https://soundcloud.com/b-young-beats
Recorded in January 2020, I didn't intend to make this public.
That changed today. This is the first song I ever made.

Lyrics:
If you hit my line, I beg you to stop
The stress in my mind everyday been a lot
Half my life last month I didn't plot
So it's damage control to get free where I'm caught

I just need to work but I can't cast aside
The doubts and the sadness stuck in my mind
Heart on my sleeve no illusions of pride
I'm not in your place so how could I confide, that's easy.

I just need time;
Time to unwind, and see that I'm fine
Keep up my grades, and stay on my grind
I'm done with the hate, that's all on the line
You're on my side now, or never were mine.
Never were mine.

I need to chill out, and that's what they tell me.
Don't hand me vices disguised as a remedy
That's not my business I told you already
Focused on me I'll help you when I'm ready
But just when I'm ready.

You can't sustain; I call it unsteady
Half what I see, will only get worse
Half what I hear, I know that it's cursed.
Don't hit me up if it's not for forever
I tried to make plans but that's not how it works.
That's not how it works.

Laugh everyday, but inside it hurts
Ride with me now, and what's it all worth
Get in the coupe; it turned to a hearse
I just wanna live, be free and free earth

I just need to work but I can't cast aside
The doubts and the sadness stuck in my mind
Heart on my sleeve no illusions of pride
I'm not in your place so how could I confide; that's easy.
I just need time.

I just need time.

I Just Need Time (prod. B.Young)

All credits to @bearsydied for the original song.
https://soundcloud.com/bearsydied/wasted-time-prod-ross-gossage

Lil Bearsy - Wasted Time (Chopped & Screwed)

https://soundcloud.com/jkjmetasco
Recorded in January 2023.

I met you again
I was so happy but so nervous
thinking about you hope you DON'T notice
I love you so much that I can't show it
Heart bleeding out and I CAN'T slow it
Don't stress the metaphor I'm not broken
but I question it when I FEEL hopeless
Writing these bars really ain't coping
I need a new light to see where I'm going

The Father and Son been quiet but I'm still on my knees
asking for peace, thank you for all of the blessings you put front of me
Maybe that easy way out wasn't quite meant for me
Though I was on the right path in 2019
I must have forgotten it was just a facade
or a mirage to recede, a temporary game I wanted to beat
in the waiting room but I ran out of tokens, the doctor is calling for me
Not at the end of my rope but the end of the road I was
supposed to be on to find purpose and peace

Been quiet prod. jkjmetasco

She think I'm a nerd she don't know my strength
She don't know bout my problems imma bout to break
I told my bro I gotta believe in myself, I know I'll do great
I can't fuckin hear ya imma hit my vape

You think you got me figured, but I disagree
Sorry you can't see what I see in me
I'm not good at saying bye, I sit down and turn the key
But I'm learning what I couldn't understand at 17

Everything I'm yearning for is cancer killing me
I know that I'm blessed, I don't need a xan to fuckin speak
And I keep my circle close around my team,
Might pull up and scare a hoe, like a centipede

She think that I'm square, she don't know what I been through
Spend a couple years trying to forget you
I told my bro I gotta believe in myself, I know that I'm based
Only thing to numb the pain is delta 8

She Don't Know prod. Willare

I forgive them all
see my wounds are healed,
I gain confidence, no alcohol
I don't need the money
God provides and doesn't count my flaws
He clothes me in light, 
in the darkness I'm not scared at all
Every day I'm blessed, my defense
my Lord don't let me fall

put me to the test,
now I'm ready for these trials
I know who I am, I don't need you to describe it
used to be down bad, now it's tears of joy I'm crying
dead battery Invicta I'm still here on perfect timing

cloudy days but I'm still shining
pack a punch ballistic knife Jesus revive me

REVIVED prod. sn1ku

He who stands for nothing will fall for anything.

Vex Rich

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