My mind is filled with some lost souls
Toss them out of the box in with the new
Thats what ive been told
old thoughts masked with some falsities
Mind blasted lock the door and toss the keys

I feel the change of a dawn on the horizon
Please god please stop my heart from lyin
To my brain applyin strain I dont know who im findin
Runnin through a rogue maze apologies for cryin

Lost blinded I know there offin me
Often see demons scoffing
Leaving crumbs of my conscious as offerings
Harboring these memories manslaughter
In the mind it seems

I grab my head and scream
Toss the remote at the damn tv
Because I just want to be me again
When people could be a friend
And I could be free

I look in the mirror to try and see myself
Deep into my eyes and I can see the hell
The Deeper I the look deeper I can tell
I dont think im doing to well eyes swelled
Lack of sleep tears weep leap up out this jail

Time will tell if I find my inner peace riddles please
Most im not socretes I ask to stop this when I pray and sleep
Tame I keep calm and try to find my energy release
Rest in peace to the part of me I will never see
Swallow the sunshine and let it be
Intollerently I tolerated the incompetency
Didn’t pay attention tensions rise effortlessly
Lost my self through my own misfortune
Swallow the sunshine and let it be

Sunshine

stock the racks take ten
call it that let go and watch it fall flat
Make amends attempted to cleans
Attendant the end till death do us in
Cock the click clack say when
Got the bitch back when I grin
What goes around came and went
Tame I wept friends left and leave

Said I need to find myself before I find company
But I must have found him cuz no one else is here for me
When I screamed yall werent hearin me
I was begging for sympathy and humanization personal clarity.
Therapy only does so much when death aint scarin me
I sleep thinkin of who cares to see if I wake up or if I breath
I often imagine the worst fate, death waits if I cant be what I wanna be
Than what will I leave behind I just want to be heard

Shots shots shots people want me to send
Whether glocks, mocks or vodka they probably meant
Idda been dead if it wasn’t for all of my friends friends,
Sike that was my loving grandma and my fucking pen
And no I dont mean vape is that all you present
Dense headed no bread on the table where you been
Im slow on releasing music because I dont know where to begin
99 problems and only one head to think of the shit to vent

Recently had friends dip I thought they were close
But they were close like an online bitch who goes and ghost
Half way across the country but Im still feelin the notes
Heartbreak is the only thing that she wrote
Try and message a friend but they all left like I bore most
Im not a comedian I hate that I endored so much
Yet im still the clown thats supposed to perform
Should I lose composure and outpour all emotion at once im unsure

Friends leave for women, women leave for friends
Enemies pretend that destiny isn’t intent
Yet every action is made by someone with incent
Like how im controlling not to go off on you I dissent

Retract and repent, exactly what I meant cry and relent
Why am I complyin with them, thoughts on the bench
Bring them in when I vent trying to mend
Scatterbrained about my feelings I just try and express

Untitled Song (instrumental)

I wanna vomit im sick when I see her
I look in the mirror and shes clear as day
My fear is crazy, I shed a tear when I beat up
Over the fact she’s something more than a memory
Shes a bad day dream so when people ask how my day been
I say Look at my face and my statements my conscious is in my basement
Because everywhere I turn its that whore, and when I sleep I dont snore I scream
Dreaming of people that leave my ass lonely and suicidal I plead
Just stay for a little longer through the storm the grass will be greener
Like why cant it be to leave the past in the papers
Instead of draggin it with me grabbin the wiskey
Passing the papers, rolling up in my bed consider me dead
And diseased because look at my ways that im changin im not the same in the least
Insane is the beast thats here I have grit in my teeth when I drink that beer
Because if it wasn’t for her I would never be scared
That once I get something its gonna disappear
Peers dissing me like I wasn’t clear when I said I hate them
They werent patient and respectful just like my fucking ex
Because it all goes back to her my back hurts from carrying all this stress
Its gonna snap like that fuckin belt around my neck
Felt like I tried my best but my best wasn’t enough I should have checked
Mates hit the deck like we goin over board on this friend ship Respect hits
harder than this, disses are common news bartered with demons got their noose tied
Taughtem like apprentices but im still riddled with the blues
Fight with em like sentences with my speech impedements just know I wont lose
Read the facts and look at the clues, im coming up through the cracks of this
Fuck your mamas back and shit

Sick (instrumental)

My mind is filled with some lost souls
Toss them out of the box in with the new
Thats what ive been told 
old thoughts masked with some falsities 
Mind blasted lock the door and toss the keys

I feel the change of a dawn on the horizon 
Please god please stop my heart from lyin 
To my brain applyin strain I dont know who im findin
Runnin through a rogue maze apologies for cryin

Lost blinded I know there offin me
Often see demons scoffing 
Leaving crumbs of my conscious as offerings
Harboring these memories manslaughter
In the mind it seems

I grab my head and scream 
Toss the remote at the damn tv 
Because I just want to be me again
When people could be a friend 
And I could be free

I look in the mirror to try and see myself
Deep into my eyes and I can see the hell
The Deeper I the look deeper I can tell 
I dont think im doing to well eyes swelled 
Lack of sleep tears weep leap up out this jail

Time will tell if I find my inner peace riddles please
Most im not socretes I ask to stop this when I pray and sleep
Tame I keep calm and try to find my energy release
Rest in peace to the part of me I will never see
Swallow the sunshine and let it be 
Intollerently I tolerated the incompetency 
Didn’t pay attention tensions rise effortlessly
Lost my self through my own misfortune
Swallow the sunshine and let it be

Sunshine (instrumental)

stock the racks take ten 
call it that let go and watch it fall flat
Make amends attempted to cleans 
Attendant the end till death do us in 
Cock the click clack say when
Got the bitch back when I grin
What goes around came and went
Tame I wept friends left and leave

Said I need to find myself before I find company 
But I must have found him cuz no one else is here for me
When I screamed yall werent hearin me 
I was begging for sympathy and humanization personal clarity.
Therapy only does so much when death aint scarin me
I sleep thinkin of who cares to see if I wake up or if I breath
I often imagine the worst fate, death waits if I cant be what I wanna be 
Than what will I leave behind I just want to be heard

Shots shots shots people want me to send
Whether glocks, mocks or vodka they probably meant 
Idda been dead if it wasn’t for all of my friends friends, 
Sike that was my loving grandma and my fucking pen
And no I dont mean vape is that all you present 
Dense headed no bread on the table where you been
Im slow on releasing music because I dont know where to begin
99 problems and only one head to think of the shit to vent

Recently had friends dip I thought they were close 
But they were close like an online bitch who goes and ghost
Half way across the country but Im still feelin the notes
Heartbreak is the only thing that she wrote
Try and message a friend but they all left like I bore most
Im not a comedian I hate that I endored so much
Yet im still the clown thats supposed to perform
Should I lose composure and outpour all emotion at once im unsure

Friends leave for women, women leave for friends
Enemies pretend that destiny isn’t intent 
Yet every action is made by someone with incent
Like how im controlling not to go off on you I dissent

Retract and repent, exactly what I meant cry and relent
Why am I complyin with them, thoughts on the bench
Bring them in when I vent trying to mend 
Scatterbrained about my feelings I just try and express

Untitled Song

Sorry about the audio vocal cuts, my asthma was killing me..

I wanna vomit im sick when I see her
I look in the mirror and shes clear as day
My fear is crazy, I shed a tear when I beat up
Over the fact she’s something more than a memory
Shes a bad day dream so when people ask how my day been
I say Look at my face and my statements my conscious is in my basement
Because everywhere I turn its that whore, and when I sleep I dont snore I scream
Dreaming of people that leave my ass lonely and suicidal I plead
Just stay for a little longer through the storm the grass will be greener
Like why cant it be to leave the past in the papers 
Instead of draggin it with me grabbin the wiskey
Passing the papers, rolling up in my bed consider me dead
And diseased because look at my ways that im changin im not the same in the least
Insane is the beast thats here I have grit in my teeth when I drink that beer
Because if it wasn’t for her I would never be scared 
That once I get something its gonna disappear 
Peers dissing me like I wasn’t clear when I said I hate them 
They werent patient and respectful just like my fucking ex
Because it all goes back to her my back hurts from carrying all this stress 
Its gonna snap like that fuckin belt around my neck 
Felt like I tried my best but my best wasn’t enough I should have checked
Mates hit the deck like we goin over board on this friend ship Respect hits
harder than this, disses are common news bartered with demons got their noose tied
Taughtem like apprentices but im still riddled with the blues
Fight with em like sentences with my speech impedements just know I wont lose
Read the facts and look at the clues, im coming up through the cracks of this
Fuck your mamas back and shit

Sick

From swashbucklers to tall tales
Yall fuckers just toss ale 
yalls blubber just squash scales
And yall mothers just cross nails

Hopin yall skallywags all fail
Blunderbuss cockin and yall sail
With an all hell yall quale
Thinkin seadogs need to call bail

Your lassy was walkin all up my plank
Thar be a land whale, no thats a scank
Whats that stank, her goo la goon kini bottom fish tank
What the fuck this bitch thank 
Im a fucking pirate I take booty and I kill
Pillage and steal leave a bitch raise sail
Catchin bodies like my ex catchin meals

Get off my dick all these bitches shakin ass
All these disses takin fans, Flag is never half mass
Fuck these snitches fuck some class, take the gold then I pass
Im my own task force but I force tasks, give me all of the fuckin cash
Quick as I duck and dash, Watch me as I blast
All these fucking pirates in there fuckin ass

Pirate Diss

(Single Version) Once I get better equipment I plan on recording an album, this being a single released. Album will have better quality.

Wreck (x8)
I make the pussy so wet
Im drownin with no friends (please save me)
Die Floatin on some bands
Crash hopin for success (it’ll free me)
When will it fuckin end 
Confetti when I win (big party)
Friends already done left 
I just wanna be dead (please kill me)
Ran out of all respect (she drained me)
Never ran outta checks 
Cash grabbin lifes a test (Im winning)
Asthmatic I hold my breath (Not trusting)
Ive had it up to necks 
Ill start taken necks (dont test me)
Drugs on me like a vest
Fuck this shit ill rest (Dont wake me)

Imma fuckin end it represented by the hands around my neck bitch
Never questioned never bested but I sure do fucking fail
Then again its just a test when its the lesson time presents shit
To contest grit when your friends quit and your left alone oh well
Whats tucked between your legs is not your dick but its your tail
Fuck that pussy ass shit and fuck your fuckin tales

Never really gave a fuck about these bitches
Never really gave a fuck about some sticthes
Im rockin out cause I im that wicked 
93-94 esham kick it 
Fuck a hoe and fuck my bros 
They were never there for me
Everyday I sat alone 
and now my thoughts are therapy
There it be, laid out like a movie scene
Duped and beat all because of dudes I hate 
Should I scream, should I grab a gun and beam
Should that rope be tight around my neck kick my feet
We will see, fuck everyones loyalty. 
Ive been pushin my own weight
Lookin for the ones that relate, 
Soothsayer say my fate
Who’s real and who is fake
All I want is my own cake
Not this shit that my home ate
Not giving to home ayes
I made the dough ayy

Sick (instrumental)

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