once* + fleafriends

https://share.amuse.io/track/vil-synth-all-american-puppet
Produced by Pete Los
Written, recorded, and engineered by @vilsynth

Backend
Unranked in my classes
I keep my soul on me, like my dad did
I peak around and leave my phone on, lights are flashing
It's passing, how the hell I made it here with no passion?

It's lust, flaccid
No wonder I'm a bad kid
I left my trace, it's easily retracted
I need to be distracted, it's eating me alive
Eating me alive, yeah, yeah

I walk through studded tracks
They're "keeping me in check", man fuck all that
I'll take a shuttle back and paint over my nails, make fun of that
I'm not your son, in fact
I'm everything you think that's running back
I faked a hundred acts, I'm patient with myself, man suck on that

Yeah, narcissist
But that don't make no sense, I hate all parts of it
The heart of it is beating on my chest like its a partisan
It's hard to sense, but every time I feel it, I play my
Cards again

Spotify + Apple Music

All-American Puppet

@dishonors @grimgardx

02.22.24

sun go cold and the night fall
things get old its a cycle
say bad things, it ain't right tho
talk to the hand, i don't like you
should know i don't wanna fight tho
we goin up, yea, that's my hope
me, you, and us, yea, that's my home

yea i see you there, with yo pretty face 
yea i'm bout that shi, ion play pretend 
i said i'm bout that shi, n my shorty never end
another cycle bby, we js gotta make amends 
u said i gotta grow up if i wanna show up
all ur fcking mistakes, they js made me throw up
but i don’t wanna listen, i js wanna go up 
they gon peak in high school, watch until i glow up

oh no, i think that its over
cause baby we've grown up
and i gotta own up to what i said
way down down in the deep u done left me dead
all my apologies went over your head
study this melody then you'll understand
what u meant to me was all in your hands

sun go cold and the night fall
things get old its a cycle
say bad things, it ain't right tho
talk to the hand, i don't like you
should know i don't wanna fight tho
we goin up, yea, that's my hope
me, you, and us, yea, that's my home

yk that im urs, i'm stuck inna cycle 
yk that’s my ho, ella es my idol (she is my idol)
i got the paper, got the money, but i'm still feeling idle 
even when i'm upset yk that i'm still yours, this shi a cycle

cycles ft. ephraim (grimgar)

my tribute to trying* w/ sydney + gunk

no love @jannah

thought about you. love you wherever you are.
produced by me.

if theres a man inside the sky then tell me why he dont watch over me
the priests all told me lies said i'd be fine and tried controlling me
im fucked up screaming to myself be optimistic
i could write a thousand songs but they won't ever really listen
if that mans up in the sky then tell me why my guys inside a coffin
tried to make a promise told him time and time to try and stop it
that shit sobering it put you in your place
while you check your phone daily so you dont forget his face

if that god up in the sky is so divine and heavensent
then why the fuck can humans lie and kill and cut they shit with fent
why they send me to that school
and make me listen to that shit
and manipulate me till i dont know what really exists
cause my whole town full of addicts and run down and failed dreams
but i still say im in new york and i still say im in the scene
but no one really had my back when i was contemplating hanging
instead they was hanging out while i was staring at a screen

and you aint ever hold me close
you aint ever teach me love the way you taught the holy ghost
so put your hands on me again and say its in the name of god
ill close my eyes and keep it quiet for the one who matters most
tell me something that i'll forget until im with a therapist
i know there's sins inside my brain that aint a fault of parenting
but i cant help these dirty feelings
something i just cant explain
crucify me upside down and let the devil take the blame
amen

of love and scripture prod me

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prod. @tripod_music

off da mary jane i get stupid :p
they gon criticize my every movement
nothing ever feels real, but im really lucid??
put him to the test, make him prove it!!
i said everything in jest, thought you knew this..
look into the mirror but dont know who it is
wanna hang, but you changed tho
if he wanna talk, turn him into Jane Doe
all this heat on me, gotta lay low
swear i never did it for the peso
vaporizing medicine
ya she heaven-sent
they dont even kno the garments that im steppin in!
head hurts :/ ya i need acetaminophen
they gon hate on me :( bc im feminine
pls dont rain on me can we make amends?

stupid prod. tripod

a heart of pure gold is only worthy of the value within
cover by @1ure
prod. qweshkka

baby im tryn laylow witcha
you not like them hoes where if i go broke you would try to switchup
im tryna have you in my picture
im tryna make you my lil missus
im tryna have you hold my back when this shi get tight could you do that for me?

i really hope you can hold my hand and trust my plan let me guide you through it
im not like them other men you can take a chance promise i wont screw it
i put my all into this shi
id put my all into this btc
i gave my all and i still split
you gave it all it turned your heart rich

so why can't for me be the same?
lost myself tryna find a new plain
ran into your mom yesterday she asked how i was doin i said i was great
but thats not true at all
xnny up on my tongue im gon chew it all

cause im finna ball
i learned as a kid how 2 hold it in so i stand tall
i hold myself with pride
maybe thats my ego i still cant decide
i put my body through hell and its still not enough, who draws that line?

i been that kid since the day 1
now every1 tryn call me slime
i been that kid since the jump
a real purp spilla im sippin on slime

ill sip wtv yall put in my cup
downin these toxins im fnna throw up
i think its time that i put down the mud
not literally i js mean this is too much
i think its time that i stop being ignorant
i know im the problem and i always was

i knew i was trouble since young
never knew it wld lead me 2 uppin a gun
icin the feeling i feel in my gut
downin these toxins i needa go numb
i think its time to recover my blood
mean that in 2 ways love you deeper than cuts

i needa stop givin in
i needa stop lettin yall boss me around
i needa learn when to quit
we needa stop if you not gon hold me down

baby im tryn laylow witcha
you not like them hoes where if i go broke you would try to switchup
im tryna have you in my picture
im tryna make you my lil missus
im tryna have you hold my back when this shi get tight could you do that for me?

i really hope you can hold my hand and trust my plan let me guide you through it
im not like them other men you can take a chance promise i wont screw it
i put my all into this shi
id put my all into this btc
i gave my all and i still split
you gave it all it turned your heart rich

laylow

produced by me
with @dolphin1ray @laindotcom

HUGE thank you to @killz for helping me with the mixdown and for generally hyping me up on this drop u da goat

this project has been in the works for like 5+ months i hope you guys enjoy it thank u 4 waiting

dota +laindotcom & raysun

prod by me + @poisonedcheeto

forgot to post :p EP SOON

All-American Puppet

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