I’m autistic, and I was constantly bullied for it back when I was in preschool up to kindergarten. My teachers and everyone I went to school with just seemed to hate me. All of this culminated into me developing depression when I was only round’ four. I was convinced I was a burden on everybody around me. My mom even says I used to talk about me gutting myself, cause’ it was the only way young me could think to kill myself. What made all of this even more isolating was the fact that no other kiddo around me felt the same way. I was too young to be experiencing what I was. I just felt sad and like I was a problem all the time. I just wanted to go away and make everyone happy like they were before I came into their lives. 
This song encapsulates that. It encapsulates the loneliness I felt—not only being bullied, but also being the only kid I knew who wanted to cut my own life short. 
The young sounding singer, the lyrics—all of it explains what those years of my life felt like perfectly.

Finally, one that isn’t in fucking English.
Anyways, people are talking about how they wanna commit suicide, and I know it’s actually really serious, you should probably start talking to a therapist, family member(s), and friends. They’ll help you along this journey to a “better” tomorrow. Remember, you could always talk to other people who have the same suicidal thoughts across the internet.

nobody gaf about y’all attempting lol anyway low-key havent heard the og ever … im a fake

Egoist • flower

Becoming Potatoes

This is the Happiness and Peace of Mind committee(feat. Hatsune Miku)

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＊あいしていたのに／Even Though I Had Loved You＊
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DL:
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1hDRZuUNl578cM_mMmKXsPOrErHf_U1cn/view?usp=sharing
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＊Original：MARETU ft. 初音ミク
　Music：MARETU
　Lyrics：MARETU

＊UST/Tuning/Mix: Mimisan15
　
MARETU・あいしていたのに
https://youtu.be/R_g0M5Zmqhg
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YT:
https://youtu.be/U5gazR5WGG4

BiliBili:
https://www.bilibili.com/video/BV1qc411F7SM/
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ゲキヤク -処方箋-【中】
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THANKS FOR LISTENING
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【ゲキヤク／Gekiyaku】あいしていたのに (Even Though I Had Loved You)【UTAUカバー+UST】

Reprint from NND: 
http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm23636447

---I want to die, I want to die, But I don't want to die---
――― 死にたい 死にたい でも死にたくない ―――
"Miss Wanna-Die's" song.

Music & Lyrics: Suicchi すいっち
Twitter: https://twitter.com/switchBeater
Mylist: http://www.nicovideo.jp/mylist/28965550
Vocals: IA -Aria on the Planetest- [VOCALOID3]

Movie: CoCoMu*Mu 
Twitter: https://twitter.com/CoCoMu_Mu
Mylist: http://www.nicovideo.jp/mylist/41206056

Illustation: Tsukino 月乃
Twitter: https://twitter.com/tsuki_nxo
Mylist: http://www.nicovideo.jp/mylist/38940094

Original Character: Ame-gorou あめごろう
Twitter: https://twitter.com/AM56u
Mylist: http://www.nicovideo.jp/mylist/33233603

Off Vocal: http://piapro.jp/t/8wMF
Lyrics: http://piapro.jp/t/dPzG
*Downloads are provided by the song creator.* 

【IA】 シニタイちゃん 【オリジナルMV】
[IA] Shinitai-chan [Original MV]

*I do not own/make the following content. 
Please support the original artists on NND.*

【IA】 Shinitai - Chan 【オリジナルMV】

Singers: MEIKO, KAITO, Hatsune Miku, Kagamine Rin and Len
I do not own Vocaloid or the song

【IA】 Shinitai - Chan 【オリジナルMV】

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