In The End I Always Lose

Kuru & Henny - Franchise Prod Cranes & Songslifestyle

burden to those i love

rhubarbpie @mimics gate @songslifestyle

CashJunko & Bloody! - Cold Nights (prod.Songslifestyle)

xxffcyuvcui - feel better bout myself [prod. Chinapoet ; SongslifeStyle]

Release [prod.756]

@chinapoet @votekk @reklus1ve
second single off my album "in the end i always lose" coming 6/20

Gave it My All [prod. Chinapoet, Votekk, Reklus1ve]

MyLastChoice [prod. Mimics Gate]

Matches [prod. reklus1ve]

Gift_01 [prod. tegan laurier]

Never Fold [prod. Clay10]

Lasting Sunrise [prod. Me]

@feralcatshelter
everything gets worse
song for Katie , Mila & Cade


Lyrics 

want to stay where i never had
wanna end what i never knew
yk i loved that day i always do
i ran out of things i wanna prove

Hold me down ik its coming close.
Just tell me off i really wanted more.
just want you safe idc if its in my arms
lost myself i cant play my part

cant find the words so i spill my heart
please forgive me lets not fall apart
everyones leaving i dont know what i did
my friends are bleeding swear howd it come to this

i used to have it all be fake
than i cant handle it when its real
cant stand another second of this mess
wake up shivering in a cold sweat

im just hoping that i end up dead
im always too scared to rest
im not trying to do the best 
just spend everyday wish for death

hit me i dont care at all
settle for the worst to go so far
dont got what it takes to go on
swear ive really never grown

violence comes with a sense of solace
& id be lying if i said i didnt want it
it happens more quietly than is shown
pray one day i can live on my own

care for me ill do the most
hold me down dont let me go
wish that i could keep u safe in my arms
but i really know it falls apart

Stepping Stone [prod. Feral Cat]

Slain [prod.Dollface]

Narrow Passage w/ Katmoji [prod.snowdrive]

Sculptures w/ Feral Cat & Tacxin [prod. Snowdrive]

lyric 

Another Day that i spent losing my self 
Another life turn to on the comedown
every word i say always ends the same
every year see it in a new way

its almost fall now , i need to contemplate
have my own place grown up to grace
it can come crashing down at a faster rate
i dont take my pace , get consumed by hate

i lost my dirty knife , i wear dirty clothes
another misstep i think a lost my goals 
dont play me like a hoe 
the fuck you going for ?

bitch we hit the store , walk around the world
would do anything to feel like a girl 
i need to go up , go on a world tour
lifes too scary to ever be bored

its my last stand ik what im heading towards
i need klonopin 
i need Ativan 
someone to hold my hand , & stack a couple bands

me & you , just playing in the sand
mending heart together we can do something grand
dont need to understand 
even if im on my own ill make a new plan

express my entire soul dont care if its deadpan
wont be the middleman
it always comes to that
foot in the grass 
another shot just passed

really scared scared that ill outlast
this shit a game and im mixed right in the cast
i dont regret my past
i own up to that

im always tweaked out and i have the right to be 
comes right back to me , plant another seed
rip another out , had to change the swag
im so tired but these people still make me mad

ignore all of that , stick to the right path
i love my true friends , they keep me intact
i know too much & got torn in half
tears me apart almost everyday , i wanna go away
ik that i gotta stay , swear ill blow up one day , blow up one day
cloudy skies paint the world grey
keep you safe put it all on full display
ill never overstay
smoking right on the stairway
feels like its last may

Autumn Approaching [prod. flipphonecharm]

Lyrica [prod. Sophitia]

I'm Nott Safe Here [prod. Feral Cat]

Xhris2Eazy - Favorite Song [Prod. Cranes & Songslifestyle]

Katmoji - Away From Home [Prod. Songslifestyle]

3mg [Prod.Songslifestyle]

FYS [Prod. Bill Nykon]

boolymon idea [Prod. M74C]

Heartless Departure [Prod. Flipphonecharm]

Options [Prod. Dollface]

Evaded [Prod. Mimics Gate]

Keys [Prod. Cwta & Undrcvr]

Stove [Prod. Cwta & Orihime]

Saltwater [Prod. Snowdrive]

My Real Life [Prod. Astrid & Orihime]

Alien9 [Prod. Songslifestyle]

im not going to get better and its okay if you leave 

art by  @o756

i have no excuse for what i became

Waloheights - watch [Prod. Songslifestyle]

Lag - What Am I Doing [Prod.Songslifestyle]

Xaviersobased & Backend - Dialtone Option [Prod. Songslifestyle & Cranes]

Move Forward [Prod. Flipphonecharm]

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i got what i asked for, i got what i deserved

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