fun fact:(its not fun its sad)in 2018 her Spotify account got hacked and the hacker made an album called "unreleased" with 20 songs including this one so don't try looking for it cuz it got deleted 1 day after.

@jay-mia-661039177: I said delete EVERY MELANIE THING cuz no one is here too see that ugly pfp

I don’t who are you , because I don’t know who I am

having a slur as a song title ! average melanie day

i been keeping this hidden for so long omg😭💕🍀

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I don't know who you are
'Cause I don't know who I am
How can you know how to love
If you change your mind again?
I don't know who to be
Who do you want me to be?
Schizo, schizo, schizo (Schizo, oh)

Tell me how you want me
I'll do anything you say
You like to play a lot of games
I'll be your favorite toy to play
You know I'm waiting for your call
I'm waiting for your call all-day
I find you absolutely handsome
Whenever you walk away

And we got so many sides
I just can't seem to decide
You just can't make up your mind
La-da-da-la-da-da-da

I don't know who you are
'Cause I don't know who I am
How can you know how to love
If you change your mind again?
I don't know who to be
Who do you want me to be?
Schizo, schizo, schizo (Schizo, oh)

I'll tell you how I want you
You'll do anything I say
I like to play a lot of games
You're just a little toy I play
I know you're waiting for my call so
I'll just make you wait all-day
I like keeping you obsessed so
I'll just keep walking away

And we got so many sides
I just can't seem to decide
You just can't make up your mind
La-da-da-la-da-da-da

I don't know who you are
'Cause I don't know who I am
How can you know how to love
If you change your mind again?
I don't know who to be
Who do you want me to be?
Schizo, schizo, schizo (Schizo, oh)

I know that you love me
Something we don't have to say
How we're always entertained
With all the little games we play
I'm never waiting for your call
'Cause we don't need to talk all day
We only love a little bit
'Cause, baby, that's the only way

I don't know who you are
'Cause I don't know who I am
How can you know how to love
If you change your mind again?
I don't know who to be
Who do you want me to be?
Schizo, schizo, schizo (Schizo, oh)

Schizo

Yeah, yeah, yeah

Just 'cause I bought a band-aid
Doesn't mean I'm able to clean the scars that run
Deeper than all my old demons that I keep under still water
Just 'cause you give me flowers
Doesn't cover up the smell of the dead body
Or raise the dead body of a girl who got shot down before

Just 'cause you crack the window
Doesn't mean I'm able to clear the air
That made it hard to breathe before you came around here
Just 'cause you say you love me
Doesn't mean that I'm gonna look you in the eyes
Pretend to be surprised, and say I love you back
(Love you back)

'Cause I'm trippin', trippin' on rocks
Cuttin' on my ankles, when will the blood stop?
Blue, blue knees
Fallin' for the next man who breathes

I need a band-aid recovery
Don't get too close 'cause you're really nothing to me
You're just a band-aid on my knees (Ooh, ooh, ooh)
You're just a band-aid recovery
I'll rip you off when I please
I'll rip you off when I bleed

Just 'cause I'm coming over
Doesn't mean I'll be there when you wake up
'Cause coming over doesn't mean that I'm over him
(Over him, over him)
Just 'cause you are my band-aid
Doesn't mean I want you to stick around
'Cause rebounds get washed away the next time it rains
(The next time it rains)

'Cause I'm trippin', trippin' on rocks
Cuttin' on my ankles, when will the blood stop?
Blue, blue knees
Fallin' for the next man who breathes

I need a band-aid recovery
Don't get too close 'cause you're really nothing to me
You're just a band-aid on my knees (Ooh, ooh, ooh)
You're just a band-aid recovery
I'll rip you off when I please
I'll rip you off when I bleed

Band Aid

I'm in the process of counting sheep
But they're all so bloody
My hushed little baby still makes a peep
There's a ghost in the nursery
I'm haunted even when you're never there
And I'm taunted by your teddy bear
Like it's talkin' and it's asking me
Why you never came home

I missed the shower
I miss your cradle
I miss your carriage
I miscarriaged
I miscarriaged, mis-miscarriaged
And you never came home

Back and forth, back and forth
Move back and forth like a rocking horse
That rocking horse that your daddy bought you
That you never saw goes back and forth
Back and forth, back and forth
Move back and forth like a rocking horse
That rocking horse that your daddy bought you
That you never saw goes back and forth

I'm in the process of apologies
There's a husband who doesn't know that I'm guilty
There's a harsh little secret inside of me
And a ghost in the nursery
Oh, honey, you'll never see your son become a star
Or the money you spent on that box of cigars
And I'm sorry you never got to hand them out

This is for all the horses never given a horseman
Never grew to be Porsches
This is for all divorces all caused by abortions
Babies having babies and babies having abortions

Back and forth, back and forth
Move back and forth like a rocking horse
That rocking horse that your daddy bought you
That you never saw goes back and forth
Back and forth, back and forth
Move back and forth like a rocking horse
That rocking horse that your daddy bought you
That you never saw goes back and forth

Rockin' horse, rockin' horse
Ooh, back and forth
You never came home
Rockin' horse, rockin' horse
Ooh, back and forth
And you never came home

Back and forth, back and forth
Move back and forth like a rocking horse
That rocking horse that your daddy bought you
That you never saw goes back and forth
Back and forth, back and forth
Move back and forth like a rocking horse
That rocking horse that your daddy bought you
That you never saw goes back and forth

Rocking Horse

I could pull the sheets over my head
And never get out of this bed
But what would that do?
I avoid all mirrors
'Cause I'm scared to look into my eyes
When I only see you

It's like you're always creeping
On the walls and in my feelings
All those stories about ghosts are really true

I put one foot
In front of the other
In front of the other
Slowly, I turn every corner
Turn every corner
Even when you're nowhere in the room
I'm haunted by you

I light all my candles
Light all my candles
The darkness is too hard to handle
Too hard to handle
Sleeping is just something I can't do
I'm haunted by you

I can hear you talking in the distance
Your persistence is so cruel
And all your words pull at my feet
And I fall back in love with you
What can I do?

It's like you're always creeping
On the walls and in my feelings
All those stories about ghosts are really true

I put one foot
In front of the other
In front of the other
Slowly, I turn every corner
Turn every corner
Even when you're nowhere in the room
I'm haunted by you

I light all my candles
Light all my candles
The darkness is too hard to handle
Too hard to handle
Sleeping is just something I can't do

We used to be so warm
But now we're just an ice storm
Slowly freezing up my heart
We used to be so warm
But now we're just an ice storm
Slowly freezing up my heart, heart, heart

I put one foot
In front of the other
In front of the other
Slowly, I turn every corner
Turn every corner
Even when you're nowhere in the room
I'm haunted by you

I light all my candles
Light all my candles
The darkness is too hard to handle
Too hard to handle
Sleeping is just something I can't do
I'm haunted by you

Haunted

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Damn, standing at your front door
Wish I rang the bell
There's some crazy things with you
In my dreams I won't tell
I'm a little too anxious for you
There's a little too much to know about me

Call you when I'm alone
Will you wait up 'til they're gone?
Nobody has to know
Call you when

I'm trying to get myself into trouble
I know you came with someone else
Boy, don't wanna reach for your hand right under the table
Fingers crossed
And if we're undeniably fading
Maybe we drink the poison
And fall into a bed, in another life would we make it?
Fingers crossed
I keep my fingers crossed

Help, why do I have to keep this to myself?
Wrote a letter to you in blood that I'll never mail
It's a little too honest for you
There's a picture of us that we'll never see, oh

Call you when I'm alone
Will you wait up 'til they're gone?
Nobody has to know
Call you when

I'm trying to get myself into trouble
I know you came with someone else
Boy, don't wanna reach for your hand right under the table
Fingers crossed
And if we're undeniably fading
Maybe we drink the poison
And fall into a bed, in another life would we make it?
Fingers crossed
I keep my fingers crossed

I bit my tongue as they watched you run
Back from throwing rocks right outside my window
I'll continue keeping shut
With my foolish love, timing's always rough
Waiting for the right time takes a lifetime

Fingers Crossed

You're always gonna say it, but you're never gonna do it
And if we're being honest, man, you really put me through it
I'm gonna breathe it out next time we scream and shout

And I'm not like your other types, you know I'll put up a fight
Not because I want to, just because it ain't right
To cut me with your words and think I won't be hurt

Under the desk
I'm never gonna leave in the mess
If I tell you what I need please address
Don't sweat, don't sweat, don't sweat

And over the top
I know you think I'm being a lot
I'm just tryna find the solution
Don't stress, don't stress, no stressin'

I'm not in the mood to duck your punches
Your mouth moves like running water
Or a fucked up forest fire
(You hide it well beneath your smile)

Future looks so good when you're like taffy
Soft and lovin', gets you goodies
Keep it balanced, keep it groovy

Under the desk
I'm never gonna leave in the mess
If I tell you what I need please address
Don't sweat, don't sweat, don't sweat

And over the top
I know you think I'm being a lot
I'm just tryna find the solution
Don't stress, don't stress, no stressin'

Don't dress it up, tell me the raw and real
I can't mind read how you feel
Open your throat
I'm gonna climb in to catch what you said to me
Your tongue is as, as cutting as, as a machete

Under the desk
It's pretty vulnerable, I confess
You're always safe with me
So don't stress, don't stress, don't stress

And over the top
I know you think I'm being a lot
I'm trying to find the solution, no stressin'

Under the desk
I'm never gonna leave in the mess
If I tell you what I need please address
Don't sweat, don't sweat, don't sweat

And over the top
I know you think I'm being a lot
I'm just tryna find the solution
Don't stress, don't stress, don't stress

I'm not in the mood to duck your punches
Your mouth moves like running water
Or a fucked up forest fire
(You hide it well beneath your smile)

Future looks so good when you're like taffy
Soft and lovin', gets you goodies
Keep it balanced, keep it groovy

Under The Desk

She had been taken away from her family
Away from the only place that she had felt safe in
Away from the ones she loved
Inside a basement, he watches her moves and her pacing
She tries to find a door to escape him
But she can't find any doors

Who cares if she don't look like you?
Karma will come back to eat you
Why does she have to be white to
Be seen as a fucking equal?

You erase her
The radio, news and thе paper
You say, you say "Maybe later"
Wеll, later's too late
Go fucking save her

Erase her, erase her

She hears him walking
She's praying the police come knocking
Assuming that they're all already plotting
To save her from dying young

Put her on the television
Don't let all these girls stay missing
Stop picking your favorite faces
This ain't no casting submission

You erase her
The radio, news and the paper
You say, you say "Maybe later"
Well, later's too late
Go fucking save her

She's crying, I wish I could pull her out of the man's house
But I'm just me, I'm no police
I'm not qualified to go searching
But I would be if I were in your shoes

But you erase her
The radio, news and the paper
You say, you say "Maybe later"
Well, later's too late
Go fucking save her
You erase her
The radio, news and the paper
You say, you say "Maybe later"
Well, later's too late
Go fucking save her

Erase her, erase her
Erase her, erase her

Erase Her

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