( T_T)＼(^-^ )

production, mixing and backing vocals by @blackwinterwells
<3 <3 <3

breathe close to me
i wanna know it's not a dream
cause it feels so much better than anything
and u see what i am when u look at me

but i can't see u the way i mean to
ur pixelated
baby come just a little closer to the barricade
i press my face to the glass and all i pray for and ask
gets just as close as it can then i am pulled away
some hypothetical force changes the keys to the door
i keep on wanting u more
i hope u feel the same
i think the world's gonna end
i wish someone would say when
cause i would run to u then
i don't think i'd complain

all the tears i've cried could cause an ice age if they froze
if i get through the winter i'll swim to ur home
when the glacial melt claims everything that we know
here i go now with my doomsaying
i see u waiting
and it's ok
it'll be ok
i'd give all i am
i'm a hologram but as long as you'll have me i'll stay

..i want u every day
somehow i doubt that'll change
i just wish that were something i could substantiate
i think the world's gonna end
i hope they let me know when
cause i will run to u then
i know i won't complain

seer

seer (blackwinterwells)

production, mixing and backing vocals by @blackwinterwells

come pick me up i'll pay for gas
there's nowhere that i want to be
and you'll drive fast and i won't ask
to pick the music or the street
and we can talk about whatever and pretend that we won't tell
even pretending to ourselves

u think it's easy where it's darker 
and i like to feel my heart
speed up with my eyes shut
and feel we're doing something we should not
so for a time i spend my life just trying to find out when to stop
just trying to guess when we'll get caught

this place is suffocating
i'll still be here in five years
like i promise i won't through the wind in your ears
but nothing feels as urgent
and these nights are still important
and there's still a lot i haven't put into words yet

every time i feel alive it will feel just like this
i'll get the things u did 
forget the boy i kissed
by the hangar and you'll both be strangers to me

tonight it matters how i'm not a person who u want to see
cause i like to talk about the hospital and go when i don't need it
just to show the world i feel it
i only ever did it once
and it was selfish it was dumb
but i can't bring myself to

hate me for wanting a break
i'll still be here in five years
where i made every mistake
sixteen trying to disappear
for one week and a half
you know it's all an act
cause there's still a lot i haven't put into words yet

hangar

hangar (blackwinterwells)

instrumental by @emorave
vocals/mix/chops by me 

[ Lyrics ]

SELECT MY HEART
AND TRY TO SEND IT THRU THE SCREEN

ITS LOST WHEN SENT
UR NEVER GETTING WHAT I MEAN

ITS EITHER YOU
OR THOUGHTS OF HARMING ME
THATS FILLING UP MY DREAMS

AND IT NEVER ENDS, I THINK
IM HERE 
JUST WAITING FOR 
THE BLEEDING TO STOP

( Stop )
( I Think )
( Bleeding Never Ends )
( Stop )
( You’re Harming Me )

U SAID U LIKED ME
BUT U DONT 
CUZ IM A PSYCHO

YOU CHANGED YOUR MIND
LIKE WHAT YOU SAID
WAS JUST A TYPO 

IT MAKES SENSE
CUZ I COULD NEVER BE UR TYPE

I TRY TO TELL MYSELF TO STOP
BUT THINK ABOUT U EVERY NIGHT 


IM NOTHING NEW 
U PROBABLY GOT A QUICK REPLACEMENT 

MY WORDS ARE WASTED
YOU FORGET MY FUCKING STATEMENTS

I KNOW THESE THINGS
BUT STILL YOU MAKE ME FEEL ALIVE

AND WHEN U ASK ME WHY I CARE
ITS SOMETHING 
I JUST CANT DESCRIBE

( Im nothing new)
( Im nothing new )
( My words are wasted )
( On you )

[ @spazzteamonline ]

select my heart

ty for 700👍
@kiraiu
sample: osatia - we care


inspo - https://soundcloud.com/40v/vistaa-sample-challenge

we're here for uu @gumi

Coprod @blushxoxo (@blushxoxoo on ig/twitter)

have it all prod sg +otaku7s

@pradaaslife @bydion @lewisgoing @ogbrayam

No straws ft. Dion (prod. lewisgoing & brayam)

HOSTCLUB

produced by @prodsouls1

There's no way where you're looking where to go
Maybe you should teach me how to seem this cold
Time tick-tock and I can't live without
Trying not to stress, I feel like living when she's down
Wake up I see the thoughts I don't mean to
Maybe after all I'll get it this time to go

Don't miss what I'm owed to
I cannot see it yet I'm waiting for the trouble
You hit my phone but I can't reply
It never seemed that bad
If you're in that state of mind
There's no need to pretend
No sleep, well I cant, what it stand for?
Baby do it, if you're looking I won't answer
I could never hate, you're just another fanboy
It's good you want to seal it, find somebody else though

I'll start when you're coming ready
I change my pin
Though you're looking when you shine already
I could make a wish, if you tell me that you want to play
Swimming out of tears
Took a loss and that is one of many

You're not fun so I'm not what you're going for
Hit the top, it's the reason that I fight for
We could make a win
Guess I made it seated from the floor
The type of things I've seen that keep me really wanting more
I press start
I want to come and you know I do
Would you like it bae
I'm the one you cant fool
Too late, wish I never made the time to
It's ok the way that I could never stop you

Don't miss what I'm owed to
I cannot see it yet I'm waiting for the trouble
You hit my phone but I can't reply
It never seemed that bad
If you're in that state of mind
There's no need to pretend
No sleep, well I cant, what it stand for?
Baby do it, if you're looking I won't answer
I could never hate, you're just another fanboy
It's good you want to seal it, find somebody else though

I'll start when you're coming ready
I change my pin
Though you're looking when you shine already
I could make a wish, if you tell me that you want to play
Swimming out of tears
Took a loss and that is one of many

100cc (prod. souls1)

Art by me
w/ @mint_btl
prod by @methboiswag

lost and found ft. mint (prod. methboiswag)

is it true that u feel that way?
might take some days for my mind to change
we could try cuz i feel the same
i think its all for myself to blame
x2
i can take a loss its nothing new
all they do is gossip twisting the truth
get the way i want it im forcing it to
have to feel ur touch im honest with you



is it true that u feel that way?
might take some days for my mind to change
we could try cuz i feel the same
i think its all for myself to blame

i can take a loss its nothing new
all they do is gossip twisting the truth
get the way i want it im forcing it to
have to feel ur touch im honest with you

shes the nicest i learned to like it
different mindsets i learned to fight it
the way we connect its so mindless
i know what she thinks when its silent


is it true that u feel that way?
might take some days for my mind to change
we could try cuz i feel the same
i think its all for myself to blame
i can take a loss its nothing new
all they do is gossip twisting the truth
get the way i want it im forcing it to
have to feel ur touch im honest with you

twisting the truth [with3r+rippo+sochi]

Under a Full Moon

Under a Full Moon (Steve Blood's Meet Me at Midnight Mix)

@lil4c

Your heartbeat’s so loud in this room, in this town
And you’re bringing me down with your love
But it’s keeping my head on my shoulders, you’re keeping me up
Forget anybody who cares about us

I’m not getting over 
My head it’s so lonely 
You say that you need me
But don’t even know me
Your secrets are safe 
Anything you could say
And I swear I won’t break, I won’t fold, won’t complain about everything

My heart, unlock it
Know how I’m rocking
You keep me honest
Keep up, no stopping
These scripts, I’m off it
I can’t stop coughing 
My phone she’s calling...

Nobody knows, I keep it controlled
I wouldn’t tell what’s in my head
Nobody shows when I need them the most
I had to keep myself away, away...

head on my shoulders (@77709I)

Girls Just Want To Have Fun (BLADEE & ECCO2K)

@whereisnomu very lovely song
kind of a cover of @limeboiler small version
prod @limeboiler
lol 
<3

nomu - dress (limeboiler)

@15elias
enjoy

melodies by me

listen with no skips

I'll Wait For You At The End

I'll Wait For You At The End(elias)

prod @degenerate69 and @blackwinterwells
mixed by @blackwinterwells

there was a time once i thought i could be like you
you should have seen it
all of the meaning in all of what i can't do anymore

there was a time once that i believed in you
thought you would keep me safe from my weaknesses when i'd speak to you

burn it out in the sun alone
fix my body fix my soul
pour the fever from my pores
oh i'm better on my own
cause i know what i'm like on the inside
i should know the way i can make it right
but i don't and i'm warm and terrified
it just feels like a bad dream

and i don't know what's happening
and i don't know what happened to me
and i don't know how i can be clean again
think the dirt settled in way too deep
let it into the rest of me
and i give all the best of me too
i don't like what is left of me
i don't know what is left here to do

..and i don't know what happened to me
no i don't know what happened to me
there was a time once that i believed in you

we're here for uu @gumi

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