this the first song i ever heard from you

w/ @sshiro
prod: @prodjayysoul + @grimgardx + @alfiesnapped

@anti-light
we’ve been up and flying high
but i can’t land it now
i ain’t gonna wait, i’ll make it rain
when it comes crashing down
words die in my mouth
and i can’t speak up
want this to work out?
give me a reason
wish i could forget these memories
how easy it seems, move on
just get up and live life
but i gotta remember
to set me free, i need ‘em
i can’t let go without ‘em
peace in my soul, i want it
promise i’ll be fine?

@sshiro
wish i forget all the times that we had
but when i do it js be coming back n things go bad
seeing ur face and it brings me back
to the time where i had all that

lately ive been losing lots of time
tryna make a spell to make u mine
but all is lost n i cant seem to figure out
how to find a way to save what we lost

know i aint going back
to the times we had
i pour a drank
n im going dead
take me back
know i want it back
why dont u call me back
how its hard to get that 

@anti-light
we’ve been up and flying high
but i can’t land it now
i ain’t gonna wait, i’ll make it rain
when it comes crashing down
words die in my mouth
and i can’t speak up
want this to work out?
give me a reason
wish i could forget these memories
how easy it seems, move on
just get up and live life
but i gotta remember
to set me free, i need ‘em
i can’t let go without ‘em
peace in my soul, i want it
promise i’ll be fine?

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Can’t Let Go w/ shiro (jayysoul x grimgar x alfiesnapped)

moods - kishin ft mitsu
all credits to original artists

moods

moods // kishin + mitsu

this song is a glitchy mess, but I'm really proud of it 🤍 
I've been really worried about making music that could blow up on tiktok or just in general, but I'm just gonna go back to making what I find fun :)

cover: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/686095324459656760/

lyrics: wake up morning, wasted, I can't think
if I had a problem, would it leave in a blink?
how I'm in my own head, but I still can't think?
going down with the shores, yeah I watch the ship sink
crushing all my walls and I don't like that now
pushing down my doors, I'm getting sidetracked
but you push me into you and I won't fight back
I been falling off the rails, guess I get side tracked

guess' it wasn't mean to be
I've been thinking pretty things (kuru reference)
I do you, and you do me-
I mess up everything
tons of things I can't believe
I knew it wasn't make believe
and you're hating my everything, I guess' that you were meant to leave

(guess that you were meant to go, don't even know who you know)

wake up morning, wasted, I can't think
if I had a problem, would it leave in a blink?
how I'm in my own head, but I still can't think?
going down with the shores, yeah I watch the ship sink
crushing all my walls and I don't like that now
pushing down my doors, I'm getting sidetracked
but you push me into you and I won't fight back
I been falling off the rails, guess I get side tracked

sidetracked (prod. rainn god)

ty for listening 
vocals by me
beat by xtasane and ocurie (thank u )

empty words (xtasane + ocurie)

prod @resolve1k
featuring @coldspades
mix & master by me

lyrics:
(she stole my heart)
(can we restart)
i been losin faith in myself, yeah since the start
i been broken down, now picking up my broken parts
now theyre scattered on the ground n i cant decide
who was rly wrong n who was rly right
it just replays on n on in my mind
n it hurts to see u cry...

i could give u everything u need
i would give it all even if i bleed
swear ur an angel, sent from up above
sent to cleanse me of all my wrongs
i just need ur touch, tell me its alright
pls just hold on, till im by ur side
this is ur melody, my favorite lullaby
i'll keep on singing, even if i die

>>coldspades
how many times will i lose before i win again
stuck in this place that i thought i wouldnt be again
searching for light but it feels like everywhere is dim
i try my best but it feels like this will never end
so take me home
to where i let you go
i dont know which way to go
take me where i used to know

a broken lullaby, goodbye

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a broken lullaby, goodbye ft. coldspades「inno」

againx2 (northeast lights + internet joe)

prod.
@heroz2299
@1ddvaa

notes:
im better now!!
...

//

[shiro]
people never kno whats goin down
talking to my face as if u did no wrong, yh 
i cant even go to sleep without a sound
i guess its how it goes now
people share that fake love n they never down
u js wna see me out of town
u the type of people i cant ever be around

yh, push that bitch back like im in the nfl
smokin on that loud i cnt hear a sound,
keep a 556 on me, like its around
choppa hits its quota, i cant stop it now
u kno how we get it down
slide in ur bitch like i finna take the crown
u kno what im gna do babe
see u in a v babe,
gon make it out, and take u out in a cru babe,

u be talking shit, always tryna put me down
i be on my way up, not gon make a sound
i kno ive been making mistakes but ive been learnin now
without u in my life kno that im bettter now

better now!
outta town
better now
im better now

[hook]

//

better now!『heroz/ddva』

prod @counterxo
//
lyrics:

you, you wouldnt give me the time of day
lost it all when we went separate ways
i just wanted you to be mine
for us to be okay
now we both just ran away
and these words just cant convey
everything you meant to me
i just hope ill see you another day

memories from the past slowly reverberate
when you asked back then what would be our fate
i dont want to lose what we built up now
and i dont know how, how we got this way

two, lost misplaced
struggle to replace
what we felt when we embraced
was this all a waste?

i dont even know anymore
and my heart just feels so sore
now things wont be like before
its too late now to restore

i dont know
what to do
when we go
will we choose
to grow
or lose
what we know

i just cant forget
everything we've been through
i just feel regret then
even though i knew

you, you wouldnt give me the time of day
lost it all when we went separate ways
i just wanted you to be mine
for us to be okay
now we both just ran away
and these words just cant convey
everything you meant to me
i just hope ill see you another day

i just wanted you to be mine (counter)

leap year ep

@1akura @prod_dxvi
I guess you called it, just say you told me so 
You can’t be honest, keep hitting newer lows
I’m still falling, I just wanted you to know
that you can call me, you can call me
I guess you called it, I can’t leave the thought alone 
don’t know if I want this, these feelings I don’t even know 
there’s no resolving, I’m losing all my fucking hope
You ran right past me, you ran right past me 
I gave my all and you shunned me 
I-I fall don’t call you don’t love me
I used to think your words were touching 
now I know they mean nothing

i keep on falling faster to no point in return
u know its all a disaster
no feelings left me hurt
i have no light to guide me when the world turns dark
i shoulda knew from the beginning that you had no heart
no i dont wanna hear ur voice ever again
u cant ever take back the words that u said
they're cutting through my heart like a blade so deep
cutting through my heart with the words u speak

just so u know w/ akura (dxvi)

Ft. @kuriositylol
Prod. @lllovbug + @prod_permafrost
Lyrics:
--------------
PermaFrost:
Locked in my head waiting for you
Living my life wanting something new
I’ve been down this road what do I do
Being lied to is something I outgrew
I’ve been cut out the picture
Months passed I don’t miss her
She cried me a river
Was never satisfied with what I gave her
I told that bitch I tried

I’m not wasting my time
Cuz I’m in my prime
Baby come and let me treat you right
Won’t you be mine
Take my hand tonight
With you by my side
This land’s uncharted
Home of the broken hearted
Cardiac arrest
Hearts beating out my chest
Can’t seem to get you out my head I think that I’m obsessed
It seems it finally caught up to me enough said
Baby come and stay with me we’ll rot in my bed

Kuriosity:
ya, I need more drank where the 5th go 
nigga talk down we gon blitz bro
lil bruddah pop a nigga like it’s crisco
we gon up the 40 through the window 
told dat bitch I got money comin in in tenfold 
Girl im tryin but ts ain’t simple 
Baby I don’t really wanna die 
I just really needed time 
I promise I’m doin my best 
I was me wit yo heart in my chest 
now u gon end fuckin on the next, oh
tell me why u gotta lie 
I promise I’m doin my best 
I was me wit yo heart in my chest 
now u gon end fuckin on the next, oh
tell me why u gotta lie

againx2 (northeast lights + internet joe)

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