SEE YOU IN 2025

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Where Did It Go

my self titled ep 

All songs prod. JohnnyFriend 

mixed/mastered by me

Alone Again [prod. JohnnyFriend]

A distraction from all the hell we see

prod @dercept
mixed @oriaofficially

presave on spotify for when it hits the stores pls
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Spelling Bee (dercept)

guitar by magicDz

love y'all a ton.
thank you for listening
thank you for being here, truly
hope you enjoy

ep postponed, but i got a lot else i've been working on
yea



take me apart
reassemble and recharge what you erased
no regards
zip my lip, i cannot communicate

above every scent they embellish
it's rotten, yet fresh, so i cannot repel it

they ain't know me like that
do my homies got my back?
rigor mortis 'till i crack
brought me back in, yet we're never patching
glass, all up in this brittle back
always lacking what i have, like a magnet
opposites attracting

(i don't) i don't wanna feel this bitter
but i don't wanna rock that mask, no
redacting myself from the present when i wanna end it
pelt dust at my mental
cavities build in my dental
skipping toothpaste for the mentos
everything felt so common
i hurt so often; bent like a stencil

caffeination, isolation, what a cycle, what a day
couple people that i talk to; very seldom light the way
i do it myself it seems
shot down like it's belomancy

sat recluse in my room every noon, glued to youtube
if i had somebody special, it'd be them too
won't you settle down and tell me what you're going through
call me up for once, 'cause honestly you never do
so when the clock strikes, i feel the curse so tight
staying up 'till it's twilight
green flash in my eyesight
black cat in the moonlight
waving bye when i'm boutta cry
i hit you up 'cause i had to cry
spirit guide lurkin' hindsight

drill in my head, got a shovel in my chest
but i leave it like that, let it grow like grass
i'm a fucked up kid, can't live in the past
and the moment don't last, break shit when i laugh
no meds and i'm gassed, but deflate real fast
real friends hit back, understand where i'm at?
why you treat 'em like ass though?
do you got a moat for the castle?
been down every ounce, now i'm fragile
she had meant so much, what a hassle
days into weeks, now months
stolen my crutch
fuck it i'll hunch
punching my gut 'till the air flows
cornering stare with an echo
licking the tip of the arrow
wove in a rope like a pharaoh
sooner than late i won't care, no

like that
do my homies got my back?
rigor mortis 'till i crack
brought me back in, yet we're never patching
glass, all up in this brittle back
always lacking what i have, like a magnet
opposites attracting

they ain't know me like that
do my homies got my back?
rigor mortis 'till i crack
brought me back in, yet we're never patching
glass, all up in this brittle back
always lacking what i have, like a magnet
opposites attracting

bombay

been a while, nice to be back

prod @dercept

Adderall (dercept)

WDIG (dercept)

AND WITH THAT THE 2024 SEASON COMES TO AN END

Baggage feat. lullabyboy (dercept)

sewerxsorrow // the album , soon . <3

lyrics:



How the fuck did I make it to this suit and tie
I dont know
I am on drugs right now

I am on drugs right now x8

I just made this the intro cause im on drugs right now
Im fucking dying
Open that ear for damage u getting fucked right now
I cannot eat right now
But Im throwing up some how
Stepping in bile and piss right now
Im so alive right now

Baby just look at me like really look
Cause Im trying to hide deep down
Im so afraid of myself
Fuck
Baby I see the seems of ur book
And the pages are running out
But u sick of slowing down
I just tumped this blunt the ash just hit my ferri belt
I just came thru this door and now they tryna throw me out
I just seen this tab on top my pinky now its in my mouth
U know that Life could be so normal but she’s sick of slowing down
You know that every time I miss u I think of why u not around 
Oh U just dropped a bomb my shadows painted on the ground
u know if u died tomorrow where would u want to be found
Cause Time is running out for me and thats where im going now

I am on drugs right now x8

I just made this the intro cause im on drugs right now
Im fucking dying
Open that ear for damage u getting fucked right now
I cannot eat right now
But Im throwing up some how
Stepping in bile and piss right now
Im so alive right now

on drugs rn (sorrowbringer x soprettyanxiety)

Oh Ok

Oh Ok (xxl freestyle)

Oh Ok-XXL freestyle remix (by Shonci)

happier :D - prod. benjithemachine

Photos (feat sadxbunnii) [prod. dercept]

clouds are drifting with the wind,
echoes knocking at the door,
I’m a ghost inside my skin,
wearing moments I’ve been in

caught in loops of time again,
a time of hope,a time of sin,
the door is open, let them in,
I’m a ghost, a ghost, a ghost inside my skin

ghost inside my skin (painted version)

lyrics:

Time had stopped
And I could see
I was that which
Ended we

The ground where I slept pressed the news of its rocks to my wet arms
I am just a putty Waterlogged by a brine made of bad form
When I woke up I was launched 20 feet from a crashed car
And when I got up I could see ur body parts in my front yard

u know I might be on drugs but my brain works and I got a big heart
but Is it big enough to be washed of this whole thing and sent forth
Her Serpentine eyes stare a dead hole in me from the dashboard
Im getting fucked up in the drivers seat to see if I could’ve done more

What has become of him 
I could throw up with the tension that has taken me on this night
What has become of them
I will burn up from the warmth inside this fire blanket wrapped tight

so Take up the wheel inside ur free hand
and U feel the hurt they missed in their death
Peel back his eyes to watch it again
for The reaper is here to pick thru your friends
the angry man waits and he picks at himself
The patient man stays and he offers him his help
The patient he tends to will take to his thrill
But angry again he becomes when he’s still
so Its thrill that ur after
Its thrill that u want
Its cheap if u choose to take risk of its harm
Its thrilling to me how you gamble its scorn
Im thrilled to inform you the tissue you’ve torn

The ground where I slept pressed the news of its rocks into my wet arms
I am just a putty Waterlogged by a brine made of bad form
When I woke up I was launched 20 feet from a crashed car
And when I got up I could see ur body parts in my front yard

putty man / drugs p2 (sorrowbringer)

I cant die right now I sit these fumes and I breath in harder

I know you love me like u say but I just love u harder
Rain just ricochets from bone I see ur face in water
When the stars die baby ill be right here
Not a step id take again if it would pull u further

As I write this down I feel myself get caught in anguish
Seems the constants in my life have all been found and tainted
When the sun goes down at night does it give word to oceans
They find the moon a guest invited here to grant them motion
A plasticine home
With a porcelain bed
On the linoleum floors
Where I break open heads
Theres jakes on the phone
And a scalp in my lap 
Now With All that I know
I just know that its bad

I know you love me like u say but I just love u harder
Rain just ricochets from bone I see ur face in water
When the stars die baby ill be right here
Not a step id take again if it would pull u further

I swear I didnt that she would die
It was right here that she attacked me with a knife
I defended myself
It was brutal I know
But the wounds dont match up with the story ive told
Its called love
And you could never understand it
Love comes with hardship
And love comes with damage
And this here is passion
A love left unbandaged
When Im all thats left 
I find love in disparage

I know you love me like u say but I just love u harder
Rain just ricochets from bone I see ur face in water
When the stars die baby ill be right here
Not a step id take again if it would pull u further

WDIG (dercept)

vFearce

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