crushed + never we

Confession

Attempting to endure loss

What started off as a joke track turned into an accidental Aggretsuko impersonation

nuke the corn

resurgence – part I 
Written: 19 may 10
Recorded: 2018-2019

So tell me, 
How old were you when it happened?
Where did you go?
Was there a light at the end of the tunnel?
Did you see HIM? Did you get your wings?
Was it hot down there?
Do you remember?
I was about 12 years old
I was really sick
Just had to close my eyes
I was a teenager
I tried so hard to stay awake
But I fell out the window
What happened next?
Everything went dark of course
I don’t know how long it was
Then I heard a voice
He said GET UP!
And so I did
They surrounded me
Drowning in their tears of joy
As they stared in disbelief
Life went on
I grew up
Then it happened again
What about you
I was 20 years old
It was just as I imagined
Alone in my car
What about you
I was seventeen
It was my fault
I was scared
I was lost
I was sick
It was before I knew
How long has it been?
I don’t know
You’ll have to ask them
I opened my eyes
And I was in a beautiful place
I thought to myself
NO WAY! This is unreal
Could this possibly be?
Then I saw them in the distance
Coming my way
They took me home
And told me the story

Resurgence

さようなら (acoustic version)

Here we are again
These familiar seats
Comfortable silence
You look at me
The road is winding
Where will it lead
I’m still not finding 
The answers I need 

chorus

After everything
Still here by your side
After everything 
Sitting to your right

The day you leave 
The day I fear
I don’t believe
There’s much time here
Can we stay a while 
Linger in this place
Walk another mile
Fingers interlaced

Chorus

Outro 

I only told my truth
I always lose
Didn’t mean to hurt you
I always lose
What am I s’posed to do
I always lose
I swear I have no clue
I always lose 
Cause I love you
I always lose
I always lose (fade out)

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