@chargebeats

lately i just feel like everybody hates me
at least thats what i think kos nobody notice
and me and gang dont even wanna compete
gemboyzz we on our own shit

and soulcast unload the whole clip!
and ill be damned if he dont !
yea we dont fuck with no bullshit
and if yu want me prove sum lets go

oh oh wow if yu love me then jus let me kno
baby if yu hate me then just let me go
i been keeping my heart closed
i wanna be closer, i wanna be closer
oh oh wow i been reaching for the stars 
i been reachin for a message but it feels so hard
and the message that i get is that we're apart
i wanna be closer, i wanna be closer

i feel like i blew, blew my shot
its not coming back its gone forever
and i feel so blue kos i need it back
i need it s bad, hope they remember!

oh oh wow-o-o-o-o-o

Closer [+ Charge]

prod @0k1ro // mix + mast by me @leoxxe

dancing to tha music, i can feel  my heartbeat sink
i been off the nicotine, feel like imma fainnt evrytime i blink
bby yu dont understand, everything that broke i wanna fix
i got yu right in my plans, this is not a game its not a trick

bbygirl im down for yu in any weather, i believe that we can get better
i believe that we can get better, i believe that we can get better

and yu play such a part, i keep yu in my heart
and money stains the game yea and money stains the art 
and people start to change when they start to go far
but i guess thats the game baby i guess thats the game 
and people start to change when i wish theyd nevr change
and we used to be friends but i guess its not the same
and everything got fucked up when yu start to get fame
and then we reconnected but its just not the same

and yu were so fragile, so fragile
but nobody gives a fuck so theyll take yu away and yur not the same
so fragile, so fragile
yu were so fragile, so fragile
what did they turn yu into? omg wtf
yu were so fragile, so fragile

so fragile [+ k1ro]

walk into the spot, i look like steve jobs
i brought a dirty cup and i brought my whole mob
yea i came here to vibe, so please don't call me up
and everyone in this spot, they showin hella luv

i am not leaving but i know yu need me home
yeah baby i know yu need me home

i am not leaving yea why won't yu let me go?
yeah baby why won't yu let me go?

Steve Jobs Freestyle [+ Defwish x Dontreesh]

@1spoof @itsobjectt

heart so cold like the winter
stepped outside, shine bright like some glitter
and yu kno tht i'm a winner
ion take L's, me n yu, bro we differ
yeah we differ, we are not the same
yu need to learn how to stay in yur own lane
taking all these W's and i'll never fucking change
i'll do it all, do it all for the gang
GemBoyZz XCL and yu can't hang
GemBoyZz on the motherfuckin chain
GemBoyZz posted up in rain man
and if yu talkin down we'll clean yu up just like a stain

posted up on the block with the xd 45
kobe keep the bullets with the green beam
taking all this heat like it's free weed,
posted up on the street kos tht's where all the geeks be
soulcast big bucks in his clean jeans
dirty kicks, pouring up a 4 soon as he see me
gettin lit in the forest, where the trees be
highlight of the day man, i'm not talkin weekly

freestyled on a discord call with kobe       B)

glitter [+ spoof x objectt]

prod/mix/mast by me @leoxxe

[chorus x2]
dancing off the k, i was goin crrazy seeing beautiful lights, i might be blind
this is not the same baby i jus can't believe it's real life, i'm not tired
i just might die baby i can feel my face goin numb, i'm so dumb
i don't really care kos i'll do it all again just for fun! it's not enough!!

[verse]
yu said it was forever, left me in the dark then
now i'm stuck on my own liike what happened ?
we were never better it wasn't a far stretch
but now yu never hit my phone and i feel so (wretched)
babygirl what happened to us, whats wrong?
i thought that yu loved me all along
i don't know where my heart belongs
baby yur the one that kept me so so strong

if yu wanna glo then we can glo
say yu'll never let me go, say yu'll never let me go
white girl crazy, let it snow
i'll give yu my heart fasho, jus say yu won't let me go
if yu wanna glo then we can glo
say yu'll never let me go, say yu'll never let me go
white girl crazy, let it snow
i'll give yu my heart fasho, jus say yu won't let me go

beautiful lights

prod @rit_hk & @1tcyxo // mix + mast by me

girl do yu like me? kiss the blood on my teeth
dirty pills come so cheap, but this wock expensive
pour a line in the water, watch it fall like a stalker
yu kno i'm not a talker, zombified like a walker

hold on wait a minute, let me slow down
i could never ever let my fucking guard down
2 blunts to the face got me slow now
i can feel it in the smoke, i can feel it in the smoke

uhh say yu'll never let me go, say yu'll never let me go
i been loving yu the most, i been loving yu da mmost
yur the only 1 i want, yur the only 1 i want
i can feel it in the smoke, i can feel it in the smoke

kiss the blood on my teeth [+ rit x tracyxo]

prod/mix/mast by me @leoxxe #ripbeautigang RIP GemBoyZz

Demise (w/ Jakobe2k44)

prod/mix/mast by me @leoxxe

(2 pills, nothings ever feels real
without yu here i feel ill
don't send, hearts again
i don't wna pretend)

kiss me, tell me do yu miss me? say yu love me
1 more, time please, i need yu here with me
girl i, remember times that we spent, spent together
oh my, god girl, we were meant to be forever

but it's ok, i'll be fine in a day
i guess
but it's alright, i only cry in the night
(oh well)
thinkin bout times, i wish i could rewind
yu were sippin on wine, i had my hands on yur thighs
(oh girl)

one more time (kiss me)

prod/mix/mast by me @leoxxe

i just cashed a cheque, got 2 much viv w
ye me n bro got chokers on, aint chokin 1 of us
n yu kno i had 2 flex kos these bitches chose up
everytime i stunt on everyone i kno my bro show luv

bleedin out for the weekend
yu don't know where we been
stayin up til 5am, i'm workin, i don't go to bed
i don't even want this wock, i'm sippin on a bloody mess

i don't hear when yu call me
girl yu kno tht i'm falling
and everytime that yu saw mee...
and every-every

ihad2flex

prod @ransomzac  mix/mast by me @leoxxe

(baby tell me do yu love me...)
baby tell me do yu love me then?
kos i think of yu in my head
and it doesn't get easier
the pain just gets more feasible
i wish tht yu would go, yeah
please leave me alone
n now i wonder if yu miss me but
it says enough when yu drunk text my phone

all alone
i know yur thinking abt me
n how yu should'nt be without me
n girl i wish it didn't come to this
but yur the one who chose to
end it all i know yu miss
the way i used to hold yu

drunk text my phone [+ ransomzac]

prod/mix/mast by me @leoxxe

coming out of my cave
and “i been doing just fine”
baby i been so be down 
want to forget it all
it started out with a text
and now it’s all just a mess
it was only a text 
it was only a text...
n now i’m falling asleep 
with someone i don’t know
and now yur taking a hit
of a blunt that he rolled
do yu lay with him in bed?
the way yu laid up with me?
can’t get these thoughts out my head
i think i need some rest now

he takes off yur dress now
let me go
i just can’t keep my sanity
i’m losing control

jealousy, 
yu just want the death of me
all my problems multiplied
butterfly for suicide
but it’s just the price i pay
hurting yu was hurting me
treat me bad don’t treat me right
yu were my brightside

my brightside

ft @itssoulcast // prod/mix/mast by me @leoxxe

vex:
i can't describe the way yu make me feel
sometimes i can't believe tht this is real
n bby tell me, yea, is this a dream?
do i love yu the way tht yu love me?
n we can do wtvr yu wana do
girl it's jus me n yu n i think yur rlly cool
kos yu get fly n yu get high by the pool
bby i'm such a fool4yu, it's true

soulcast:
baby your the only thing that i need
the money or drugs mean nothing to me
your the only thing that’s alive in my mind
your the only happiness and it’s hard to find
and iv been off the drugs everyday i won’t lie
i didn’t think it end like this and it’s hard soemtimes
and it gets hard sometimes
i didn't want to say goodbye

fool4yu (w/ Soulcast)

prod/mix/mast by me @leoxxe

yu remind me of yellowstone, skin n bone
broken down so beautiful, stuck in my head
thinkin back to like a year ago, we were gold
thought yu'd never let me go, we were best friends
every single barrier we broke, so much hope
yu loved me when i was broke, i'm still broken
 say yu happier without me tho, see yur glow
if yu need me let me know, i'll stay open

for yu, yah
oh just for yu 
aye

 clothes on the floor, i woke up in a daze
yur on my mind now my chest is in pain
i don't know who i woke up with
feel like a zombie in public
sun in my eyes, blowing smoke in my face
got some problems i need to medicate
thought i'd be with yu my whole life
yu know tht she isn't my type
trapped in the void, let the evil decay
i could see this from a mile away
i'm knowing they truly hate me
i don't fit in with these people, they're faking

yellowstone

prod me n @k1ro // mix+mast by me @leoxxe

crawling out of bed
i need somewhere to rest my head
i can't sleep, romance is dead
i'm stuck thinking bout yu again
n after everything this shit still feels insane i
don't have a clue what's goin inside my brain it
really hurts to watch yu just slip away
n i really wish tht i could make my memory fade

because it's more than just a feeling when yur really alone
been having trouble with anxiety since i lost my bro
kos now my mind is goin places tht i dnt wana go
wish i cud x out all my thoughts just like a tab, make em close

but i know it doesn't work like tht
kos it eats me up inside
everyday i been feelin numb but
it keeps me up at night
everyday i just feel so bad
get stressed out, light a cigarette
but i know this is not what i need
maybe tht's why i wish tht yu still loved me...

wish yu still loved me [+ k1ro x leoxxe]

prod @rit_hk & @nightclub // mix&mast by me @leoxxe + rit master help

took a picture of the fit, yu know i'm dressin how i please
i just pulled up w my bro but i could tell she wanted me
it's a different kinda feelin when yu make tht bitch say please
i been singin pretty love songs, listening to 333
n yu know she wanted me kos i get the fuckin bag
seen my bros lose motivation n it makes me fuckin sad
i could never give it up tho, this is all i rlly have
imma do this til the last time tht i rest my fuckin head
i got friends who let me down but i cld never let it get to me
jus like rit said, yea thts my bro, thts not my enemy
we could never be enemies
got too much love for all the friends of me

uh yea n yu know i keep em close, 22 i been on go
i ca-ca-cannot rest no more
pick myself up off the floor n yu know im doing more
then anybody around me kos i want the fuckin porsche
put it in sports mode, speedin down the highway w my bros now
n yu know we gettin faded off the-

sports mode [+ rit x nightclub20xx]

feat. @rit_hk // prod @newgarasu // mix mast by me @leoxxe + rit

vex:
bby tell wat wrong w yuuuuuuu
tell me anything tht i can dooooo
oh i jus wana take yu out dis moood
n ion ask questions i’ll jus make my move
bring it back to the first night
i thought i was in love at the first sight
i swear yu bring me up from like the worst vibes
yu know tht yur fuckin w the worst type
i’d bring yu round the world n honestly
i’d take yu like anywhere yu wana see
kos yur my number one girl i hope yu know tht
n i’d wait like a hundred hours jus for yur call back
i know it’s complicated 
but if this is what yu want then we can make it work
i just don’t want yu to get hurt

rit:

love at first sight (w/ rit) [+ garasu]

prod @deadat18 // mix n mast by me @leoxxe

i got this pain inside my heart, yu can tell
when i looked inside yur eyes, yu know i fell in love
girl yu know we keep tht loud tht yu can smell
i been blowing on the kush inside the club

i haven't love in so long, my heart is frozen cold
maybe it's impossible
yu shld just leave me alone, posted up gettin stoned
smoking tropical

maybe we can try, one more night
we can bring it back if yur satisfied
bringing me back to all yur lies
i'm still gona give yu the time of yur life

blunt smoke in the club
yea we gettin so faded
no love right now
but they'll love me when i'm famous

Inside My Heart [+ deadat18]

RIP NICKISGONENOW. i love yu bro, this 1 for yu </3

prod @negative_creeper & @prodsecretsss // mix n mast by me @leoxxe

no no no no no, no no no no no
say yur lying, please say yur lying
no no no no no, no no no no no
i can't stop crying, swear bro i'm not lying
don't think i feel my heart no more
i'm broken down, numb to the core
these past few months have left me
beaten down, i need yu more n more
n it's not ok, think abt yu everyday
they took my bro away, all i feel inside is pain
i'll never be the same, i'd give my life away
to have another chance, to just give yu my place
in this life, like was it suicide?
yu didn't do it, right? yu didn't do it, right?
i listen to yur songs n i start to cry
yu didn't do it, right? yu didn't do it, right?

(until we meet again project soon)

another chance [+ negative.creeper x secretsss]

prod @deadat18 // mix n mast by me @leoxxe

bby i been feelin lost.. can yu find me?
i just can’t watch.. like a timepiece
i been on my own for way too long
sitting in the dark, make another sad song
wake up and i see the sun
always act like nothings wrong
but this shit won’t last long
kos i knew yu were the one

n it’s hard for me to get back to times
when i lived in the moment
im feelin so broken
if i’m honest this shit ruined my life
because i’m stuck in a moment
i feel like i’m frozen
held back from the past now
everyday i think of yu n it’s keepin me down
i know yu dnt give a fuck abt my life now
i can’t give no-one my trust, it’s a wipeout

i thought this was real
i wish yu felt how i feel
i thought this wld last forever
yu heard it in the song girl, “i’ll never find better”
i thought this was real
i wish yu felt how i feel
i thought this wld last forever
yu heard it in the song girl, “i’ll never find better”

Lost [+ deadat18]

prod @mycorpsebridee + @kirame-e // mix + mast by me @leoxxe

peace n love, i gave yu all i could
sit alone in my bedroom wondering if i'm enough
girl yu kno tht i miss yu, i just wana kiss yu
n i don't wana fight with yu, we don't need these issues
peace n love, i gave yu all i could
sit alone in my bedroom wondering if i'm enough
girl yu kno tht i miss yu, i just wana kiss yu
n i don't wana fight with yu, we don't need these issues

yur love was like a drug
n i was addicted i couldn't get enough
i can't move on kos i still hold on
to what was once there n it's got me feelin rough
i know yu resent me, i need some balenci's
to numb this fuckin pain bkos i'm feelin so empty
i'm singin the same song, i'm doin it all wrong
n i been so alone, i got nobody to help me

yea i'm upset, i just need someone to reach out
n yu said yu was my bro but i'm like where r yu now?
yea i'm upset, i jus need someone to reach out!
...said-my brother-like where r yu now??

peace + love [+ mycorpsebride x kirame]

prod/mix/mast by me @leoxxe

ain't nobody on the shit i'm on, except me
i been spending everyday alone, gettin geeked
got an inbox full of freaks, tht's my tendency
i was talkin to a bitch tht thinks she's outta my league
but i'm outta hers
just tell me what it's worth to still be on this earth
i lost my brothers but i wish tht i went first
i think i got a curse, just leave me in the dirt
i know everybody gona love me when i'm in a hearse

i can't fuck with yu, oh no
if yu fucking w my bro
we both know it's a no go
moving slow, moving solo

Hearse

prod @twilightblue n me // mix n mast by me @leoxxe

black mascara falling down yur face
i just wana help yu feel okay
bby if yu’d take me i’d have yu
they all think i’m crazy they all think i’m bad news
yu been feeling so empty inside
i can see the pain in yur eyes
tears fall down on to yur cheeks
really need yu here laying next to me

left me on read now n i feel like
ima say all the wrong things
i just wana be balling
with my bros but i can’t win no
and yu been smokin dope
n i wish tht yu’d call back everytime yu go
yu tryna tell me bout these other guys
but i don’t wana know
yu tryna rip my fuckin heart out
n stomp it on the floor

but my hearts been played wit too many times
for yu to act like this when yu walk in my life
if yu wana go then it’s ok
yeah i understand if yu wana leave
kos it won’t be the first time, i wana apologise
i can’t be the man tht yu want me to be

bad news.. [prod. twilightblue x leoxxe]

prod @twilightblue // mix n mast by me @leoxxe

oh i love it when yu talk to me
yur love feels promising
take yu to my special place
i'd love for yu to walk with me
girl i need yu here n honestly
just put it all on me
yu can open up
don't wana make it an anomaly
i know yu were hurt in the past
don't wana make yu feel bad
it can be scary
but i promise i won't be like tht
when i'm not with yu i feel sad
n like my heart's made of glass
but yu always pick up all the pieces
just to bring me back

i can't thank yu enough oh
yu showed me what it feels like to be loved
i'm a fiend just for yur touch oh
when yu left my heart was crushed

wishin i could travel back in time
to the days when yu were mine
so i could be
what yu need

hearts of glass [prod. twilightblue]

prod @twilightblue @leoxxe // mix n mast by me @leoxxe

girl i swear to god i'm a-ok
when yu call me n yu say my name
every single time i see yur face
yu kno exactly how to make my day
girl i swear to god i'm a-ok
n i'm begging yu to never change
kos there's something in the simple ways
tht yu treat me, it just keeps me sane

bby tell me, wld yu find love inside me?
kos just for yu, i'd put all behind me
she asked me how i'm doing, i'm doing just fine b
but deep down inside i wonder if yu even like me
bby tell me, wld yu find love inside me?
kos just for yu, i'd put all behind me
she asked me how i'm doing, i'm doing just fine b
but deep down inside i wonder if yu even like me

yu kno tht we can't be friends if i need yu right beside me
bby i can be yur man if our love is coinciding

a-ok [prod. twilightblue x leoxxe]

prod @twilightblue // mix+mast by me @leoxxe

girl i never wana stop, but i never wanna do it too much, no
thinkin bout us, n i'm thinkin bout where our love's gone
bby i just wana go outside n spend another day
knowing tht yur never coming home, it's gona be okay

bby tell me wld yu stay w me, just one more night?
yu can tell me tht it's all my fault but i'm not gona fight
oh i swear, need to get yu out my hair
need to get yu out my head again, we can't be friends
n it's not fair, i just have to stop n stare
even after all the things yu said, i know yu want me dead

thinkin' bout us [prod. twilightblue]

ft and co-prod @twilightblue 
mix mast by me @leoxxe & @twilightblue

[vex:]
this time of year the leaves dnt fall
the roots will grow and they stand tall
but my roots are breaking me down
(but my roots r breaking me down)
a reminder of anything at all,
from the past year, just makes me ball
and when i hear yur name i fall down
(and when i hear yur name i fall down)

i miss yur face, yur in my head
there's so many things tht i shlda said
a year of suffering
a lesson learned
i miss yur face, yur in my head
there's so many things tht i shlda said
a year of suffering
a lesson learned

[tblue:]
Tears on my face
Can’t get you out of my head
I could never replace you
I’m basically dead
Without you in my life
I can’t tell my wrongs from right
So baby come closer
I wanna feel your breath 
All on my neck
Even in death
I wanna be a part of you
Let’s go to the end
And do it all again
Even in death
Let’s do it all again
I hit rock bottom
I can’t see the top
And no matter the struggle
I always feel stuck
I write these lyrics so people like me
Can find a place with lil sympathy
Can find a place to go and rest they head
A new perspective see it differently
But now that i’m older life’s fading away
And I don’t really wanna fade

roots (w/ twilightblue) [prod. twilightblue x leoxxe]

prod @deadat18 @ssh1be //  mix mast by me @leoxxe

no i cld not love her, she’s a bitch
posted up w my real one like lilo n stitch
i’m w soulcast, thts real partnership
had some L’s in the posse, said “to hell w it”
bby yu kno where i been been been been
yea i love my life of sin sin sin sin
every single day i sip sip sip sip
and i love to flex my win win win wins

posted w my brothers going geek mode
i swear i live my life w cheat codes
i cld never be nobody else but me, no
philosophical when i listen to free smoke
liking my ig, i hope tht she like me
i check my dms n i see tht she’s typing
she liked the picture of me in my white tee
n she text me “Leo, can i be yur wifey?”

Cheat Codes [prod. Deadat18 x Ssh1be]

prod mix mast by me @leoxxe

love is so sedating but it never stays true
yu said tht yu hate me, i can’t even blame yu
everything hurts n it’s all my fault
stuck in my ways, i said "fuk it all"
love is so sedating but it never stays true
yu said tht yu hate me, i can’t even blame yu
everything hurts n it’s all my fault
stuck in my ways, i said "fuk it all"

stop n stare at the world for a moment
i realise tht i’m so broken
inside i feel so soulless
i’m a lost cause, i’m fucking hopeless
fucked up inside
eating away at my mind
i’m pushing away everybody i like
so i got nobody else but me on my side

Everything Hurts

it’s kinda funny how yu say yu didn’t want the money
it’s kinda funny how yu said yu didn’t need the cash
all of a sudden i got bread and yu stop runnin from me
it’s kinda funny kos yu said it wouldn’t be like that

alt pink punk rockstar will yu be mine 
i love how it feels when yu waste all my time
everytime i see yu a feeling travels down my spine 
euphoria i feel it in my blood it dilates my eyes

all of a sudden when i glisten then yu listen
they say that ignorance is bliss and it’s so true
kos yur the only one that i used 2 b missin
yu pay attention now my feelings fell thru

all of a sudden when i shine yu wanna be mine
yu say yu love me but it doesn’t feel real
and when yu come around yur raining on my sunshine
it’s sad to say but baby that’s just how i feels

Rockstar 👻 [+ pxlmpre]

featuring @ilyeczotic

everyday im gettin so sedated
can yu understand what im saying?
i just spilled a cup on the pavement
a hundred fuckin bucks what im payin x2

o o o o a o aaa
a a a a A o AAA 
o o o o a o aaa
a a a a A o AAA 
and its everyday x2

@ilyeczotic

everyday (w/ eczotic) [+ sorrow bringer]

aka Leoxxe.. #TaeWorld </3

vexxodusbidniz@gmail.com

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