Steven, A.D.

I wrote this at a furious whirlwind pace after getting back from Trotcon this past weekend. Being there really made me think about a lot of things.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wktpq9WqZT8

Summer Is Here (ft. AshenFlash)

Hey guys, I think this may be the first non-pony related song I have done in a while, and I did it with the one and only Steven, A.D. 

I hope you all enjoy the track that Steven, A.D. and I worked so hard to release to you. The song has a more personal connection to Steven, as his lyrics tell a personal journey. 

Remember to comment to let us both know how we did, and what we can do to improve! 
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Lyrics: 

I get so lost sometimes.
I can't deny...
I wonder why...

I could live just to waste my life,
Entertained by a flashing light-
I'm away from my mind tonight,
So give a pat on the back, 'cause it works just right.
Raise the sound, now the noise is muffled.
Got a playlist, set it up to shuffle.
Got plans, gonna get things done;
Sit in my chair, and accomplish none.

I could wait around with my thoughts,
But the weight I gain is my progress lost.
You denigrate all the confidence sought,
What it takes to obtain is a drawing of lots.
Spinning out in a state of depression,
Melodramatic. A shallow confession: 
Scared to death I remain the same,
so i practice, practice, practice, aim.

I get so lost sometimes,
I can't deny...
I wonder why...
The path is clear cut;
I'm stuck inside.

Slowin' down, gonna bring the spark back.
Solitude, I grow and retract.
Grow skill, but retract at attacks cause
“White kid thought he knew how to rap.”
I hate the thought that I might be hated.
How can I write when I'm so frustrated...

Saying things I don't believe,
Being who I shouldn't be.
Time is short, so is it worth it?
All I know is I know me.
Hard to tell what really matters.
Got my self-esteem in tatters.
Lose a race to win the rest.
Batten down and ride the crest.

Spit it out, or breathe it in,
Life is all around like oxygen, 
And I won't live on the rocks again.
Can't rely on second chance, 
Got plans to work,
The circumstance notwithstanding, it's demanding, true;
I just wanna be happy, how about you?

I just wanna be happy, how about you?
I just wanna be happy, how about you?
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Steven, A.D: https://soundcloud.com/steven_ad

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yL2QlEwpGjQ




Steven, A.D.

Vicky Jo Heimann