Reminiscing now takes almost all of my time
I can't even laugh, I can't even cry, I can't even try to do anything
But I can still recall the good times, and I bet you too
It's so sad that we don't always care about the things we have

We cannot be there, where we used to be
We cannot be the ones that we once were
When we thought that we had infinity
We could only love and laugh all the time

I'm so tired now, and I can't even shake it off from me
Feels like there is nothing left that I didn't try
When there's everyone around me feeling the same way as me
Then I'm asking myself who the hell am I?

We cannot be there, where we used to be
We cannot be the ones that we once were
When we thought that we had infinity
We could only love and laugh all the time

We are so disconnected
We're feelin' beaten down
Like no one cares of no one 
Like no one is around

We sell our time for money
To buy ourselves some time
At first you think it's funny 
Before you fuckin' die

Between my mind and ego
I'm choosing not to choose
I tell myself I'm evil
That's how I'm feeling good

The worst is always coming
Pretending it's the best
We tend to miss the future
While looking at the past

See, cowards now are heroes
The truth is made from lies
The more you hide your demons 
The more you are the Christ

Working Title

"No more pain and fear, I feel clear
No more hiding from the things I want"

I wrote this song back in October, long before the war. I wish I could say those words now, but I can't.

No More

Recorded this one in a music school near the teaching center where i've been working in China, Zhuhai.

Альбом «Neo Anderson»

Zhuhai

This one was recorded in Kindergarten. Voices on the record are my students saying "Teacher Viktor" haha

In Kindergarten

Recorded this demo in 2019 at country house. Basically, a re-work of one of my tunes.

My Own Life

Caught some inspiration during the lockdown

Sometimes

Why do we always run from what we are?

A quick cover of one of my favorite songs from Plastic Beach

Viktor Slivinsky

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