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The third instalment from The Narcissist series. The final therapeutic session to put to bed all the animosity fostered over the years. 

a final fuck you if you will 

#metal #hard #redemption #cathartic #iggypop 

***LYRICS***
You say, you hate the way I am,
The way I move,
The way I sound, 

And YOU!!! Talk shit 
all the time,
On my fucking dime,
Its the perfect crime, 

YOU!!!!
Fucking hate you
Hate you 
Fuck I hate you 

And YOU!! I want to peel away,
That fucking mask,
You wear every day, 

WIPE!!! that stupid grin,
Off your ugly face,
Split your chin, 

YOU!!!!
Fucking hate you
Hate you 
Fuck I hate you 

Blame me for your short comings
Blame me for your inadequacies 
Blame me for all that's wrong in your life 

But its you,  the one dictating,
Your lifes path and your stumblings,
Never realising the truth in front of your eyes 

Lead break 

YOU !!!!
Fucking hate you
Hate you 
Fuck I hate you 

YOU !!!!
Fucking hate you
Hate you 
Fuck I hate you

'DISDAIN' ***EXPLICIT****

This song is about resilience and defiance in the face of adversity. It's a message of empowerment, encouraging listeners to stand tall and unapologetically be themselves, even when faced with criticism, shame, or pain. The lyrics celebrate the strength that comes from embracing imperfections and scars, and refusing to be broken or silenced. It's a call to rise above the noise, to be bold, and to let your true self shine, without apology or pretension. I hope you find inspiration and courage in the words of this song.


LYRICS: 

[Verse 1]
Woke up with the weight of the world again
Mirror says I'm broken, but I still pretend
Tried to drown the noise in a hurricane
But even in the storm, I feel no shame 

[Pre-Chorus]
Every scar is a badge I earned
Every fall is a lesson learned
They can knock me down, steal my name
But I rise up, I don't break 

[Chorus]
Stand tall, even when you're shaking
Laugh loud, even when you're breaking
We're fire under pressure, hearts that don't surrender
Yeah, we bend, but we don’t fall
Stand tall 

[Verse 2]
They say "tone it down, be nice, behave"
But I was born to light it up, not to be saved
Don’t need perfect, I need real
Give me something I can feel 

[Pre-Chorus]
I’ve been bruised, I’ve been betrayed
Still I’m dancing through the flame
They can write me off, call me crazy
But I’m louder than their shame 

[Chorus]
Stand tall, even when you're shaking
Laugh loud, even when you're breaking
We're fire under pressure, hearts that don't surrender
Yeah, we bend, but we don’t fall
Stand tall

[Bridge]
We are thunder in the quiet
Unapologetic riot
Don’t hide your light, don’t play small
You were born to stand tall 

[Final Chorus]
Stand tall, even when you're hurting
Keep rising, yeah, you're still worth it
We’re fire under pressure, hearts that don’t surrender
Yeah, we bend, but we don’t fall
Stand tall

Stand Tall

L'amour est une flamme qui brûle sans fin

AMOUR  SANS  FIN

bars again on the killer beat "loose luck" by Loft Language, their beats always got me going. 
special thanks to them for finally getting my voice fit on the beat perfect for the 1st time :D

beautiful (loose luck freestyle)

Inspired from Loki's episode "The Death of Balder"

Produced, Rearranged, Mixed and Mastered By Kawa9

Created with Riffusion

Mistletoe (The Death of Balder)

This song is about feeling lost and alone, like I'm drifting through a dark and empty space. The lyrics explore themes of isolation, disconnection, and desperation, as I struggle to find my way and make sense of my life. I'm questioning everything, from my own identity to the meaning of life, and I'm searching for a way to break free from the emptiness and pain that's consuming me. It's a raw and honest expression of my inner turmoil, and I hope it resonates with others too, on a deep level.


LYRICS: 

[Verse 1]
Gone
Cold and dark
A broken spark
A fading sun
Alone
No one knows
I'm all alone
I'm on my own 

[Verse 2]
Black and white
Gone and died
Another night
A lonely fight
Fading star
A fallen heart
All the art
Lost to the dark 

[Pre-Chorus]
Where do I go from here?
Is there a way to clear
The air?
And I fear that
There's nothing here
And all my tears
Won't save me 

[Chorus]
Maybe there's a way
Somehow
Someday
To make me
Into something great
Or will I remain
In this empty state?
I don't want to stay 

[Verse 3]
Lost in space
An empty place
I can't erase
These thoughts I face
Gone away
My life's a maze
No more days
It's all a haze 

[Verse 4]
Who am I?
What is this life?
I wonder why
It's all a lie
I'm afraid
There's nothing safe
No escape
Will it ever change?

The Empty Space

Until the stars burn out

credit .....2 domino / Nash Wyatt
vocals/lyrics Nash Wyatt                                                                                                                       [Verse 1]
You rolled in with whiskey on your breath,
Tracked your boots through all my best.
Told me love was just a game,
Played your hand and left me pain.

You used to ride high on that old John Deere,
Thought you owned every inch 'round here.
But baby, times have surely changed,
And I am not the one that needs to be tamed.

[Chorus]
It isn’t your barnyard no more,
I threw your name off that old front door.
Ain’t no hens clucking’ when you call,
You lost the farm and you lost it all.
Take your pride and hit that dusty road,
It isn’t your barnyard no more.

[Verse 2]
I patched the fence, I fixed the gate,
Sold that truck you left in hate.
I planted seeds, I stood up tall,
Watched your kingdom finally fall.

Now the porch light shines on peace at night,
The stars above feel warm and right.
I ain’t crying’ in no feed-stained dress—
This gal moved on, and I must confess…

[Chorus]
It isn’t your barnyard no more,
The dog don't bark when your boots hit the floor.
The wind don't howl with your name in it,
This land's got love, but you're not in it.
So go on back to what you’re looking’ for,
It isn’t your barnyard no more.

[Bridge]
You had your reign, you broke the rules,
You played me like a pawn and a fool.
But now I ride with my own reins tight,
Under the same old’ moon, but a brand new light.

[Final Chorus]
It isn’t your barnyard no more,
You won’t find what you're missing’ at my door.
The rooster crows for a brand new day,
And this queen ain't begin’ you to stay.
So tip your hat and walk away slow—
It isn’t your barnyard no more.

It Isn’t Your Barnyard No More

This song is a scathing critique of Donald Trump, portraying him as a symbol of authoritarianism, manipulation, and oppression. Through its lyrics, the song paints a picture of a world where fear, hate, and lies are used to control and oppress, and where the past's darkest moments are eerily resurrected in Trump's persona. The song's themes of resistance, warning, and defiance are woven throughout the verses and choruses, with a strong sense of urgency and conviction. The song's message is clear: Trump's brand of politics is a threat to freedom, humanity, and the values of truth and justice. 

The music itself is a fusion of gothic rock, Electro, and Synthpop, with haunting whispers, distorted guitars, and a driving rhythm that propels the song's intense energy and emotion.



LYRICS: 

[Intro]
Vermin in the walls… marching in gold masks…
The past isn’t dead. It’s voting. 

[Verse 1]
There's poison on your tongue again
The crowd devours every word
You wrap the lie in a red, white grin
And swear it's truth they've never heard
A thousand hands rise like firelight
In the shadow of a stolen stage
But echoes from the Reich still scream
Beneath your plastic, paper rage 

[Pre-Chorus]
I see your empire built on bones
Where freedom dies, your power grows 

[Chorus]
You're not a savior—you're a shadow Führer
Feeding the beast with every cheer
Dehumanize, disguise the terror
History is watching here
You're not a prophet—you're the echo
Of a past we swore we'd burn
But now the flame’s behind the curtain
And the wheels begin to turn 

[Verse 2]
You spit the same seductive hate
Label us the “threat within”
Turn neighbor into enemy
And wash your hands before you grin
Like ghosts from Nuremberg's black stage
Your lies are gospel to the crowd
They wear your name like holy chains
And scream it fierce, and scream it loud 

[Bridge]
A theater of flags and fire
A fever-dream of praise
You twist their pain to worship
And call the violence brave
But I see through the curtain
To the man behind the throne
He’s not a god, just hunger
With a microphone and drone 

[Chorus]
You're not a savior—you're a shadow Führer
With cruelty dressed in pride
Resurrecting ancient terror
And daring truth to hide
You're not a prophet—
you're a parody
Of the evil we denied
But no lie lives forever
And the reckoning will rise 

[Verse 3]
I’ve seen this dream before in ash
In broken glass and blood-soaked stone
Where silence meant complicity
And no one stood alone
But I will be the siren song
That cuts through thunder's cry
You’ll try to burn the future down—
I dare you. Watch me rise. 

[Final Chorus]
You're not a savior—you're a shadow Führer
A mask of power, thin and torn
You steal the soul of every mirror
But this time—we are warned
You are not eternal—you’re a symptom
Of a sickness we will end
We won’t go quiet, we remember
And we will not bow again 

[Outro]
“First they came…” they’ll never say again.
You are not history.
You are its warning.

Shadow Führer

Rebel Witches

Love Is Dead

Songwriting has been a lifelong passion for me, dating back to elementary school when I first began crafting stories, poems, and eventually lyrics. As a former drummer in various bands, I always relied on others to bring my words to life musically. However, after a long hiatus from drumming, I decided to take the leap and learn to compose music to accompany my lyrics. Through classes and dedication, I've embarked on a new journey, breathing fresh life into old lyrics and penning new ones. You'll find a mix of older and newer works here. Especially for some of the lyrics. 

Music has been a part of me for as long as I can remember. One of my earliest memories is being completely entranced by 'The Little Drummer Boy' as a very young child. There was something about the rhythm and the melody that just captivated me. I must have played it a thousand times, wearing the record out, and from that moment on, I was hooked. I knew I wanted to be a drummer and to create that magic for others. 

But I was too young then, and of course, I couldn't afford a drum set just yet. So, I turned to writing as a way to express myself. As I mentioned above, I started with stories, then poems, and eventually, lyrics. I found that writing was not only a way to tap into my creativity, but also a way to process my emotions and experiences. 

As I grew older, my love for music only deepened. I realized that music has this incredible power to transport us to different times and places, to evoke emotions and memories that we thought were long forgotten. It's a universal language that can bring people together like nothing else can. 

For me, writing lyrics is a cathartic experience. It's a way for me to tap into my emotions, to process the world around me, and to create something that I hope will resonate with others. And when I hear my words come to life in a song, it's truly magical. It's a feeling that never gets old, and it's what keeps me coming back to music time and time again. 

I love many genres of music and artists of many genres. And if you listen to some of my songs, you will find that I like to make songs of different genres as well as mix different genres into each song. One of my all-time favorite bands is Evanescence, and I have made a lot of songs where I have tried my best to emulate that sound. 

Now, I have recently started experimenting with new sounds. I never heard of glitch beats before I took music classes, and now I'm fascinated with the sound, so I have been experimenting with glitch beats recently. 

I hope you enjoy some of my songs. And thanks so much to everyone who has been listening so far. I truly appreciate it. I welcome constructive feedback to help me grow as an artist, and I appreciate your support. ❤️

BTW if you follow me, I will ALWAYS follow back. If I like your music, I will follow you, but if you don't follow me back within a week or so I will probably unfollow. The same goes for when I see someone listening to my music, I WILL follow, however, if they don't follow me back within a week or so, I'll unfollow, because I'm at my limit of follows and I want to follow back everyone who follows me. Did not know that SoundCloud limits us to following only 2000. 😢

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VickStiX's Artist Manifesto
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I am the static between truth and noise.
A pulse that cracks the silence open.
When the world forgets its conscience,
I remind it — one beat, one lyric, one spark.

I don’t shout to divide; I sing to awaken.
I don’t chase fame; I chase clarity.
My art is not a weapon — it’s a flare in the dark.
A signal to every soul that still believes in better.

Let the trolls rage, let the cowards hide.
They can’t drown out a voice that’s tuned to truth.
I will paint their lies in sound and light
until justice has a melody again.

Because protest is not anger — it’s hope with a megaphone.
And I was born to be loud.

🎶 VickStiX — Truth. Rhythm. Revolution.












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