agonyofmind

original - @ihatebixby
reprod - me
bixby - taste of melancholy
another fun project cover

taste of melancholy cover

@mental @1yugenn + tactic (idk his @, sorry)

lyrics:

(victxrw)

take tht bullshit put tht 2 the side
i just wnna know that ur alright
ur the only1 thts on my mind
i cant even lie

i cant even lie girl u got me feeling down
i hold back all my tears till nobody is around
i would never try 2 make u frown
ull try to pick me up but ill just fall to the ground

i feel terrible, nd now my feelings are a little unbearable
stuck in my bed because im feeling unstable
im going all in chips on the table
my feelings are fatal

(mental)

im holding the tears in
its just like before
but you're more than a weakness
walk thru that door
and escape and retreat it
hurts me way more
when you have to repeat it

im watching you solemnly, i
could never look apart from these eyes
watching you for all of these times
i just wanna know youll be mine

(victxrw)

take tht bullshit put tht 2 the side
i just wnna know that ur alright
ur the only1 thts on my mind
i cant even lie

i cant even lie girl u got me feeling down
i hold back all my tears till nobody is around
i would never try 2 make u frown
ull try to pick me up but ill just fall to the ground

i feel terrible, nd now my feelings are a little unbearable
stuck in my bed because im feeling unstable
im going all in chips on the table
my feelings are fatal

nobody is around ft. mental (yugen + tactic)

@inno1k @0arid

lyrics:

(victxrw)

i feel faceless, oh i hate it
staring at the bottom of the bottle try to face it
i cnt explain it oh im so afraid of it
yea im so scared i dont even wanna claim it

and idk wht 2 say
when its laid infront my face
its like im frozen, stuck in space
i cnt seem to move away...
from everything thts hurting me n everything i hate
n im so self destructive i just dont know what 2 say

cuz it never ever works when its me n u </3
glued together all the pieces but its still no use
n im trynna figure out what the fuck 2 do -~-
yea im trynna figure out how to make it up 2 u
ahhh~ yea im stuck up in this maze
wake up in the night yea im feeling Drunk-Dazed
ahhhh~ yea i always hide my face
whenever ur around yea i always hideaway...

(arid)

yeah i piece it all together
i could never let her be the one
yeah ive been up forever
cant keep it together
i dont wanna start i know its gone
know its gone

i wash it blow right in the wind
i know its all that i could give
i worked so bad to lose it all
i worked so bad to lose it all
yeah i know i wasnt hard to figure out
always kept it all inside never let it out
i dont want you to tell me
your words dont keep me happy

(victxrw)

cuz it never ever works when its me n u </3
glued together all the pieces but its still no use
n im trynna figure out what the fuck 2 do -~-
yea im trynna figure out how to make it up 2 u
ahhh~ yea im stuck up in this maze
wake up in the night yea im feeling Drunk-Dazed
ahhhh~ yea i always hide my face
whenever ur around yea i always hideaway...

labyrinth ft. arid (inno)

@artemys

let the flowers fall on our doomsday
flash back think back to last tuesday
all my neurons bad need a new brain
and i aint human now need a new face
let the flowers fall on our doomsday
flash back think back to last tuesday
all my neurons bad need a new brain
and i aint human now need a new face

going unknown
imma hide my feelings deep in a void
cuz i really dont have any other choice
is it me u want or am i really just a toy
but i dont want that
i just wanna be my own person
if u wanna try and talk imma throw it right back
like im insubordinate you can call me laxus

flower fall (artemys)

ty for all the lov on this :D
@domerrz
@lilac

[@domerrz]
I feel damaged to my core
push me to the side, you throw me down
collapsing on the floor
red roses when I look around
all these feelings, I can't manage
really I don't understand it
I just don't get how you feel
my heart shattered cannot heal

I cant look her in the eyes
you move forward, left me behind
while I cant stand to live a lie
I wish I could just rewind

cuz I've been stuck in a rut
blinded by your love
I just cant move on
got me throwin up

and I think I'm done
done feeling numb
everything uve done
always comes back around

yea i tried too hard
just 2 end up all scarred
u break my heart
left me falling right apart in the rain
I've lost my escape
I'm rotting away where I stand

and nothing feels real I feel like I'm better off dead
and nothing feels real I feel like I'm better off dead

I start to think I lost it all
and maybe I've fallen down to far
and u just go ignore it all
so I start to think that I cant love at all
I've shattered into pieces
don't know what to believe in
maybe I was destined to feel this way

I feel damaged to my core
push me to the side, you throw me down
collapsing on the floor
red roses when I look around
all these feelings, I can't manage
really I don't understand it
I just don't get how you feel
my heart shattered cannot heal

spotify

heal (lilac)

original @domerrz
https://soundcloud.com/domerrz/iknowuhateme

reprod meeee (i like daria sounds)
*mwah*

so i guess its just the way its meant to be
got kicked to the curb swore i wouldnt let it get to me it got to me
im face first in the dirt and the one that did its blocking me n dodging me
i cant lie and say it dont hurt that ur the one thats haunting me
ur the one thats haunting me
iknowyouhateme

got kicked to the curb swore i wouldnt let it get to me it got to me
im face first in the dirt and the one that did its blocking me n dodging me
i cant lie and say it dont hurt that ur the one thats haunting me
ur the one thats haunting me
iknowyouhateme

lately ive been thinking ive been drinking
losing sleep all over this
the walls r closing
my mind burdened
wish I could get out of this
didnt want to lose her love
I feel dumb
didnt wanna lose someone when I had lost so much

#iknowuhateme [cover]

@sojurembrandt @ogpichu

[victxrw]

i used 2 want u here
but now wht?
my stomachs filled with fear
u say, "so what?"
dont come hear
im tired of shedding all of these coal stained tears
i used 2 want u near
but now wht?
cant see thru these clouded tears
u say, "so what?"
ill make it clear
im tired of shedding all of these coal stained tears

for you
everything was for you
and u knew
exactly what to do
to break me in to pieces
u didnt have a reason
i used 2 love the way u smile
but now wht?
tell me how was i not enough?
i finally hit my breaking point of it all,
thats enough

(because thats the way... its meant to be...)

i used 2 want u here
but now wht?
my stomachs filled with fear
u say, "so what?"
dont come hear
im tired of shedding all of these coal stained tears
i used 2 want u near
but now wht?
cant see thru these clouded tears
u say, "so what?"
ill make it clear
im tired of shedding all of these coal stained tears

coal stained tears (soju + pichu)

[victxrw]

y cant u feel wht i feel?
tell me whts the deal whts the deal
i cant even start and try to heal
i cant even tell wht is real...

cuz i try so hard
nd then i fall so far
is it rlly that hard?
to hide a shattered heart?

[ch2rms]

i cant take it any longer
other words i do not even bother
oh cause it dont work
and we strangers again and again
we going up off in circles
and u calling me out which is very hurtful
take her took you to the grave thats a dirtful
so much lean so i gotta stay purple

?

[victxrw]

its all over again
hate going from friends to strangers
to lovers, then strangers again
im feeling exhausted
tired of getting injured, healing, then injured again :(

y cant u feel wht i feel?
tell me whts the deal whts the deal
i cant even start and try to heal
i cant even tell wht is real...

cuz i try so hard
nd then i fall so far
is it rlly that hard?
to hide a shattered heart?

from lovers to friends to strangers ft. ch2rms (poni)

you put the colour into my skin, now i'll take it away once and for all
https://soundcloud.com/jonsve
https://soundcloud.com/owtiss
prod. https://soundcloud.com/lovefelt + https://soundcloud.com/y4ndere

and i cry in the mirror, hide in the rain
dry my eyes, see it clearer, mind is a pain
and i talk to the image, talk to my brain
and i walk 'til i'm with her, walk to my grave

look me in the eyes, i don't wanna see you crying!
used to fantasize, thought about how i'd be dying
it's this flaw of mine, don't think it was worthless trying
i don't have the time, never had it, nevermind it [x2]

[ https://soundcloud.com/owtiss ]
i'm a liar, suicider
i go through this all the time
her eyes locked to mine
wish you were a little kinder
this fight isn't mine so why should i fight her?
look me in the eye, i don't wanna be a liar
it's ok, i know that i'll be fine
i go through this all the time
please don't ever cry
try my best to read between the lines
am i the one you like?
i can't help sate your desires

look me in the eyes, i don't wanna see you crying!
used to fantasize, thought about how i'd be dying
it's this flaw of mine, don't think it was worthless trying
i don't have the time, never had it, nevermind it [x2]

eyes w/ owtiss (lovefelt/yandere)

#1
@domerrz
@victxrw
@mental

[@domerrz]
every night, i'm waking up
wonder why you given up, dont give a fuck 
i've been hurt a thousand times, i've been struck :/
people that I shouldn't love, I shouldn't trust

out of time and out of love running out of luck
and it all comes from my heart, if i lose this one then im done

i hate being stuck so i had 2 give it up
how'd u say u win
u been stuck at 10th
but u think ur number 1

[@victxrw]
i thought u were bluffing
eveything i did for u, it feels like nothing...
all this violence i cnt handle, pushing and shoving
look at it from a different angle, make up for smth

feels like im in a pit of darkness @_@
feels like im trapped inside this carcass
of my past self, im never perfect :/
tell me baby was i never worth it?

(was i rlly worth it, no?)

(i was never perfect, oh)

#fromtheheart w/ victxrw (mental)

feat @0arid n @angelicxmei
prod @neohnq & @012207
mastered by @chriad
ty 4 1.5k im not stopping anytime soon :D #gogogo

lyrics :
@whyhaze
i’ve been off the pills n they got me losing focus
tell me is it real is it your hand that im holding
all these scars on my body i didn’t want u to notice 
girl u leave me hopeless 
toying with my feelings & you know it

almost had it right there
don’t know why im trying 
look me in my eyes i got a feeling that ur lying
i thought it was right but ig it’s bad timing 
so long.. it felt so wrong
but i had to say goodbye

ik u dont want it either i can see it in ur face
counting big bankk
but i still can’t replicate 
i was thinking ab buying u a diamond ring
i can feel my dreams dying 
i hope it’s not getting tiring

@0arid
all the words on ur fingertips
i just wanna make a final wish
to be as one
i know its harder wen ur gone
u ask me if i like that i dont even know
i dont wanna be here wanna stay home
but i dont wanna be alone
i guess ill do it on my own

@angelicxmei
i cant never get it right
i guess theres no one by my side...
i took pills like twice
what is going on idkkk
put a bullet to my heart
make it hollow
getting closer to the end
and i thought you would follow
does it all really make sense
i be going backwards
i cant never progress
never again
i think ive lost my way...

SPOTIFY

so wrong w/ arid & angelicxmei (neohn & baz)

i hope ur listening

prod by @juuzou
mixed by @buffalobang

it’s on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/67HMDW9K4aVV3xezdieu2K

i don't see it (prod. juuzou)

@ihateukidu ^^ 

u gave me sum to believe in, you left, time to let it go
ive lost so much dont even care its time i walk this road alone
i cannot get it back
all of the times weve had
how did it get this bad
i wish id do it all again

i cannot get back x6
all of the times we had x6
x2


fuck it all i guess its over
one look at you fucked up to sober
im looking at these pictures on my phone
tears runnin down my cheek 
i cant stand the thought of me being alone
its really damaging

(ohhh, just forget ab it
yea ill just forget ab it
ohhh, these thoughts r makin me go violent
ohhh, just forget ab it
i cannot forget ab it
all dese fuckn memories r rushin back makin me go violent)

u gave me sum to believe in, you left, time to let it go
ive lost so much dont even care its time i walk this road alone
i cannot get it back
all of the times weve had
how did it get this bad
i wish id do it all again

i cannot get back x6
all of the times we had x6
x2

song inspo by @whyhaze and @mental

get it back (kidu)

prod @owtiss yeaaaaa first time :D

accidently remade a melody from omori when making this beat and kinda just ran with it lol
here's the source btw https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=POMNynMVTk0

ive heard it all before
its easy to say things u dont rly mean
but its not easy to take them back
i can promise u that!
say goodbye its the last
i never wna see u again

its always stuck on loop in my head
it plays again again and again!
now i wake n i feel like im dead..
cuz at night in my bed
all the thoughts they dont end
plays again and again and again.. ;(

ive had about enough
u only believe the things that u wna see
so when it gets a little painful
when im feeling hopeful
ur always so hurtful
how could u say that?
it is what it is..

i just wna see u 
the way that i used to
cuz now when i see u 
i just cannot be true
its hard for me
it hurts to breathe
so honestly
just talk to me :(

u dont mean that (owtiss)

Hide - Ze Sto K

Its Over (prod.kkorexo)

jack of all trades, master of none

@reincarnatesociety
@remedysnuts
@anotherschoolday

from lovers to friends to strangers ft. ch2rms (poni)

victxrw

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