Demos [2025]

Tko [irby]

Pushthebutton (ft. dellyvadova, twothousandmyles) [otm, percstro, novachance]

Actright [zachcs, blakethagreat]

Backroads [irby, jolst]

prod @zachcs @beck 
samples "Team" by Lorde

Lorde [zachcs, beck]

mk
[0:00] - Haven't Been The Same (Solo)
[0:48] - Live Laugh n Cry @popilization @okami200bpm
[1:44] - Carbon @popilization
[2:28] - Hero @makemeapromise
[3:02] - Artsick @popilization @kurchev
[3:44] - Niche / Call Me (Solo)
[4:28] - Sweat @zzdox @txqiio
[5:33] - Terminal @popilization
[6:28] - Whatever @salviaparadox
[7:29] - Plaid @popilization
[8:37] - Jumped @zzdox
[9:10] - Lost Me @9ao
[10:28] - Spring @0k1ro
[12:20] - The Last Time (Solo)
[13:09] - Dortmund (Solo)
[14:09] - Tiger (Solo)
[15:22] - Yesterday (Solo)
[16:31] - Move Slow (Solo)
[17:08] - Free Soul @prod_acu
[18:23] - Rover @hxini
[19:02] - Taste @ihateukidu
[19:54] - June @kirakirapop
[20:57] - Angel (Solo)
[22:21] - Rasta @naoyarei

x_C_2025

i am now twenty years old  ! ! !  ~~ (٭°̧̧̧ω°̧̧̧٭) 

beats with @popilization @rewind214 @faintthearted @ki7a @owwen12 @surelyia @gmodravemix 

special thanks to @1lexycat and @surelyia for letting me sample their music...

uneven_dreams~~clips (─‿‿─)

@miskowaanzhe @ki7a

skinny bitch make me sad </3
i get a little pissed off
when i c some 1 pass 2 well
pretty bitch make me mad (#｀-_ゝ-)
she luv toyin wit me
when she wna hit up my cell
sum of these thoughts way 2 damn bad
i might end up in hell   ＞︿＜

hell ,,,
that's fine
fk it
oh well

tell (x2) me what you havent gotten over
i cnt tell dnt leave me 2 infer
smearing my headspace back 2 a blur

i cn't answer....

skinny bitch make me sad :/
i get a little pissed off
when i c some 1 pass 2 well
pretty bitch make me mad (T_T)
she luv toyin wit me
when she wna hit up my cell
sum of these thoughts way 2 damn bad
i might end up in hell （；´д｀）

hell ,,,
that's fine
fk it
oh well

[hell (x2)
cell (x2)]

cross ur heart (○´･д･)ﾉ
n tell me u wnt evr switch
huh? fkn wit u even
when u call me btch
ugh, new prescription
new addiction
uppin it

ugh, ahh ＞﹏＜

open ur mouth
ask how
can't tell how u- nah... (x2)
can't tell how u
feel (x3) tell
feel ⊙.☉

[  uhhhhh idk wtf that means, stfu . ]

skinny bitch make me sad </3
i get a little pissed off
when i c some 1 pass 2 well
pretty bitch make me mad (#｀-_ゝ-)
she luv toyin wit me
when she wna hit up my cell
sum of these thoughts way 2 damn bad
i might end up in hell   ＞︿＜

hell ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
tell ....................

toyin wit me @julia @kita

Production by https://soundcloud.com/heroz2299
Featuring https://soundcloud.com/kinsleygrey
sidenote; i think certain lyrics don't match with whats said now 

So I've been waiting if you'd come right back
I've been on my own you can't beat that
Sacrifice myself for your approval 
But i can tell you're not running back
You'd run into the city ya
But i ignore myself so i can't see my path
And i have my eyes closed i can't see right back 

Every drop of my tears they're just blue and red
Spend my nights wrong; i'm in so much denial
I'd cry about you, then walk a thousand more miles
x1

kinsley;
i walk in, most known in the room
High asf making music, cause that’s what I do
capsules to the gut, I’m tryna forget you
y- you did me wrong but I’m still missing you…
i do this for me, I got nothing to prove
and my phone's on dnd, i’m not trying to hear from you
off the drugs, i try to fix my mood
think i got to see shit from a different view

do you get the message?
i’m tryna get away from this
i’m tryna learn from my wrongs before i’m in a ditch
no, i can’t miss.. but when I’m gone will i be missed?
I cry out to you, are you hearing this?
Almost called it quits
i couldn’t put up with this
fuck.. i gotta move on from this
I gotta move on from this
I gotta move on from this

bla bla

bla bla @heroz

@seraphicwings @gmodravemix 
photo @pitifulrock

in the moment
show me like you showed them
touch me turn me golden
i wish time was frozen
cough up smoking potent
ive been in the sewers like a rodent
when i speak i feel like choking
i cant reason, dont have motives
please tell me that you're joking
you wish you knew my emotions
x it out like i mark the spot
pull my strings until they're taut
i feel too much yeah i feel a lot
something clicked inside its like a lock
im so scared that you moved on
im so good at holding back tears
its like second nature when you're gone
my first is to keep you here

Second nature prod phana og

cldnt fit all da names in the title ):

instagram.com/_____cni
https://x.com/i2006i92006i

[0:00] Coach Carter Intro - Greatest Fear
[0:40] Rabona @177p
[1:47] Prince Of Santos @44yy
[2:47] Lmk When It's Over @zzdox @liveanndlearn
[3:12] Stereo World @1alx
[3:59] Warm Day @kirakirapop
[4:40] Me You & Her
[5:20] Purple Eyes @zzdox @liveanndlearn
[6:13] Believe and Fly @roseara
[6:54] Oracle @44yy
[7:37] Perplexed
[8:15] Heaven @yurkiez @trekyo
[9:17] Intrusive @ssongbirdssing @gnrlyx
[10:07] Xo @casketo
[11:00] More Life @liveanndlearn @44yy @hywel47
[11:53] Make Peace
[12:40] She Loves Like Crazy
[13:20] Oh My God @zzdox
[14:24] Lame
[15:33] Mercedes / Sleep On Me
[16:18] Remind Me @nouvelle_angleterre
[16:55] You Talk A Lot @hyperoverdrivefaith
[17:25] Sweep @nouvelle_angleterre
[18:09] Opera
[18:38] Really @hywel47
[20:40] Who are You @hywel47
[21:59] Buggy
[23:08] Alterbach @liveanndlearn
[24:40] Leave It @popilization
[25:58] Scanned @venexxi @1hallow
[27:04] Woke Ya Up
[28:12] In The End @danikiyoko @nonidoi + Bbysizzun + Gomaz
[29:20] Kitsurubami @nonidoi @por11
[30:33] Kmri @danikiyoko
[31:35] The Gift Of Life @21js
[34:04] It's Something I Think Of And I Cherish Even Though It's Unreachable

Grit @177p @Live&Learn @Zzdox @44y @Pop @Casketz @Hywel @21 @Yurkiez @Alx & More

nota: i have been in an intense period of emotional struggle recently and music has been one of the only ways that ive been able to maintain my personhood it feels like. with my job and school being incredibly stressful, and with my relationships coming and going, and having so much extracurricular social obligations, i’ve felt very worn out. this song is mostly about my dad if you can’t tell

歌词：
i’m missin her bad
don’t know how to act
i can’t switch out the bad for the good
that girl hurting me bad but it’s good

i ain’t talk to my dad in a month
swear it’s hate but im missin his love
when his brother died i was thirteen
he ain’t been the same that shit hurt me
i don’t think that he will ever change
i’m not his daughter so i changed my name
not a comic book so i changed my name
im not who he wanted so i changed my name
i’m not who he wanted so i changed my name
not his fucking son not the one i claim
out the fucking picture cut me out the frame
for my fucking trauma he’s the one to blame
i don’t like myself and he’s the one to blame
on his fucking armor where my lungs are flayed
my lungs are flayed
yeah taxidermy put me on display
put me in a box where my bones decay
i ain’t want fuck but he got it
my god won’t allow it
my god put a gun to his head while he showered
my god saw abuse and he god damn allowed
i’ll pull out my dick and i’ll piss on his grave
yeah i’ll pull out the blick and i swear it’s no space where it’s safe to be hiding
he want me to be who he wanted me to be i refused and that’s why he been treat me like dirt
i don’t fuck with the way that he treat me it’s like he would rather be dead than a man of his word
i swear to god it’s like reason could rain from the heavens and still he would find him a way to ignore all the manna been served

manna (luanne)

canada goose

SIDE A of "YW4L Vol. 1". 
All tracks solo produced by me. All thanks go to those who've supported me along the way. Shoutout to $amaad, HiiTrill, NLS, Jeffro, and Ferg.

$amaad - NawFr prod. YWCove

"whoever you are && wherever you are &&  however you feel,
i’m starting to think we’re still a lot alike
I’ve danced around in circles trying to get you back in my sight
I’ve spun our roads singing our favorite songs at night 
I’ve driven myself towards death trying to set things right

In the last year or 2 i’ve grown in ways
you wouldn’t ever imagine 
I’ve cheered for you on the other side of walls 
That you can’t listen or see through 
 
I’ve realized i was speaking to you in a language I had yet to understand 
And despite it all your unwavering patience let you sit and listen
I’ve realized it all too late

I shy away from apologies because for every sorry i hear from you we’d be up all night listening to 99 more from me
Sometimes when it’s time to rest I close my eyes to be greeted by dreams of rebuilding the world I once lived in 

In life sometimes a door is closed and is never to be opened again 
But what is one to do when the door leads to home?
Well, who knows…"

 - d


WORKING ON DYING 
dedicated to P, <3

Lorde [zachcs, beck]

vil synth

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