final words before i go to the sunrise (miercoles)

(Lyrics)

I been taking sleep aid
to keep my mind from racing
late at night I toss and turn 
don’t know which wall I’m facing
coughing up a lung from the mold inside my air ways 
suffocate on sulfur and dissolve my brain with Medicaid 
medicate
levitate
separate my brain from good and bad I think I’m breaking 
medicate
hesitate
question all my motives in the dark I start to 
shake

medicate
hesitate
medicate
hesitate
medicate
hesitate
I question all my motives in the dark I start to
medicate
hesitate
medicate
hesitate
medicate
hesitate
I question all my motives in the dark I start to

I’m  tired but wired sippin caffeine like it water
lemon tea with eucalyptus sitting pretty in designer
reclining in my studio I’m over all this stupid shit
I feel like if Im untouchable but need someone to knock some sense 
into me
into me
into me
into me
into me
into me
into me
into me
into me
into me
into me
into me

into me
medicate
into me
hesitate
into me
medicate
into me
hesitate
into me
medicate
into me
hesitate
question all my motives in the dark I start to
into me
medicate
into me
hesitate
into me
medicate
into me
hesitate
into me
medicate
into me
hesitate
question all my motives in the dark I start to

into me
into me
into me
into me
into me
into me
into me
into me

Into Me (prod. Dresdan)

Can't Tell

scarlett interface red like my fuckin jayz (prod. vinogradov)

Lyrics:

You’re my life, you’re my death
You’re my want, and you’re my need
In my heart you’re still around
And i can’t get rid of you

Another folded piece of paper
With a broken heart thats printed
Imagination still rampant
Yet scared of whats to come
Each and every day i lose sight of you
My memory together would wither out
Took another look away for a second more
And i feel as if i lost a part of me with you

You’re my life, you’re my death
You’re my want, and you’re my need
In my heart you’re still around
And i can’t get rid of you

I can take you anywhere you want to
No need to lie, i can see it in your eyes
No matter what, i’ll be there
Took me by surprise, that’s not fair
I can see it in your eyes
You’re my type
Even if i die
You’re my life

you're my life (part 2).. [+ recyclebin x wasterr]

This is a song about personal mental health struggles and trying to learn from mistakes.

Crash Landing

Meltdown

Toxic Muse

prophet (falci)

Haunted prod. nxietymeds
Mix and master by Dreamsi

𝔗𝔥𝔢𝔰𝔢 𝔤𝔥𝔬𝔰𝔱𝔰 𝔞𝔯𝔢 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔬𝔫𝔩𝔶 𝔬𝔫𝔢𝔰 𝔠𝔞𝔩𝔩𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔪𝔢 𝔥𝔬𝔪𝔢  ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

Lyrics:

Lost souls and angels here on my side 
They held my hand while you watched me cry 
Nothing compares to the unknown 
Everybody else leaves when I say go 

Just wanted some permanence in my life 
Someone to rely on but they won’t try 
This house with broken floorboards
Is the only place that feels like home 

Like home (alone) (alone) 

Had this empty chest my whole sad life (yeah)
I don’t need you with your god damn knife now 
Playing games in the dark while I cry
Say you love me but I don’t have the time

I’m haunted 
I’m haunted  

Seeing things that you would surely fear 
Say you don’t believe me well dear 
I know the things they say when you’re not around 

(Oh)
You wouldn’t like that I’ll give it right back 
Stare at yourself in a cracked mirror 
Magic spells they can’t fix your terror 
When your true self is all revealed  

Ghosts been holding my hands for years 
Helped me lose grip on all my fears
Thought I would be truly alone 
Everybody else leaves when I say go 

I’m haunted 
I’m haunted 

l’m haunted 
I’m haunted
Find another sad girl to borrow 
She won’t leave you scared of your shadow 
Drop me here 
And find me tomorrow 

This house with ghosts is the only place that feels like home

I know the things they’ve said to me 
I won’t believe it if you don’t leave
A voice calls out to ease my pain 
Wish that you could do the same 

l’m haunted 
I’m haunted
Find another sad girl to borrow 
She won’t leave you scared of your shadow 
Drop me here 
And find me tomorrow 

Still haunted 
I’m haunted
You can run but darkness won’t go out 
Try your best to keep me to yourself 
And I’ll be surely gone  

These ghosts are the only ones calling me home 

I’m haunted
I’m haunted

©Shipwreck City Records 2023, all rights reserved.

scarlett interface red like my fuckin jayz (prod. vinogradov)

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