Being pretty much down to Earth. Gravity is the Speed at Impact. I won't jump. My little thought on relativity is the following: Imagine a 13.6 Billion Year old Universe, with not that much happening other than physics, where time ticks in Million Years, in Yugas. Suddenly there is mind, and time starts to tick at Seconds rate. Without conciousness, no one would have ever seen this universe. Not mass but mind is what we're made of. Probably both. One second is our minds frequency, maybe faster. For a Fly, time ticks in milliseconds. 

The Fly: "Pls Goddess, redeem me from this existence. Spiderman, Release me. I'm golden."
PP: "No more!"
The Fly: "Some timemachine is thousands of years old. Picture me."
PP: "You're right. I can see Einstein. Alive, on Youtube."
The Fly: "Strictly Amateur Films."

V is for Virgins

Walking On The Surface Of A Black Hole

When I stare into the Nightsky, the Black between the Stars seems endless. Sometimes I think, we live on an Island of Light and Matter, within the infinite Blackness of the Void. From the outside it might just be a distant shimmering. No matter in which direction, Blackness is all you're facing after some time. When something limited, is inside of infinity, it is infinite small. We have a few billion years left here on earth. Maybe someday, distance does not matter anymore. Maybe someday, principles do not matter anymore. Even if the Universe might end in the prognostics, there is still mankind and all the matter which can't simply disappear. And there is a huge difference between artificial and art. The void was always there, even before the big bang.

Spacedwarf: "Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; and I'm not sure about the universe."
Dwarfcraft: "Two things are infinite: The universe and Humanity; and I'm not sure about stupidity. Which cards did u draw?"
Spacedwarf: "I rolled 6 - three times. Then I drew Chuck Norris - Legendary Creature. I can judge Flies by their ability to climb trees. Let's claim Kether, like the other guy did."
Dwarfcraft: "They say he was obviously a clown. And so am I. But I drew King of Hearts and Big Lick. And Tupac is on my side. Maybe we'll hang together, from a tree. Let us play some Pen, Paper, Pumpgun."
Spacedwarf: "You are neither a man of success, nor value. Are you sure about this? I mean - fairytales. You apparently play Paper Tigon."
Dwarfcraft: "Shotgun! You win, I'm stupid. I am a man of virtue. And i just stole some wickedly expensive shoes. That will do I guess. They always fall for the uppies. It's hard to enjoy yourself while at the end of a gun. Chuck Norris can play 3 personalities in Fight Club."

Now take another look. You watch the nightsky and you actually see Black Light. Light, stretched from the expansion of the universe to such an extent, that it redshifted into Black. Our Eyes can only see a certain spectrum from a certain range of frequencies. Anything below these frequencies becomes Black Light. The Blackness you see between the stars, is the endlessly vast universe, radiating tremendously stretched light rays from all distances and all directions. The more you reduce the detected frequency, the deeper you can look into infinity. Blackened infinity.

Endophysics

"I worship the Big V, how ugly is it gonna be?"
"55 degrees."
"Meet me at Dawn."
"I am not sure i will spawn."

Am I the first to see this, or am I the first to spell it out? Eschatology means Peace in almost every Religion. And the end of the world. A world which only technically progresses, maybe progresses in culture. I know Tolstoi without having read one single book of him. World War I soldiers where the first to feel it. To feel what technical progress does in a war of such scaling. This is just another point of view of what has happened about 80 years ago. Imagine someone, who has seen the Horrors of World War 1 and who was aware, that the evolution of warfare will never stop. Who was aware that the century is about to end, that the messiah will possibly arrive. The only good thing about World War 2 is, that it's already in the past, not in the future, isn't it? Connect everything in human behaviour, that is evil, with the worst Crime ever done to mankind and start a war, which scales around the entire world. Where every militant Nation will bring its sacrifice to the great Altar of World Peace. At the same time, communism will span to half of the globe. History shows, that nobody has learned from the first 50 years of the last century, it is well documented, and it goes on and on and on.  Every war is a Jihad, and so is the next one. Valhalla is closed since 1945 and there are still souls knocking at these gates. In Ragnarök the gods die, and everything they've built with them. Eschatology is like asking someone in the past how he sees the world in the far future, its Science Fiction.

"Here is the Apple of Eris."
"Hoi, I'm Paris."
"I want kisses. From all 3 goddesses. Proof."
"https://imgur.com/a/tYRGT3C"
"More."
"Here is to a kiss distinctly american https://imgur.com/a/NBHYFEy"
"All them kisses."

2000 Year Storm

No one drives like Jehoshua. I think that Lookism may be the most deadly form of discrimination. Especially when you do not drink the whine you sell. They have worshipped the Petri-Cross for all those Centuries. One thing Christianity and Socialism have in common, is that they were ruined by their institutions. Dreaming of a World, where War is only taking place in Video Games. Nowadays, Athene is pleased with a few Multiplayer games a week and Religions are my favourite conspiracy theories. Don't Enlist, Be Kind. Peace & Hope.

"Everything what has happend around the story Jesus, is adding up to the drama of his tale."

⸸ The Sword Belongs In Stone †

The Universe created Mind to see itself. Is or was God really there? I don't know, time will tell. As Science progresses and more of the universe's secrets reveal, we get closer to the truth. Mankind knows many of the "technical" Details of the Universe already. I hope we live in a "Good Universe", and a world, where anything is possible.

What if in a few centuries everything is discovered - there ain't no more scientific progress. What comes after Quarks and Quantum? We found out that we are really just a random event in this universe and we are going nowhere. Every song is sung, every story told. And all  which exists is not made for us, we are just a byproduct of reality. That Happiness is nothing more than a biochemical process, and so is Love. And if you want to know what was before the big bang, just wait till you die. Maybe we should just be realistic and develop better Antidepressants. 

I wish that sky is the limit, which is infinite at night. God is Hope, not authority. I really really hope that this isn't just a Huge Horror Scenario. Are more good or more bad things happening in the world and how do they weigh?

Jeannie: "You have one wish. Choose wisely."
JR: "I ChooChooChoose You. No One else left to gift this Apple to. Even Shiva is living in Babylon nowadays. Could you gift Cold Fusion to someone? And insterstellar travel maybe?"
Jeannie: "Before you get the universe from me, you will need to have a way more peaceful attitude."

God's Secrets Written In Mathematics

Getting rid of the "D" like Dictator within democracy, because etiquette or fear of mass media and demonstrations are the only things, which seem to prevent another '33 nowadays. What if nobody gives a fuck anymore, when everything falls out of balance again? All those little coups d'etat everywhere. The military couldn't care less, and will just follow orders. From a power, which only needs more than 50% votes. Germany is at war for the last two decades, without being noticed from the majority of the population. Because it's just another little war, a normal condition, due to the circumstances. It's always politicians who declare war, it's always politicians we obey, it's always us who die in countless wars and conflicts. Why not replace the legislative with a forum network, where anybody can speak up, and everyone is responsible? The representation detour isn't necessary, Force and Leadership isn't necessary, Scape Goats aren't necessary. All we need is a working forum, where we can fix shit ourselves. Where even the pleb has a voice and a name. Where anything can be under consideration, except war (rule 35). I'd bet my ass (rule 431). Forum Justice! (Rule 3) I am tired of being everlasting opposition with none of my topics on the agenda ever. I am lead by economists who debate on wars.

"He is a soldier who hunts humanoid mutants known as roaches. After a malfunctioning of his MASS, a neural implant, he discovers that these "roaches" are ordinary human beings. In a fateful confrontation with the psychologist Arquette (Michael Kelly), Stripe learns that the MASS alters his perception of reality. Years later, he admitted he was cured from a Mental Handicap."

Lord Shiva attached following warning message:
S: "Democracy is without any alternative. We simply do not have anything better." 
K: "Let's Bomb the city with a new way. Give us the chance, we'll take it. Every student for the university. Any worker for the town. Any politician for the forum."
S: "Don't criticise what you can't understand, Wohnzimmerrevolutionär."
K: "I am so sorry that it's actually that simple. We have 33% for nay. endless Reign, Endless Rain. (Rule 34)"
H: "You're reading Miranda to a corpse."
K: "It makes me sad that all this only works, if the majority ain't turds."
H: "Anyone can be Saint, anyone can be Emperor."
K: "I just wanted someone who I think is beautiful, to think that i'm beautiful."
H: "Let us bomb the city with some poem."
K: "Karli-Bomb: Erblicket unseren Forumspräsident, der wirklich jeden Thread auch kennt. Er hat kein Schwert, er hat kein Heer, Im Komitee entzückt er sehr."
H: "All my vouches for Plato!"
K: "The mindfuck with Hitler, is the mindfuck with democracy. The Private said: Burn the world to the ground - and we did so."
H: "It's either Chaos or Fascism."
K: "The thing, also known as "Matter" is currently only available in german."
H: "Why does this >> https://de.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thing have Wiki in its URL?"
K: "Do you know what is made out of 4 straight lines?"
H: "Yes, An A."

E-mocracy

When we recognize the speed of technical progress in one lifetime, all those dystopias appear not that far away. The Future of Warfare was always the Evolution of the machines. Sensor Technology and Intel Chips mounted on some Boston Dynamics Creature, which can fire intelligent magic bullets each second,  which never fail, due to an 8K Camera where you can target every single pixel with a tracking algorithm which takes all physical calculations in account. Replace Skynet with an industrial complex of any modern state. And replace John Connor with any inferior resistance leader in a war, where production capacities are the only drivers. A Tactical-Drone/Satellite-Network connected to remote-tanks and mounted smartguns. Since the day, nuclear-weapons are in this world, it is a gesture of slight grandeur, not using them, which makes conventional warfare appear kinda humane. I know i am not the first to say this and i guess people seem to numb to all the hollywood fantasies. It's just a stupid movie, it's fiction - so it will not happen in reality. The next logical steps may not be Skynet, but way smarter weapon systems than nowadays, at least remote ones. 

In a world which is already connected like ours, why is it possible for politicians to develop, to buy and to make use of more and more newly conceived weapon systems? Will it ever end? When there is one army, there is always another. The basic technologies for this kind of weapons come from universities/taxes. We then buy them from military etats/taxes and after this we pay with blood/taxes when they are applied in wars. This is not a win-win scenario for everybody. You are Prometheus, feeding the Ferengi-Eagle and his Property. I am sorry, but someone has to lose the Jihad.

Fuck your strength. Fuck your pride. Fuck Mars. The meek shall inherit the world. Peace on Venus!

"For my part, i earned 10 pennies per corpse. The calculation is always Bodycount divided by Profit."
"Ouh. In the 21st century, my Atrittion Warfare is worth 700B. Smurfed. I earn tens of thousands per corpse. The calculation here is the following: more expensive toys equals more gain per corpse."
"You know what time it is?"
"Yes, it is the day our weapons fight for themselves."
"You remember that one? Two guys fighting over one Mosin-Nagant."

Nightmare Factory

"CCCPlease make this game playable. Today I learned in School that Coitus is a stronger Urge than human rights."

As long as there is civilization, there is Capitalism. And the only good thing i remember from my country's cold war past is public property, even though it was regime-property. The good thing on Corporations is, that anyone can own them, without stealing from anyone. The bad thing is - they are mostly transnational, which makes it difficult to buy them (surely a capitalist defense mechanism). From those extra 100 billion Euro for the german Military Etat in 2022 you could easily have bought the entire market stock of SAP - the 2nd worthiest german Enterprise. Do this for 20 years and the entire DAX is public property. Public Property within a democracy, a win-win situation. Most people critize the regime in CCCP, not the system. Isn't centrally planned economy, what the world needs now? I mean "The Limit of growth" and the depletion of the planet. It seems to me like this is the perfect trade-off. We still can consume, but it is organized and planned. Yes, there will be waiting lists, but there will be ebay too. In Cuba they still drive America's Cars from the sixties. I would take my Record Collection with me to Cuba, the proverbial desert island. And Socialism is always scarcity economy when you compare it to current hypercapitalism. Is prosperity always the same as abundance? And if prosperity equals abundancy, why are there people living on the street? And is this the excuse you want to tell Generation Kappa? We needed everything on demand, so we watched the world burn to the ground? Isn't it scary, that entire states get bullied by the industry? That the majority of the population is in dependence of private individuals and their shareholders? When Means of Production are fully mechanized some day, the factories will run themselves. And corporate social responsibility will change drastically. I would prefer to have a national or european economy, which belongs to every citizen, not bosses and gamblers. Where everyone owns everything and there is still enough for a whole lot of private property. Yes, you can keep your Car and your House - but businessmen own the entire world. I think Marx conceived Communism as the Antithesis, the Negation to Capitalism, since he was Hegel-Fan. Now is the time to get the synthesis done. I claim: Corporate Yield for everyone and Organized Economy not Organized Crime - under a classless democratic Flag.

"Trickle down is a small investment into the survival of our species. Our stockmarket basically says: Capitalists of the world - Unite!" Most wars are either fought to acquire or to defend property. "Hände an die Hosennaht, Sie Schwein."

You live in the belly of a machine which cannot even be stopped in the face of real extinction. We have weapons which could easily blow up the entire planet, we have a climate crisis. We have poverty, hunger and disease. We have a Feudal-System which passes all the lifetime assets from generation to generation, with no end. And all you can do is watching and accepting your fate. And we could easily irrigate every desert on this planet with just Sea-Water, Solar Panels and Filters. But we can't. It always needs the goodwill of the investor, and the opportunity. You were wrong, ressources are endless.

"Those guys get fucked up by the Industry, not by Civilization."

Bader Brains

In a not that distant future, no one will die from age anymore. Is Death really the circumstance, which makes life so worthy and meaningful? If we could live forever, Death and Destiny will get a whole new meaning, and so does Life. Maybe this might be Nirvana? The end of reincarnations just for the sake of survival? When people are talking about Nirvana, it often sounds like death without reincarnation. But it might be the opposite. End of reincarnations through eternal life. If you think through it, this will be the end of generations or the one last generation. Every new born Child will be a gift to the world and when you arrive on earth, you can be sure, you are here for a reason. Some might ask, what you will be doing in eternity. Won't tedium take over and kill every human drive towards progress? I don't think so. There are so many disciplines to master, so many songs to sing, so much Wisdom to gain, so many people to meet. Things that are fun today will be fun in eternity too. And in the End, Death is always free to chose. So if it is getting too boring some day, you can just die and let your reincarnation start from scratch. You will die anyway some day, by bad accidents. You think immortality is Utopia? Most things in our everydayness were'nt  even rudimental forseeable just a few hundred years ago. When you think through it, technical and medical progress could bypass the effects of aging - no miracle here. We might live in a Dream in a various Parallel-Universe somewhere in Time. The Goal has to be staying here, because this world is pretty nice actually. No one knows what happens when you die. Why is everything so beautiful and why is there so endlessly much? You don't know in which Parallel-Universe or point in time you will spawn next. But what we already can see today in this presence existence, are places like Auschwitz or Slums in, for example India. Not imaginable what happens in other Universes or in the future. The past seems to be well known already. Maybe next time you awake as a mouse in prehistoric Africa and get eaten by a huge Spider (that's where my arachnophobia comes from i guess) Or you simply respawn from the past in the body of a Pig today, living on 1 square meter. Please Science, gift us ALL Eternal Youth asap. Nirvana and life after death are one thing. Since we're here to close circles, the one great thing buddhism and Abrahamism have in common is the term "paradise". A basic concept in buddhism and the perfect world in jewish, christian and muslim religion. If you reincarnate into random living beings on this planet, i guess it is better to reincarnate on a place called paradise. Man once started by copying behaviours of other animals in his environment. Meat eating animals seem to be on top of the food chain, but actually they are at the bottom. They are'nt able to just eat from their environment, where food sprouts everywhere in abundance - they need to kill for food, so they are actually handicapped. Imagine a world, where all meat eating animals get fed and all the rest can just live independently in peace, the concept of paradise in a very old kind of way. We already have the technology to produce real meat, without animals getting harmed or killed. And i think every predator in any jungle of the world would prefer easy, non-effort food. No more hunting-urge for the sake of survival, because they do not kill for fun. Consider this as a long time goal for mankind, a concept which is thousands of years old and now finally possible. We could simply create paradise with a snap. The question is, which is the excat reason stopping you from doing so - it's all present. 

"If i would be a sacred animal, i would happily give my corpse to vegans that fed me all my life, rather than to the maggots. What is the exact reason, you aren't eating meat of living beeings that died from age? Is it the taste?"

Hãy tưởng tượng rằng có một bức tranh biếm họa cho mọi Nhân-Nghiệp trong Vương quốc Động vật.

Bodhi

Hãy tưởng tượng rằng có một bức tranh biếm họa cho mọi Nhân-Nghiệp trong Vương quốc Động vật. Lasciate ogne speranza, voi ch'intrate.

"Dude, i was in Hell last night, in a dream. I spawned as a little Brave Mouse in a totally deadly and hostile Environment. U can only go out at night and they lurk everywhere. Monsters, circling in the sky, hiding in the grass and in the shadows - longing for your children when you need to go outside to get some food against the hunger. It is a World of Violence, Pain and ANGST,  it is WAR. Humans are  the King of the monsters there. You can only hope to not get caught by Them. You might end up in a laboratory or in the fangs of an ugly Kid or Cat, to get tortured to Death. You better hope for good Karma, or you will end up in an endless nightmare and chances of spawning as a human will be relatively low. Since the beginning of Life, we have HELL ON EARTH - Hell for the meek."

I understand this concept of Birth-Control. It began in the oceans and it expanded to every habitat and environment on Earth. Where does this one of two lifeforms come from? Which was the first organism in evolution, to be that "clever", "lazy" or maybe "evil" to hunt down other or even their own species? Mankind is the only living being on this planet, which can bring an end to every single Hell on Earth, but is actually the worst of all actors in this scenario. And we cannot even solve Hell for other Human beings - so if you reincarnate as a human, there is a relatively high percentage chance to spawn in Hell as well. If you spawn as a Predator under "normal" circumstances and "by design", you won't have the chance to ever pile any positive Karma again - you can only reincarnate as a worse Nightmare-Creature and become uglier and uglier. Last stages are insects - maggots and flies, Quadrillions of them. The analogy here is: The cruel go down and always deeper to the bottom - the meek go up until they may spawn as a human being some day. In an endless life you can pile up endlessly much Karma and will possibly reincarnate from a human body into a human body if you die one day. I hope we will never face each other in the eternal hunting grounds, buddy.

"The circles closing here are the following: The Ones going to Valhalla probably end up as a Fly one day, thinking they are in paradise whilst falling downwards. The ones going to heaven, think they awoke in Hell, whilst Meeting Jesus one day, if they really have workhard-ethics. Since animals don't have the slightest Cue, God could ease up existence for everbody on this planet. The Crux is - only animal eyes can see God, but they do not understand the stories about him."

Bodhi Appendix - Naraka or Karmawar

There is no solution within Negation.
There won't be Change through Serenity.
No Peace via Violence.
No true Love during real Filth.

If i was the Alpha and the Omega
I would love Music - hate Fascism.
I would preach Peace,
condemn Violence.
I would create Value,
cease Monetization.

They hope for a Saviour
and sow Injustice that cries to heaven.
They want to create Paradise
by means of Slavery.
They praise Freedom by Force.
They teach stoicism
in face of total destruction.

Fundamentalists but Textbook Traitors,
there is no wisdom in quotation.

"Hegel in a Nutshell - take a Look at everything that exists. Keep the Upsides, bury the Downsides. If all my friends jumped off the Brooklyn bridge, i would not have any friends anymore - Goethe died within less than one year."

First/Last

This project is the product of my love for delay pedals, Drone Sequences and piano loops. Wrote some thoughts too. Guitar and Piano/Organ by Jeff, drum patterns are taken from a drum computer, recorded out of a trashcan in LE. Inspired by this >> https://youtu.be/7yf7qU6HR6A
and the onslaught of the uruk'hai >> https://youtu.be/a7XuXi3mqYM
All these recordings where only played live one single time. This project is 100% DIY, except the beat. I can do whatever i want with this product, since its the only thing which is completely my own. I am moving outside of bubbles and i don't read books.

Let us ride the DAWG. Rodeo is a hell of a drug. Hang on for some metaphysics. Only Fastfood here, if you want a sophisticated menu, go ask Slavoj Žižek. (I'm trying to explain it to a six year old). This soundcloud page is the next logical step in operation mindfuck. Consider this page as my own 3rd temple, or maybe Saturn's embassy on fuckin Mars. And please pardon all the small talk in our daily conversations, i am not able to speak. 

"No Shit - you can draw a real pentagram?" 
"Any questions towards ash are answered directly/indirectly at 8.8.8.8. If you have any answers, we will be glad to provide full and detailed questions."

When i grow up, i want to be an actress. I will roleplay Astarte, the Temple-Whore of Babylon - file under cultural appropriation. And yes, i want to get stoned - and I swallowed a lot of bitter pills already. I think i don't have to make many words about all the ancient scriptures.

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