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aries - conversations (vice* remix)

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lyrics:

living in a dreamhouse

bet you wish that you were me now

always doing what i want all day 

no time to be someone i'm not

too free undone


if you need to find me you know where i am

got me playing dress up, all my favorite brands

i'll just leave the ken dolls

to the barbie girls

everything is plastic
 
think i'm gonna hurl



oh i know

that you won't understand

oh my son's a bi boy not a bible man

you already knew

it's just how i am


wondering if you'd still accept me but for who i am

living in a dreamhouse

bet you wish that you were me now

always doing what i want all day 

no time to be someone i'm not

too free undone


it's hard, i feel judged every hour every day

so tough i can hardly tell if people will stay

i could never play ball, i never shot threes

always fell asleep in class and couldn't find me

all that jealousy and rage i'm an outcast

every time i blew up swear it'd be my last

counter strike every night every day

spend my money on these games

didn't eat to lose some weight

didn't look the way i wanted

i felt fat and always ugly

i could lie all i want but i'm done playing games all day


living in a dreamhouse

bet you wish that you were me now

always doing what i want all day 

no time to be someone i'm not

too free undone


oh i don't wanna be known

for someone i've just never been

and i don't wanna lie now

i just am who i've always been

dreamhouse

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lyrics

every single day it's just more of the same

is it a struggle cause it's not what they say

should we be grateful that it's all gone our way?
  


if we just break down in a heart beat ?

all fine it's good night it ain't about you
  
cause they don't care until they might see

setbacks in their plans and all that they do

if you do break down and you can't sleep

sweet dreams i'll catch you if you see me

and if the future isn't safe then

i guess the present's not a bad end


if you feel cold when you're alone

numb until the break of dawn

can i keep you on my phone ? i just

i don't know

if there's another life

why do we suffer for it

all just for a

taste of heaven


would you lie if no one noticed

would you crack right in the moment


everything created
 
is chaos animated

if we're all sinners then we're saintless


put it on my tab cause we're dead in a few years

spend and spend and spend i can buy my friends a few beers

i ain't living lavish cause i'm living with my own fears

i just wanna do what i want and i 


spending all night just thinking maybe i should die alone

5 years later i can't help but think that i was wrong

hundred tracks but i still can't drop a fucking song

22 now i'm finally dropping all these bombs


front to back like a palindrome

full stack and you better know

i wrote every letter bitch 

i even got the envelopes


if you wanna play im just someone that you can't ignore
every shot like klay it's a splash in the ocean though

if you come closer feel my heart beat

if you come closer then you might be

if you come closer feel my heart beat

are you the one i think you might be

heartbeat [prod. novander]

moment (official) (real)
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hit me,
think i can't accept it but believe me,
nobody can hurt me if it's all a lie, do you understand?
then just hit me here, right where i am standing

hit me,
think i didn't notice how you fleeced me?
told me that you need me but you
know inside you don't want me 'round
how you pray to god that you might be found

one day you'll know me by name,
was there ever any moment
you ever really noticed?

i don't even really care,
everything still unimpressed
(go find out, yeah go find out yeah)

i don't even really know
where the fuck i'm gonna go
(go find out, yeah, yeah)

some say, what's your next move?
kept my thoughts clean, and my mouth too
how my lips sealed, never found out
now it's, "fuck you, who's the boss now?"

hit me,
think i can't accept it but believe me,
nobody can hurt me if it's all a lie, do you understand?
then just hit me here, right where i am standing

hit me,
think i didn't notice how you fleeced me?
told me that you need me but you
know inside you don't want me 'round
how you pray to god that you might be found

she lives in a lie, you know the rest
i say what i think, and then you sound upset,
too close to the sun, i guess that's my fault
too stuck in my head, and not in your arms,

too late now it's over,
now when i go out i'm always sober
living in a dream was just another way to say it,
i just think that i won't make it out alive, alive

find a way,
know i'll find a way
feel i'll find a way,
i cross my heart hope not to die

hit me,
think i can't accept it but believe me,
nobody can hurt me if it's all a lie, do you understand?
then just hit me here, right where i am standing

hit me,
think i didn't notice how you fleeced me?
told me that you need me but you
know inside you don't want me 'round
how you pray to god that you might be found

hit me !

i just wanna (pink diamond remix)

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lyrics:
far now, swear that i was over you 
by now, but maybe i'm just in my mood 
my, my, thoughts are getting old now,
out my head, get out of my head now,

and they're like 
run, run, little boy, run the fuck away
they'll say, what they'll say, you don't have to play,
it's all fake, fake, write it down, if you wanna stay
throw it back, with another punch attached, on the way  

used to have to get down on my hands
need to pretend, burdened my back
you wish you knew me then
now i'm old, getting older
21, need composure
     
and i don't wanna fuck my, life up 
but i still wanna get and make it,
right, how, 
i need to get even, maybe, right now
bring you down a peg and take your, life down
bring you down a peg and take your, life down

but i still wanna get and make it,
right, how, 
i need to get even, maybe, right now
bring you down a peg and take your, life down
bring you down a peg and take you--

yeah, what the night seen?
hiding in the dark, hide it from the right scene
cut it out clean, wouldn't let them all know
fill your eyes up like a laser light show

they be telling me
run run, run away, you don't wanna know
you don't wanna find out where you're gonna go
it's a rat race in the ground, sky's the limit
one in a million like you found the golden ticket

far now, swear that i was over you 
by now, but maybe i'm just in my mood 
my, my, thoughts are getting old now,
out my head, get out of my head now,

used to have to get down on my hands
need to pretend, burdened my back
you wish you knew me then
now i'm old, getting older
21, need composure

and i don't wanna fuck my, life up 
but i still wanna get and make it,
right, how, 
i need to get even, maybe, right now
bring you down a peg and take your, life down
bring you down a peg and take your, life down

but i still wanna get and make it,
right, how, 
i need to get even, maybe, right now
bring you down a peg and take your, life down
bring you down a peg and take you--

written by: vice* 
additional writing by: sebastian kidd
produced by: vice*
additional production by: novander
additional guitars by: novander
mixed by: novander
mastered by: vice*

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ERICDOA - SWEET TOOTH (VICE* FLIP)

hey, you. if you ever hear this, you know who you are. 

lyrics:
tell me a story,
the way that you did,
back when we both were still kids

was just you and i,
all of that time,
i wonder where you ended up

will you show your true colors? i'll wait,
while you hide in the sand, the water will reveal your hand
under cover of darkness, in wait, with the knife of your  mind
that will cut through me, night after night

the caffeine til late, 
melatonin by my night, stand
sleep til the light hits my eyes, then
hoping the covers will hide, me

tell me i'm wrong, tell me i'm wrong

numb when i open my mind,
somewhere inside
somewhere i'll hide, where my thoughts aren't provoked
even time, can't heal whats inside, can't heal what's inside

countdown

lyrics

she been preying like an enemy,
death of me,
i see darkness, it pulls me like gravity,
ecstacy
thinking i might drown inside
these thoughts i breathe,
inner me,
all these voices i hear 
they ain't enemies,
death of me,
all the things i hear
this just my inner me

i got short sights,
you don't wanna know where my goals lie
need to move, got no energy,
she been praying on my downfall, let it be

kick me when i'm down, it's my fault, we done yet?
even when it's not, i'm sorry, you're upset, 
working cause i'm incomplete,
you can tell me how you feel bout me

it's always my fault,
name a time when it's not
i've been so sick of myself
cause i'm broken as fuck

some ghosts they told me those words
now shit i say to myself
self love i kept on the shelf
my ego's pieces to sell

she been preying like an enemy,
death of me,
i see darkness, it pulls me like gravity,
ecstacy
thinking i might drown inside
these thoughts i breathe,
inner me,
all these voices i hear 
they ain't enemies,
death of me,
all the things i hear
this just my inner me

fall down, thought it was over,
those dreams no longer chased
to close the door, start over,
was it even worth the pain?

uh uh, no no, uh uh,
was it all even worth the pain?
uh uh, no no,
was it all even worth the--

way down,
with my anxiety i'm
face down,
the tears you'll never see me
wear out
just want a body i can
take, out
just want a self i can call home 

she been preying like an enemy,
death of me,
i see darkness, it pulls me like gravity,
ecstacy
thinking i might drown inside
these thoughts i breathe,
inner me,
all these voices i hear 
they ain't enemies,
death of me,
all the things i hear
this just my inner me

inner me

lyrics

baby why you talking like that?
thought we fell in love, why'd your love fall flat?
hold me how i held you won't you take my hand?
i don't think we're toxic-- baby are we toxic?

tell me girl what's on your mind?
when i check with u everything seems fine
put u in a mood, turn it off, going ghost  
i ain't ever rude, not a bluff, oh no--

yeah, baby are you here right now?
tell me that you love me won't you dear, right now?
i don't wanna make you, but i fear my mind,
it loves your lies

can i hear em one more time? 
  
told me you knew someone
who looked like me
confused him with my face

said that he loved you
like i did but then
the change swept you away

and all you did was give me heartache,
wishing you could see things my way
and i don't wanna play in no games
fuck it imma do things my way
 
and all you did was give me heartache,
wishing you could see things my way
wish upon a star for bright days
9 lives, but i've lost eight

she said he said, not again
two timed, betrayed by my friends,
my love, you know how that ends
a road with nowhere to go   

and where the birds go, i went
i need a flock to pretend
i did it all by myself
you wish you weren't alone

baby why you talking like that?
thought we fell in love, but i guess that's that
you said it's a joke, baby you thought i'd laugh?
i know that you meant it, girl you know you meant it

i don't wanna hear no lies, 
put me in a mood you think this is alright?
i'm done playing games, wanna test me go try

now you're gone,
and i can't move on
and now you're gone
and i can't move on
and now you're gone,
and i can't move on
and now you're gone
and i can't move on

and all you did was give me heartache,
wishing you could see things my way
and i don't wanna play in no games
fuck it imma do things my way
 
and all you did was give me heartache,
wishing you could see things my way
wish upon a star for bright days
9 lives, but i've lost eight

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