A sleepy single-track acoustic that captures the feeling of caffeine wearing off as the sun rises. An ironically reflective song about staying away from mirrors, literal and metaphorical.

Lyrics:

I need to stay away from mirrors 
'Cause I don't see myself clear 
I need to count my blessings before they disappear

(Chorus)  
So tell me, when you get home 
Will you check your phone 
And will you reply to 
The letter I write you 
'Cause I don't want to be alone  

When I pictured my life I thought
I'd be some rich man's wife 
I thought I'd learn to fly 
Now I can't even go outside  
I thought that I'd be pretty 
All I've ever been is plain 
I thought I'd move to the city 
But I'm stuck in a ghost town of grey  

I thought I'd be some movie star 
I had a baby instead 
I thought I'd go so much further 
Than slaving for that daily bread  

(Chorus)

When I dreamt my dreams 
They were bright and gleaming 
Thought I could be anything 
Now I wish I got more sleep  

(Chorus)

Away From Mirrors

This song is meant to capture the spinning, dreamy feeling that accompanies loss of appetite, chronic grinning, and the compulsive need to hide your face while staring at your phone.

Lyrics:

Every time that you touch me, I go weak in my knees
And the ground beneath me spins right under my feet

(Chorus)
I really really really really like you
Oh, I really really really really like you
Oh, I really really really really like you
Yeah I really really really like you

You said you don't want to weigh me down
With the baggage that you bear
But I'm gonna help you carry it now
And you're not gonna scare me

I don't want to go back there
Laying on my bedroom floor
Wishing on stars for shadows and ghosts
That don't love me no more

(Chorus)

Because love should feel healthy
Like an open sky
Love's not a cage filled with heartache and pain
Love shouldn't make you cry
And whenever I'm with you
I feel happy and new
So I give up, I surrender
I just want to be with you

(Chorus)

Really Like You

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A song about a special someone, with an Audacity amateur's best-effort attempt at nineties pop-punk vibes.

Lyrics:

You told me that you're sorry
Never meant to cause me pain
We both know that's bullshit
I'm not gonna fall for that same game

Chorus:
'Cause it's not true
You don't do
What you did to me
It's not a cool thing to do
When you care for somebody
(x2)

The fucked up shit
That you did to me
Has got me going to therapy

And now you're saying that you care for me
Well I don't care

(Chorus)

I should have some more composure
Make amends and wish you well
And I guess you're trying to provide closure
But I still hope you burn in hell

(Chorus x4)

Care For Me

Intriguingly apathetic with a tense lulling laziness. This track is peppered with percussive pauses and perfected with very serious mouth trumpet.

In the background, you can hear dishwashers, laundry machines, and a kitty cat, all sonic phenomena that complete the vibe of this slightly wistful, slightly jeering lament.

Lyrics:

I used to think that we would be together
I used to see trees growing from your eyes
Remember when you said you'd light the darkness
You said you'd pluck the stars right from the sky
I guess the moon it sometimes hides in shadows
I guess the moon it changes with the tide

You told me
Let it be

I guess you got what you wanted
Isn't that the same old story?

I guess you left yourself no room to miss me
The way you'd hide your sorrow with your lies
Drowning thoughts of us in shots of whiskey
Self-inflicting your own slow demise
And though I tried my hardest to forget you
I'd see you every time I step outside

In the air
Everywhere

I guess you got what you wanted
Isn't that the same old story

Shots Of Whiskey

Lyrics:

Is there love in a cigarette?
Is there life in a dying breath?
Can a world be contained
In a short whispered phrase
A sentence I'm desperate to say?

Is there truth in a tragedy?
Is there beauty in you and me
As we're walking away
To wake up to new days
All alone?

Can a home be built on goodbye?
If we fall, can we learn how to fly, if we turn upside-down?

Because I don't know how to leave
But I don't know how to breathe when I'm with you
And all that I can do
Is offer you the truth
That I love you

Like love in a cigarette
And life in a dying breath
My whole word is contained
In an un-uttered phrase
A sentence I won't let myself say

Love In A Cigarette JadeRabbitSL

A solo and shorter version of the song Dreaming to Bring Meaning by our band Blue Kimono. It's about how love can bring meaning to life when you're feeling uninspired.

Enjoy. :)

Dreaming to Bring Meaning

This track is dedicated to Shreya. May you see all of the beauty you grace this world with.

**This track is best listened to with headphones on, in a quiet space where you can close your eyes and relax for 10 minutes.

**Please do not drive or operate heavy machinery while listening to this track.
**Please do not listen to this track while doing activities that require focus or concentration.

** Do not worry about following each individual affirmation. These sentences are meant to loop and blend into each other, allowing them to deeply permeate your subconscious mind.


Our beliefs create our reality, by defining the way we rationalize our experiences. Many of our governing beliefs are subconscious, and deeply seated after being developed and expanded upon over the course of our lives. Negative self-belief can manifest itself as anxiety, and low self-esteem or confidence. These negative beliefs are harmful to live with, and can feel like an uphill struggle to try and change without powerful tools and a subconscious approach.

Affirmations:

I am a magnificent being.
I am beautiful and lovable.
I am breathtaking.
I am joyful and blissfully playful.
I am hypercompetenet.
I am a healer, my loving presence in this world naturally heals the planet and all of its creatures.
I deserve healthy and joyful relationships.
My life is filled with healthy, loving relationships.
I am worthy of great love.
I attract great love.
All of the love I will ever need is already inside of me.
I am magnetically attractive.
I am effortlessly, captivatingly beautiful.
I am constantly amazed by my beauty.
I wake up each day younger and more radiant than before.
My beautiful energy sparkles from within, inspiring those around me.
I wake up more beautiful each day
Creativity flows freely to me.
I am endlessly creative.
My existence is a work of art.
I am effortlessly powerful.
I am endlessly powerful.
I love taking care of myself.
It is easy to take care of myself.
It is easy to feed myself healthy and delicious food that nourishes my body.
I have endless, exuberant vitality.
I am enchanting and breathtaking.
I am charming and effervescent.
I spread laughter and beauty wherever I go.
I spread healing and hope wherever I go.
People feel calm and inspired by my presence.
Life is enchanting.
Life is in love with me, and is constantly expressing its affection.
I am always supported.
My beauty shines from the inside out.
I am always attracting financial abundance.
Money flows to me freely and frequently.
I am always getting richer.
I greet each day with enthusiasm and love.
I am serene and diplomatic.
I communicate clearly and beautifully in both writing and speech.
All  of my interactions are harmonious and constructive.
I am incredibly strong and radiantly healthy.
I stand strong and confident.
I clearly communicate my needs to myself and others.
My needs are always met.
I wake up each morning with more vitality and energy.
It feels good to move my body.
I love being in my body
My body is flexible and strong.
I have boundless physical energy and love to move.
Exercise is fun.
Abundunce flows to me.
My life flows with abundance.
I am graceful and centered.
My emotions are beautiful and empowering.
I have mastered the art of loving myself and others.
My kindness and openness is emotionally healing to myself and those around me.
I am graceful and patient.
I have mastered the art of harmonious relationships.
Balance comes naturally to me. 
I wake up each morning grateful to be alive.
I find the joy in every moment.
I am effortlessly attractive.
I always have enough to do the things I love to do.
I effortlessly attract financial abundance.
I am incredibly wealthy and endlessly resourceful.
I have everything I need.
I always have more than enough.

Positive Self-Belief Subliminal Affirmations

A lay-folk love story in a lazy lullabye. This track of Broken Things is a lofi bedroom recording, written and produced in 2016.

Lyrics:

The wind is cold from the window
Raindrops rolling down
And grey skies frame the telephone lines
I can nolonger dial to hear the sound of your voice

Stars are dropping from the sky
Fall into water before me
I've never been effective at catching them
But I'll swim to collect these broken things

I've seen the way they
Light your face
With a smile that brings shame to the Sandiegan sea
And eyes like butterflies
With lashes that
Flutter like wings

Stars are dropping from the sky
Fall into water before me
I've never been effective at catching them
But I'll swim to collect these broken things

Broken Things

Self aware dilettante who sometimes makes something cool. Here for a good time and a medium length time. <3

Victoria Willow

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