verse 1
everything you say is meaningful
i can't put into words or syllables
how much you mean to
me
(oh)
had a dream about you
that's lilac dreams
you were wearing my shirt
& i touched those seams
and i was wearing these drawn on, old, ripped gray jeans
and my fingers ran across your face slowly
let me tell you the worst part about it
i woke up without you in my arms
now im thinking 'bout getting in this car
and driving, i don't give a fuck how far

hook
everybody tell me that i gotta be safe
ain't nobody ever make me feel that way
but there you go again girl (ohh)
:)
you took my entire world 🌎
and turned it upside down
& then i hit the ground
and then i picked myself back up
then the light shined, and i saw you
my love ♡

verse
(my) favorite color's purple
it reminds me of you
i got too much on my mind, too much that im tryna do
(im) only sixteen, and im thinking 'bout driving to you
is that a problem? um, probably yeah
but back to the topic, tell me what you wantt
tell me about the book you read, or your favorite song
oh, you can talk about it as long as you want baby
if you want, you can tell me what's been on your mind lately 
i said your voice is my favorite song ♡
and i know, it was you all along
for you, ill stay strong
and that's the end of discussion
'cause you're what I'm loving

hook
everybody tell me that i gotta be safe
ain't nobody ever make me feel that way
but there you go again girl (ohh)
:)
you took my entire world 🌎
and turned it upside down
& then i hit the ground
and then i picked myself back up
then the light shined, and i saw you
my love ♡

Lilac Dreams Prod. Ross Gossage & Max Flynn

higher than the fuckin moon
who the fuck is you
see you smokin every night
cannot, cope w you

see it every single night
party afternoon
fuckin working late at night
but i dont want too

anxious, mama says im anxious
always thinkin bout you
i love, it, i hate, it i tell you where im staying

always feel impatient
wait for years, im sayin
i love you, i need you, im sayin that you

higher than the fuckin moon
who the fuck is you
see you smokin every night
cannot, cope w you

see it every single night
party afternoon
fuckin working late at night
but i dont want too

callin, callin in im cautaous
doin lots a drugs, cause this party, aint rockin
now im feelin nauseous
movie scenes be talkin
i cant fuckin stop it
higher than a rocket, dont like it dont talk to me
best if you ignoring me
lonesome, better side w me
take ur time, get close to me, out w me
on this
never stop, cant talk it
i been sealing lockets, breaking hearts bitch, you gon say im

higher than the fuckin moon
who the fuck is you
see you smokin every night
cannot, cope w you

see it every sigle night
party afternoon
fuckin workin late at night
but i dont want too

anxious, mama says im anxious
always thinkin bout you
i love, it, i hate, it i tell you where im stayin

always feel impatient
wait for years, im sayin
i love you, i need you, im sayin that you

Moon I (prod. reytee)

i might have just lost all of my projects so fuck it i dont care take this

Lyrics: 

I say ily and you shut me down
I can't tell you why I still reach out
and i wanna kill it all this sunday
but next week i reach out and we do this shit again
ok that’s more than a little skin
what 
you want me to deal with this?
i think 
that you should put your clothes back on
i think 
the term for this is long past gone

i think that you should put your clothes back on
i think the time for this is long past gone
i think that you should put your clothes back on
i think the term for this is 
long past 
long past gone
i think i wish u'd put your clothes back on
i think the time for this is long past gone
if it's me you butcher close that door
oh tar face it's a bloodfest
was this wrong

i think that you should put your clothes back on
i think the time for this is long past gone
i think that you should put your clothes back on
i think the term for this is
long past 
long past gone

what's that song
what's that song
long past gone
long past
long past gone

uncensored

loaded gun! - lyrics

————————————

aye i put my fist thru the wall again
im putting back up my walls again
they just want me to fall again
& all i want is for this to end

hate it, every single day i feel like breakin
wasted, fell thru the floor & hit the pavement
baby, say that u need me but u playin
face it, maybe my life ain’t worth savin

my friends they hate my guts
my family thinks i’m nuts
everybody thinks i’ve lost it
wish i had a loaded gun! x2

Am i crazy who knows
I let my ambition flow
All of my voices explode
Screams from inside my soul

Took a little to much
Here i am again
You say that this is true love
Thats why it burns in the end

Say you need me
Youd rather bleed me
powder freezing
numb my breathing

Say you need me
Youd rather bleed me
Cup with my feelings
Dying in the evening

grinding my teeth while im sleeping
i only only see u when im dreaming
inside of myself i’ve been screaming
did me so bad like why u do me like that

my friends they hate my guts
my family thinks i’m nuts
everybody thinks i’ve lost it
wish i had a loaded gun! x2

loaded gun! w/ frvr&alwys [prod. trace ✰]

obsessed w/ Azrael [branwen + splashgang]

I hope you just been sleeping,
I call you on your phone,
your momma says she loves you,
and your daddys' never home,
sometimes when I been sleeping,
I find it in my bones,
to wash away my burdens,
and put it in a song,

(she said)
I bet you got a lotta hoes back at home,
no one else around when I'm not home,
and are you making friends when I sleep?

and girl you don't gotta lie to me, just take yo self back home,
and go to sleep, try to sleep,

When I find,

the drug that hits me best, I love it more than friends, coz it won't leave me behind.

obsessed w/ Azrael [branwen + splashgang]

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