(It's going to get so much worse)

Lost
In my mind
Carelessly designed to keep the threads intertwined
And now I'm
Fear
Kissed
Even with the world available at my fingertips

Vision blurry
Everything hifi
Stare at the ceiling till the dread sings me a lullaby
Tether my limbs
Weave me again

Dissociated
On my way out
Upload a portrait on my socials cause I'm burning
Dissociated
On my way out
Upload a portrait on my socials cause I'm burning out

Little bits in the byte of my dependency, I
Keep contributing to my manic toxic tendencies
Uh
Fueling my ego
Till it implodes (and again and again)

But if I don't pick up
I'll live on through the pixels on your phone
This never felt like home

Dissociated
On my way out
Upload a portrait on my socials cause I'm burning out
Dissociated
On my way out
Delete the chaos on my socials when I come around

She said, "baby boy
The world will pry you apart,
You can't even love me
When there's a war in your mind"

I'm
Trying to cope
Finding a reason
Coding the program in my veins
For every season

Loss of connection
Flawed in perception
Isolated even with the world at my fingertips

Dissociated
(Weapon)
Dissociated

offline

(We wrestle not with flesh and blood
But principalities and powers)
(Weapon)
My ill curiosity
Causing me problems I can't outrun
And the uncertainty
Staring me down like a loaded gun

Grey on my fingertips
Smudges on the makeup on my veil
And in the bitterness
I think I set my halo up for sale

If I bite through
Will they still carry me up to you?
Send me to the place of warm embrace
To find my way

Raise up the golden fence
Waging a war with your flesh and blood
Banish the decadence
Earning off the fever of those they shun

Selling deliverance
Changing the whites to a corporate green
Wine colored interest
Dropping the bombs on the TV screen

If I bite through
Will they still carry me up to you?
Or send me to the place of warm embrace
To find my way
If I bite through
Will they still carry me up to you?
Send me to the place of warm embrace
To find my way

Overcast, destroy, and detach
Overcast, destroy, and detach
(We wrestle not with people
But with principalities and powers)
(It's going to get so much worse)
(They held up
And they stood for it, glory to god)

It must be nice to love and believe in
Something to hold when all that's left is the pieces
Beacon of hope I can't preserve
A hell in my head I didn't deserve

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