Much The Same

Kiss Of The Little Red Devil

P.L.L Cunt.

Always Anti Fascist!

 so its my mum birthday weekend and I've tried doing this song for the last couple of months but its just way to hard, the beat and lyrics are here and if you've listened to any of my other shit you’ll know my style and be able to put it together in your head yourselves, there a few chops and changes probably needed to make it fit but thats all part of writing music haha,
will have some new shit up this week,
anyways much love,
Hoani 
 
Villainy andtheDead - the rose growing the darkness (searching for the light).

3 PINTS TO SOBER, PARTIES ALMOST OVER MA, LOST IN MY HEAD AGAIN SINGING THE SAME OL SONGS, CAUSE NOTHING IS THE SAME SINCE YOU BEEN GONE.

DO YOU LOOK DOWN WITH STARRY EYES?
IS THERE A SUBTLE GLOW YOU NOW CALL HOME?
MISS YOU MUCH WOULD BE AN UNDERSTATEMENT CAUSE NOTHING IS QUITE SO PERFECT WITHOUT YOU HERE,
DID YOU SEE ME? HOW EASILY I CRUMBLED? HOW FAR I CAME? THROUGH THE FLESH AND THE BONE?
DID YOU NOTICE MY SKIN TURN COLD? GUESS I CANT HIDE BEHIND MY CROOKED SMILE NOW,
CAN YOU TELL HOW MUCH IVE GROWN THESE LAST FEW YEARS? THE BLOOD, SWEAT AND TEARS, ALL THAT I ACHIEVED AND ALL THE THINGS I FUCKED UP,
ALL MY LIFE, EVERYTHING THE LEECHES AND RATS SAID I WOULDNT ACCOMPLISH, I NEVER DID ANY OF IT TO PROVE THEM WRONG , I DID IT FOR YOU BUT NOW YOUR GONE AND WHEN THINGS SEEM SO PERFECT ARE THE TIMES WHEN I FEEL MOST ALONE.

3 PINTS TO SOBER…

I LIVE WITH REGRET,
ALL THE TIMES I SHOULD OF RUNG, ALL THE TIMES I SHOULD OF SPENT BY YOUR SIDE INSTEAD OF PISSING MY LIFE AWAY, ACTING THE CLOWN, NEVER REALLY MEANING SHIT, WHAT I WOULDNT GIVE TO HEAR YOU  SPEAK AGAIN, TO HEAR THE LOVE IN YOUR WORDS OR EVEN IF YOU WERE YELLING AT ME, TELLING ME OFF, ONE OF MUMS LECTURES AND I WOULD JUST REPLY WITH ANOTHER YEA WHATEVER MA HAHA, WHAT I WOULDNT GIVE TO HEAR YOUR VOICE AGAIN, THE DAYS, HOURS, OR MINUTES MA, WHAT I WOULDNT DO TO TO ALEAST HAVE THOSE PRECIOUS SECONDS TO SAY GOOD BYE,
THE LIGHT IN MY DARKNESS, YOU ACCEPTED ME FOR ME, ALWAYS TOLD ME YOU LOVE ME AND THERE WAS NOTHING WRONG BEING DIFFERENT FROM THE REST, JUST DONT GET TO LOST INSIDE YOUR OWN HEAD, MAYBE PAINT A HAPPY PICTURE EVERY ONCE AND AWHILE, IT WOULD ALWAYS MAKE ME SMILE AND I WOULD JUST REPLY WITH ANOTHER YEA WHATEVER MA,

3 PINTS TO SOBER….

I THINK OF THE LIFE YOU HAD, ALL THAT YOU SUFFERED, THE VIOLENCE AND ABUSE BUT YOU ROSE ABOVE IT SOME HOW WITH SO MUCH LOVE AND EMPATHY IN YOUR HEART, FROM US KIDS YOU RAISED, THE FAMILY YOU AND DAD MADE, ALL WHO YOU WELCOMED INTO OUR HOME AND YOU LOVED EVERYONE ONE OF THEM  LIKE THEY WERE YOUR OWN, 
THE MANY LIVES YOU TOUCHED BUT I STRUGGLE MA,
I CANT BEAT BACK THE SADNESS, THE SADNESS BECOMES ANGER, THE ANGER BECOMES HATE AND THE HATE BECOMES BITTER, HOW DID YOU DO IT MA? HOW DID YOU LET IT GO?
I FIND THE MONTH OF MAY SO MUCH HARDER THAN ANY OTHER, ITS A REMINDER OF THE ALL THE GOOD TIMES ILL NEVER GET BACK AGAIN,
I HIDE HERE IN MY DARKNESS WHERE SHADOWS DONT EXIST, TRYIN TO PAINT A HAPPY PICTURE, THE MONTH OF MAY WHERE I FALL APART, 
EVEN WITH ALL THOSE WHO LOVE ME AROUND ME I STILL FEEL SO FUCKEN ALONE. BUT FUCK IT MA YOU RAISED A FIGHTER SO IM GOING TO ABSORB THIS EMOTION AND MAKE IT MY OWN, GUESS ILL DO WHAT I DO BEST MA, REAP WITH MY DARKNESS, NEVER BACK DOWN, WEAR THE LAST FRAGMENTS OF MY HEART UPON MY SLEEVE, HOLD ONTO YOUR LAST MEMORIES FUELING ME. FIGHT THE GOOD FIGHT THE ONLY FIGHT WORTH FIGHTING FOR.

3 PINTS TO SOBER…


The Rose That Grew In The Darkness (incomplete instrumental)

Drinking From The Goats Throat. Intro

Part One- The Pen.

i started writing the lyrics for this song in stages over the last 7 months but like most good things in my life it ended up as ashes for my shadows to rub in my face. so enjoy  the instrumental instead haha

Unicorn (chill instrumental)

demo shit.

feeling lethal pure fucken evil 
rip into your chest straight fucken eat you
 not cuz i need to but cuz i want to
piss in your face stab and bleed you
runnin a muck and never given a fuck 
face full of fear now your out of luck
now who can you turn to? no one!
only the devil will hear your cries.
broken.
needle that finds your vein
 inject The fear straight to your brain.
locust!
the trumpet that sings for the plague
hopeless!
i bring the end of days
but i love it when they fight back,
a little bit squirming. lady lust yearning.
 heads are rolling, skin is burning.
go on fight back.
kids will dance upon your graveeee
do you think their searching?
looking for you?
saying prayers?
do you think they care?
have they given up?
maybe just like me 
dont give a fuck?
celebrating with jesus?
or are you anticipating my next move?
what next i do to you, I'm in my groove.
i heard how you like to touch
how you like to fuck little children,
in the eyes of your lord?
did the beg and plea like you now
down on your knees 
who you talking to?
is god coming to save you?
while we wait ill remove your finger nails.
while we wait for your god ill show 
ill show you   you a glimpse of hell.
kids will dance upon your graves   

 floaters floaters everywhere there everywhere everywhere
little bits and pieces. hacked up. here and there here and there
floaters floaters everywhere there everywhere everywhere
little bits and pieces  here and there here and there here and there
floaters floaters everywhere religious fucken cancers everywhere

feeling lethal pure fucking evil
smear your blood all across these walls
i was born from the jackal
holy tabernacle desecrated  
with bits of flesh 
with bits of bone 
ill spell your lies out with your insides 
upon altar 
no longer behind this church will you hide
for every life you ruined
ill make an incision into back
like 40 lashes
you will wear your crown of thorns
i hear your god he likes to watch people suffer
and I'm going to make you suffer
break you're  face gouge out you're eyes
peeled back you're skin
i am pure fucken evil pure sin
straight from the devil
from the darkest pages of the black book
ill severe your toes from both your feet
force feed you make you eat 
your filth and disgust wretched soul
a little kiss upon your cheek
lets watch our judas swing in the breeze
breaking arms and legs like jesus breaks bread
speaking in tongues, pestilence.
who you trying to convince?
go ahead and protest your innocence
while i remove your scalp from your head
i bet  you now wish you were dead
like all those you forced yourself upon.
but this aint over yet
im still to claim your bag of gold
castrated ill rape your mother mary with your lifeless cock
and you and your god can both watch
while you bleed out .
kids will dance upon your grave


Floaters (religious Cancer)

demo shit.
HE TAKES A SIP OF HIS LAST DRINK.
STARING OUT AT THE SUNSET.
BEYOND THE HORIZON HE SEES HIS MEMORIES. IN THE HOPE WHEN ALL IS SAID AND DONE HE’LL NEVER FORGET THEM.
GOOD MOURNING KISSES. LUNCHTIME TXT MESSESGES.
PICKING UP THE EXTRAS FORGOTTEN ON THE LIST FOR DINNER.
WALKING IN THAT DOOR HEARING THE SAME OL SONG AS SHE SINGS ALONG TOO.
THAT CHEEKY GRIN SHE GIVES WHEN SHE PRETENDS NOT TO NOTICE HIM, HE SNEAKS UP BEHIND HER FOR THAT SWEET EMBRACE, THE SPARKS THAT FLY AS HE WRAPS HIS ARMS AROUND HER WAIST. THE SOFT KISS UPON HER NECK AND ALL IS PERFECT IN THE WORLD. THE LONG DAY WAITED HELLO.
SHARED CONVERSATIONS ABOUT THEIR DAY OVER DINNER. MAKING PLANS FOR THE WEEKEND, HES WANTING FOR NOTHING MORE IN THE AMBER OF  HAPPINESS UPON HER FACE.
WITH THE VOICE IN HIS HEAD SINGING
MATE YOU YOU DONT KNOW LUCKY YOU ARE.

I NEVER WANTED TO LET YOU GO.
NEVER WANTED TO HURT YOU. ONLY EVER WANTED TO MAKE YOU SMILE.
GUESS ILL NEVER KNOW THE REASONS WHY YOU PUSHED ME OUT? WHY YOU WANTED ME TO HATE YOU? CAUSE THAT SOMETHING I COULD NEVER DO. THESE WILL BE LAST WORDS I WRITE ABOUT YOU.
AND WITH THIS SCAR ILL JUST  FADE AWAY.
I NEVER WANTED A FAIRYTALE JUST ALWAYS FIGURED NO MATTER HOW IT WORKED OUT WE WOULD ALWAYS BE FRIENDS BUT THATS JUST NOT HOW THIS STORY GOES. ILL TAKE THIS SCAR AND JUST FADE FROM YOUR MEMORY. (BURN ME LIKE THE REST)

HE FEELS WIND AT HIS BACK. STARING DOWN AT HIS HANDS REMEMBERING THE GOOD TIMES HOLDING ONTO WHAT HE WONT EVER FORGET. LIFE ALWAYS PULLS YOU IN DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS BUT THEY ALWAYS CAME BACK TOGETHER IN THE MIDDLE. SHE HAD HER FRIENDS AND HE HAD HIS. FOUR LEGGED FRIEND AT HOME. THE HUMBLE BEGINNINGS OF FAMILY. 2 SEPARATE LIVES PARTNERED AS ONE, SHARING DREAMS AND WRITING A LIFE STORY TOGETHER. ENDLESS CHAPTERS OF MEMORIES. THE GOOD AND THE BAD TIMES. TOGETHER THEY CONQUERED THEIR FEARS. WHEN IT ALL FELL APART.THEY REBUILT AND CAME BACK STRONGER TOGETHER. SAW OUT THE STORMY WEATHER.
BATHING IN THE LIGHT OF THE SUNSHINE . HE WOULD HOLD HER CLOSE FEELING THE WARMTH AND KINDNESS AS HE STARES MESMERISED BY THE BEAUTY IN HER EYES. WITH VOICE IN HIS HEAD SINGING
MATE YOU DONT KNOW HOW LUCKY YOU ARE.

I NEVER WANTED TO LET YOU GO.
NEVER WANTED TO HURT YOU. ONLY EVER WANTED TO MAKE YOU SMILE.
GUESS ILL NEVER KNOW THE REASONS WHY YOU PUSHED ME OUT? WHY YOU WANTED ME TO HATE YOU? CAUSE THAT SOMETHING I COULD NEVER DO. THESE WILL BE LAST WORDS I WRITE ABOUT YOU.
AND WITH THIS SCAR ILL JUST  FADE AWAY.
I NEVER WANTED A FAIRYTALE JUST ALWAYS FIGURED NO MATTER HOW IT WORKED OUT WE WOULD ALWAYS BE FRIENDS BUT THATS JUST NOT HOW THIS STORY GOES. ILL TAKE THIS SCAR AND JUST FADE FROM YOUR MEMORY. (BURN ME LIKE THE REST)


HE BUTTONS HIS SHIRT UP, COMBS HIS HAIR, NOT THE USUAL EFFORT, THAT WAS SOMETHING THEY NEVER CARED FOR,
THEY RAISED A FAMILY TOGETHER, IT WAS A CHERISH, IT CAME WITH ALL THE USUAL HARDSHIPS AND STRAINS BUT THEIR BOND RAISED THEIR CHILDREN STRONG, EACH HAD A PART THEY PASSED ON, 
IT WAS IN THE FESTIVE TIMES WHEN THE FAMIY HOME WOULD BE FULL AGAIN, HE WOULD LOSE HIS BREATH WHEN HE SAW HER IN HIS GRANDCHILDREN'S EYES AND SMILES AND HE WOULD LOOK FOR HER AND SHE WOULD SMILE THE SAME SMILE AND HE WOULD HEAR THAT VOICE HIS SINGING BRAH YOU DONT KNOW HOW LUCKY YOU ARE

I NEVER WANTED TO LET YOU GO.
NEVER WANTED TO HURT YOU. ONLY EVER WANTED TO MAKE YOU SMILE.
GUESS ILL NEVER KNOW THE REASONS WHY YOU PUSHED ME OUT? WHY YOU WANTED ME TO HATE YOU? CAUSE THAT SOMETHING I COULD NEVER DO. THESE WILL BE LAST WORDS I WRITE ABOUT YOU.
AND WITH THIS SCAR ILL JUST  FADE AWAY.
I NEVER WANTED A FAIRYTALE JUST ALWAYS FIGURED NO MATTER HOW IT WORKED OUT WE WOULD ALWAYS BE FRIENDS BUT THATS JUST NOT HOW THIS STORY GOES. ILL TAKE THIS SCAR AND JUST FADE FROM YOUR MEMORY. (BURN ME LIKE THE REST)




Fairytale (fade From You're Memory)

demo shit. union thugs.
WHATEVER IT TAKES.
draconian laws designed by pigs and rats.
injustice to try and break us.
rob us of our dignity. our right to work and return home safely.
defiance is duty. we are unionised workers to the end.
with our pledged allegiance to the flag of eureka.
from the courts to the streets we will bring about our enemies defeat.
strength in numbers you’ll never walk alone.
whatever it takes. whatever the stakes.
we’r working class street fighters. you'll never cross our line. here for the blue. workers prepared to do their time.
so send in the horses and the cowards you call men.
I've got a bag full of marbles and a half hearted grin.
so fight the fight worth fighting for and fight to win!
blood for blood struggle to the fucken bitter end.

whatever it takes whatever the stakes. we fight to win so let the battle begin.
c&g division always out to make strife. proud to be union till the day we fucken die!

a melting pot of militant minds. rank an file workers downing tools, marching to the frontline.
you’ll regret the day you provoked us. you want a war? we will give you a war! a war you cant win.
100yrs of history on our side defending families and workers rights

nothing we cant do. nothing we cant achieve. we built this city and wear the fact like a heart on our sleeve.
we built this city with heart and soul and will bring this city to its fucken knees!
whatever it takes!
you fucken with him? you're  fucken with me! you fucken with her? you're fucken with him! you're fucken with me!
brotherhood this is sisterhood. this is working life providing for family life!
whatever it takes whatever the stakes!
multinational run govt. trying to gain the upper hand. this is a working class street fight. we’ll burn your palace down and watch the flames rise as we raise our glasses into the night!

whatever it takes whatever the stakes. we fight to win so let the battle begin.
c&g division always out to make strife. proud to be union till the day we fucken die!
draconian laws designed by pigs rats!
when injustice is law. defiance is duty!
whatever it takes whatever the stakes. we fight to win so let the battle begin.
c&g division always out to make strife. union fucken thugs till the day we fucken die!
1.2.3 and a bit all freeloaders can suck my dick!
hang all scab workers and bury them in shit!
whatever it takes!













 


Whatever It Takes

demo shit.
I REMEMBER MATCHBOX CARS . ONE HAND ONE GLOVE BOXING FUCKEN MATCHES.
DIFFERENT SCHOOLS DIFFERENT FRIENDS BUT STILL BEST MATES TO THE END.
I WAS ALWAYS ON THE OUTSIDE BUT WHEN I HUNG WITH YOU FELT LIKE I WAS APART OF THE COOL KIDS CLUB HAHA
EVEN AS TEENAGER WHEN YOUR FRIENDS HATED ON ME YOU ALWAYS STOOD BY ME.
ILL NEVER FORGET THAT SHIT
ALWAYS HAD MY BACK AND ILL NEVER FORGET THAT.

EVEN THOUGH WE CAME FROM DIFFERENT MOTHERS. DIFFERENT FATHERS. I STILL LOVE YOU LIKE A FUCKEN BROTHER .
NO MATTER HOW FAR APART ILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU NOTHING I WOULDN'T DO
THE TRUE REMAIN TRUE.
NOTHING BUT LOVE FOR YOU MY BROTHER.

I REMEMBER WHEN I WAS 16 AND HOW CLOSE WE CAME TO LOSING YOU, COULDN'T IMAGINE A WORLD WITHOUT YOU IN IT BROTHER.
GO SO ANGRY, HATING ON MYSELF. FELT LIKE I LET YOU DOWN, I SHOULD OF BEEN THERE FOR YOU LIKE YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME
BUT MANIFEST DESTINY FROM THE BOTTOM TO THE TOP YOU CAME BACK STRONGER THAN EVER AND THIS HAS NEVER CHANGED.
I REMEMBER YOU KYE AND I
WELLY TO AUCKLAND PARTIES AND NYEARS. MIKEYS GOLD CARD HAHA
AND THE BLUR OF THE UK. AND THATS ALL I SAY ABOUT THAT HAHA YOU KNOW.

EVEN THOUGH WE CAME FROM DIFFERENT MOTHERS DIFFERENT FATHERS. I STILL LOVE YOU LIKE A FUCKEN BROTHER .
NO MATTER HOW FAR APART ILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU NOTHING I WOULDN'T DO
THE TRUE REMAIN TRUE.
NOTHING BUT LOVE FOR YOU MY BROTHER.

I REMEMBER HOW CLOSE I CAME TO LOSING TO MY ADDICTIONS. SOMEHOW MADE THE BEST DECISION IVE EVER MADE GAVE ALL THAT SHIT AWAY.
EVERYONE ELSE WAS HATING AND DOUBTING BUT AS USUAL YOU STOOD BY ME. TELLING ME “TO DO YOURE THING BOYEE”
YOU NEVER FALTERED AND ILL NEVER FORGET THAT SHIT BRO. NEVER.
I REMEMBER WHEN YOU MET THE LOVE OF YOURE LIFE AND WHEN YOU HAD A CHILD TOGETHER 
NO WORDS COULD DESCRIBE THE HAPPINESS I SAW  OR THE HAPPINESS I FELT  TO SEE YOU AND YOUR FAMILY.
THE DAY YOU TWO MARRIED AND YOU HAD CROOKED ME AS YOUR BEST MAN HAHA.
AND JUST LIKE YOU CLAIRE WELCOMED ME IN AND I GAINED ANOTHER SISTER.
BEST OF ALL ANOTHER NEPHEW AND CANT FUCKEN WAIT ANOTHER ONE ON THE WAY BRO YEEOW HAHA

EVEN THOUGH WE CAME FROM DIFFERENT MOTHERS. DIFFERENT FATHERS. I STILL LOVE YOU LIKE A FUCKEN BROTHER .
NO MATTER HOW FAR APART ILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU NOTHING I WOULDN'T DO
THE TRUE REMAIN TRUE.
NOTHING BUT LOVE FOR YOU MY BROTHER.

AND ALL THROUGH THESE YEARS 
WHEN OTHERS DOUBTED YOU SUPPORTED. WHEN I FELL I APART YOU PICKED UP PIECES.
EVEN WHEN I FUCKED UP AND HURT YOUR SHIT YOU ALWAYS FORGIVEN ME.
GAVE ME THE SWIFT BOOT UP THE ASS. THE HARD WORD TO GET MY SHIT BACK TOGETHER.
AND ILL NEVER FORGET THAT. NEVER.

EVEN THOUGH WE CAME FROM DIFFERENT MOTHERS DIFFERENT FATHERS. I STILL LOVE YOU LIKE A FUCKEN BROTHER .
NO MATTER HOW FAR APART ILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU NOTHING I WOULDN'T DO
THE TRUE REMAIN TRUE.
NOTHING BUT LOVE FOR YOU MY BROTHER.



 


Written In Blood.

Moments (evil Within)

do evil shit cause heavens for cunts. 
lots of riffs and pages of words just still working out my flow and mixing mastering side of things. 
good laugh along the way.
hiphop rocky w.a 6168-69 rawrrrr


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