pearls for her (luvpurp)

kynlary - story of bella diary (prod. epv)

faith in you (symels,mxsui,luvpurp)

Lyrics:

(Verse)
Avoid telling you about my past ‘cause you gonna use it for ammunition
I been sippin’ liquid heroin in my room, I haven’t got up to look in the kitchen
Why is there still dirty dishes from the night you left on your trip?
And I know sometimes I be trippin’, but I like the feeling I get
Leave bite marks on my lip
Does my platform make you jealous?
Might as well let me know if you got any bad intentions
I can’t trust you ‘cause yo thoughts malicious
Wake up one morning and tell the world I hit ya
But we both know that I definitely didn’t, yeah
Ion abuse bitches, I got sisters, girl you giving me a bad image
Yeah, leave me in the worst condition, I’m alone sitting under the Great Tree where we carved our intials, yeah

(Chorus)
(Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah)
What’s yo definition?
What’s yo definition?
(Yeah, definition)
(What’s yo definition?)

(Verse)
You say this ain’t toxic, Ion wanna find out yo definition
My mental health bad but when yours is there’s a difference 
Social media gonna paint you innocent
Phone on DND I’m tryna block out critics
Ion have enemies ‘cause there’s no reason for me to burn bridges
Okay I’m with no lower than a 10 though
In a whip with tinted windows
I don’t call you my bitch ‘cause you grab me by the lips and say “What I tell you ‘bout that word?”
PPFM flannel on me she keep saying I dress like a nerd
She say “Vick I can’t get enough, but you be getting on my nerves”
Yeah her body so curved, yeah her ass enormous
April 23rd, yeah she is a Taurus
Hop out that mini skirt, I swear she so gorgeous
Yeah she is a foreign

(Chorus)
(Tell me what’s yo definition?)
What’s yo definition?
This ain’t toxic, what’s yo definition?

(Outro)
Find me in someone else’s mentions
I know you wish you can go back in time, I can tell by yo expression
I step on eggshells every time I form a word in yo direction, I’m tired of it
Caught me red handed and I know that you had yo limit
Yo name was in my phone and now it’s just the digits
Maybe it’s better off like that

Red Handed (outro) (prod envyy)

Lyrics:

(Intro)
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah

(Verse)
All this weed for my health
To heal myself
Just know it’s top shelf
Woah
Ignoring my cell
In my own realm

(Chorus)
(I’m hearing whispers in the wind)
(They go)
(They go)
(They talking to me I ain’t hearing them though)
All by myself
All by myself
All by myself 
All by myself
All by myself 

(Verse)
She scratch on my back ‘til my skin peel
I want a ho that dress like Ashley Tisdale
Get her Hysteric said “Let me know if it fits well”
Pussy fall right off the bone just like some oxtails
These hos just want sex Ima act like an incel 
Yeah heard she got an OF that cat what that bitch sell
We right on his front lawn like we doing garage sales
Nigga better call Safelite he found holes in his windshield
Can’t say if I did it I’m keeping my lips sealed
Ain’t giving them pigs no details
Ain’t never have problem getting females
No I ain’t tryna work in retail
(I just wanna be wealthy)
Took so many Ls just wait ‘til we win though
Soon as we up Ima act like a damn fool
Fuck Amazon yeah I threw out my steel toes
Was up in the malls I was shopping them windows yeah
Now my money get tall like the Big Show yeah
Hang with exotic hos only words they know is “Give throat” yeah
Hang with some sickos only words they know is “Kick door” yeah

(Bridge)
How would my life be if I ain’t have memories?
Why I can’t fall in love but I still love her?
I been through it all so you don’t scare me
We all say shit we don’t mean but that’s just how I feel at the moment

(Verse)
Yeah I’m treating this like a journal
They say “Just get therapy” it’s not that simple (It’s never that simple)
This bitch showing me her back dermals
She so dripped call her Zora

Zora (prod vvrodite)

Lyrics:

(Chorus)
If you told me, that someday
I’d find you, and you go with
Nobody
Nobody
Nobody
Nobody 
I’d think you’d, be lying
I saw you, you saw me
But I was in my own world
My own world
My own world
In my own world
My own world

(Verse)
And I’m surrounded 
I’m getting higher than mountains
I think I lost my mind love
I’m hoping you’d help me find it
You make me feel so grounded
Come on let’s form an alliance
Or you gone feed me to the lions?
The roses I got you are dying
And soon I just might join them 
Ain’t nothing more stressful than romance
Ion even talk to my close friends
She want me to be her boyfriend 
All these hos got no chance
She like a ocean
Yeah we flowing
She told me take off my clothing
She just let me put the toes in
Babygirl I want the whole thing
Girl you like some serotonin

(Chorus)
If you told me, that someday
I’d find you, and you go with
Nobody
Nobody
Nobody
Nobody 
I’d think you’d, be lying
I saw you, you saw me
But I was in my own world
My own world
My own world

My Own World (prod spinz homies)

Lyrics:

(Chorus)
I see why I'm feelin' you
Purple cups, even when I'm feelin' blue
All the shit we didn't do
Better not go do it with a different dude
Hop inside my panic room
I can take you to my panic room
(Yeah, uh take you to my panic-, mhm mm )
Yeah, I can take you to my panic room
Yeah, now my money tall as you
Yeah and my bitch only 5'2
I love when her shirt is see through
Swear that ain't no one like you

(Verse)
(Yeah yeah yeah)
She say "Sometimes yo words take its toll on me"
“I ain't tryna argue, Vick just hold on me”
I ain't tryna hear that shit from nobody
I went up and now I hear from old homies
I remember last year I was so lonely
Now this shadow siren got control on me

(Chorus)
I see why I'm feelin' you
Purple cups, even when I'm feelin' blue
All the shit we didn't do
Better not go do it with a different dude
Hop inside my panic room
I can take you to my panic room
(Yeah, uh take you to my panic-, mhm mm )
Yeah, I can take you to my panic room
Yeah, now my money tall as you
Yeah and my bitch only 5'2
I love when her shirt is see through
Swear that ain't no one like you

Panic Room (prod lexull & skaix)

Lyrics:

(Chorus)
Face yo fears
I told her to save yo tears
Know the end is coming near
Saw it through a crystal sphere
I’m like “Do I look good dear?”
Dear
Dear
Wish we’d disappear
Clear
Do I make myself clear?
Yeah yeah
Come get yo makeup smeared

(Verse)
Yeah yeah
Come kiss me, kiss me, kiss me
Come kiss me, kiss me, kiss me
Come bare with me, bare with me, bare with me
Please bear with me, bear with me, bear with me
This shit not good for my sanity
But I treat yo fam like family
Ion even know if this count as music
You ever hear someone hop on a beat and just speak so translucent 
Ion even care if it’s real or not, pass me that perc I’ll still use it
Can I find someone real for once, if not then I might just lose it
I might just lose it, yeah


(Chorus)
Face yo fears
I told her to save yo tears
Know the end is coming near
Saw it through a crystal sphere
I’m like “Do I look good dear?”
Dear
Dear
Wish we’d disappear
Clear
Do I make myself clear?
Yeah yeah
Come get yo makeup smeared

(Verse)
I’m at the tree where we carved our initials in
That’s when the memories start flooding in
You rather create some with another man
Now I would be wrong if I went out and sent him bullets, bullets
I’m like now would I? Would I?
Let his ass eat bullets bullets
But we both know I wouldn’t, wouldn’t
I’m sorry, I know sometimes my mind goes there, I wish I could be different , you know
Love makes us say crazy things
Love makes you say crazy things
Love makes you do crazy things
Love makes us do crazy things
Love makes us do crazy things
Love makes us say crazy things
Love makes us do crazy things

Lmudct (love makes us do crazy things) (prod wiley)

Lyrics:

(Intro)
Everything good, everything good
Everything, good
Everything, good
Everything be good
Everything be good
Everything be good
Everything be good

(Chorus)
Everything be good til it ain’t yeah
In her heart she think she a saint yeah
You, coming back home for yo vacation?
Know you probably wanted Turks & Caicos
I know I know, yeah yeah
And I’m feeding you grapes ‘cause you a goddess yeah uh
Love when yo nails white polished oh oh oh
She in college , oh oh oh 

(Verse)
Hate when we fight in public
Yeah, can we not fight in public?
Think a lot can’t say it ain’t nothing
Take my snot and leave yo nose runny
Save the talk just bring me my money
Woah woah woah woah

(Bridge)
It’s May 13, 8 o’clock 
Looking at my phone I don’t see yo name
Everything good til it ain’t 

(Chorus)
Everything be good til it ain’t yeah
In her heart she think she a saint yeah
You, coming back home for yo vacation?
Know you probably wanted Turks & Caicos
I know I know, yeah yeah yeah
And I’m feeding you grapes ‘cause you a goddess yeah uh
Love when yo nails white polished oh oh oh
She in college , oh oh oh

(Outro)
Goddess, oh oh oh yeah yeah

Turks & Caicos (prod roll)

Lyrics:

(Chorus)
There’s a problem let me know we can talk
If there’s a problem let me know it’ll get solved
Lose my mind and I get all up in my thoughts
What will I do if I lose you?
Know you probably well off
Might end it all if I lose you
I hope this pain just wear off
But Lala I can’t lose you

(Verse)
And I don’t know what to do
Grab on my chain
You all in my veins
You all in my brain
You all in my mind
I know we all change
I hate what you became
This shit just not the same
No it’s not the same
Know you just gon’ call me cray
I want to know
Let me know when you’re ready
I’m in the car outside when you’re ready
My bitch look so good when she put on that Fendi
Hysteric Glam when I’m out in yo city
She hop out them panties when she off that xanny
Melt in yo mouth just like cotton candy
We up in traffic she giving a handy
She say “Vick you don’t do it like many”
Calling my name, yeah my name, yeah my name
Yelling my name, yeah my name, my name
We both want money, that money, that money
Nowhere without my banger, my banger, my banger
His lil ho I’ll take her, I’ll take her, I’ll take her
And now we ball like Laker, like Laker, like Lakers
Yeah we in VA, then LA, then VA, then LA, then LA

(Chorus)
There’s a problem let me know we can talk
If there’s a problem let me know it’ll get solved
Lose my mind and I get all up in my thoughts
What will I do if I lose you?
Know you probably well off
Might end it all if I lose you
I hope this pain just wear off
But Lala I can’t lose you

If I Lose U (prod fntsy)

Lyrics:

(Verse)
Know I need to do more owning up instead of playing victim
Say “Ion care” but the lord knows I do more than a little
Said I’d be different from yo ex but I’m no better than him
Everytime you bring up what he did my mind say “Fucking kill him”
Nah that’s too far but If it ain’t G.O.D. then Ion fear him
And I know you’ve been left mentally scarred that’s why I’m being gentle
I’m real attentive so I’m sorry if it seem like Ion listen
Bae keep on looking at me that way I might tat yo initials
Can’t keep pretending like she don’t exist
When you, graduate school you still tryn’ go to Disney?
I still remember when things changed for me
It was when I hugged yo baby sis
Don’t know how hard it is not to hit yo phone up
Ion wanna come off as too desperate 
Know you probably won’t even hear this song yeah
I resorted to this since I can’t message
I restored to this since I can’t 
(I restored to this since I can’t)
It’s my fault that you’ve been stressing
I signed up to be yo stress lifter
Yo safe haven
But it hit me hard when I seen you stopped sharing yo location
When you come back home just say the word and I’ll be over
Did I drive you away?
Think I drove her away
If we done then I won’t love no more
No I don’t want it if it ain’t yours
If I could go back in time I’d prevent this
I just wanna see yo face again
I just wanna hear yo voice again
If I don’t then I can’t be mad at no one but myself

Gita Govinda (Open Book) (prod fntsy)

diary
u the the type id build a house w my bare hands for mama

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Zora (prod vvrodite)

vickmoth (@captainhysteric)

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