p. jae luna, simon levine

It’s okay I guess
Why do you have to act so nonchalant instead of being honest?
(Why do you?)
I’m sitting in my room again, wondering what I did wrong
(What to do?)
I’ve cried what a waste of tears
What a waste of years of my life
(What a waste of years of my life)

It was you who always wanted to see me
And it was you who said you wanted to be with me
And I’m trying not to make it a big deal
But now I've met you and nothing else feels real

It was you who said we need to get closer
And it was you who kept begging me come over
And I'm trying not to make it a big deal
But my head can’t help from making a big deal

Everything you said upset you
Everything you said made you sad
Every time I made a mistake, I apologized
But you won’t do the same
I take the blame

It was you who always wanted to see me
And it was you who said you wanted to be with me
And I’m trying not to make it a big deal
But now I've met you and nothing else feels real

It was you who said we need to get closer
And it was you who kept begging me come over
And I'm trying not to make it a big deal
But my head can’t help from making a big deal

Big deal

Big Deal

feat @46b and @grapes_1

wow, out in the town
find out what i mean to you
find out what i mean to you (sit down, care about patience)
wow, out in the town
find out what i mean to you
find out what i mean to you (sit down, care about patience)
wow, out in the town
find out what i mean to you
find out what i mean to you (sit down, care about patience)
wow, out in the town
find out what i mean to you
find out what i mean to you (sit down, care about patience)

stuck and conflicted
how can i fix this
they told me i'm trippin
but they waited til i fell down
i know that i miss it
you know that i miss it
so what's the point of waiting why can't i tell you now
(guessed it)
find out what i meant to you
i'm too focused on what shouldve been with you
i'd be lying if i didnt say
that that was true

guess it
guess it
guess it
guess it
guess
guess
guess
guess
guess
guess
guess
guess




i didnt want this, nd u just wanted somethin
dont say i mean something to u when u dont mean it
im losin reasons to keep stayin with u

tryna trick me into thinkin i miss u
always tellin me "lets do this 4 the one time"
i remember when u were always my lifeline
now every time that we talk, u take my lifetime

we aint meant to work
left this relationship hurt
and i dont know if i can recover

please dont try to get me back
had me feelin so damn sad
its just fucked to even try

no i dont mind
a simple sorry
but i dont want yo bullshit where you talkin on yo life
ugh, istg i would rather just die, just die 

writing this shit down, it's my letter
writing this shit- writing this shit  down
it's my letter
writing this shit down, it's my letter
writing this shit down- writing this shit  down
it's my letter
down, it's my letter (no i don't mind)
down, it's my letter (no i don't mind)
down, it's my letter (no i don't mind)
down, it's my letter (no i don't mind)

sit down care about patience
wow, out in the town
find out what i mean to you
sit down care lose patience

wrote you last night, awaiting response* w/edyn+ grapes

obligatory bday post but super late lmao

Cover of Problems by Pinegrove

Problems

prod @audiachain @audiachain <#
composed by daisy&me

D: A type of pain you cant understand 
a steady razor lays in my hand
L: And i'm the coward who kills the man
but by the end i'm who you can't stand

D: I find it so oddly cathartic
when i breathe in your toxins
until i get knocked unconscious 

i struggle to be yours, i'm sick of these detours
tear off my skin and say i want her features 
L: Instead i run and run right back to you, oh to you, oh

i threw away the letter
it's something i remember all too well
D: You made my life so tender
but not before you threw me down that well

L: I find it so oddly exciting
when you breathe where my mouth is
until i get knocked unconscious

D: I struggle to be yours, i'm sick of these detours
tear off my skin and say i want her features 
L: Instead i run and run right back to you, oh to you, oh
just say i'm right, my face is light 
D: You threw the plate out of spite
and all of the pieces flew in my eyes

L: I can hold my breath when you choke my neck
when you scream and bet on my life and death
D: If i make it out of this nervous wreck
D+L: I'll ask what kept you from saying "i promise"

L: You lie in bed and cannot chase me
i fight my head for what escapes me

HQ Download: https://lyrestill.bandcamp.com/track/detours-to-with-daisy-chain

02 Detours to (+Daisy Chain)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/vil13/the-acoustics
Produced, written, recorded, and engineered by @vilsynth

Keep driving, I’ll smoke my cigarette and cope
I’m grown, it’s cold, I fall asleep to jokes
Go slow on a dark road, My baby’s in her see through clothes
Invoking a show for every little piece of gold
New friends, No loose ends
I’ll fantasize again
I spend my every waking minute on the prize i’ll win 
I’m raw and decomposed, but you already know
I’ve shown myself to be that guy, the one that never shows
Thank god that no one knows
That boy with stunted growth
Reel all my teeth
And put them on your fingertips
It’s getting close to midnight
Reel all my teeth
And put them on your fingertips
It’s getting close to midnight
Break a bone to chew on after hours
A faded home to lose on, and a coward
Leasing every moment to the power
Release all serotonin I devour

Streaming

Sugar Cube

need a break

all these people around they just staring at me
betting all this pressure you get what you deserve 
just waiting for this week to loop again
and now i get the reason why i fucked it up
you left to rot i didnt forget 
and i just thought about it i dont think your my friend
i see it up there
you tryna mess with my friends thats no cool at all 
i cant wait to see you fall
wish i could disapear 
you tryna mess my head on the phone tryna call
how could you just fake your love

i wake up i got back in my bed now the days gone
i hate love all the same cus we break up
i got stains on my bed cus the makeup.  4x

you dont understand what mean to me
your my looooooooooooooooooove

you dont understand what mean to me
your my looooooooooooooooooove

backing away from everything

[Chorus]
Girl, I call you when I finish up at work
And I promise to you that I'll make it worth it
And I'm sorry that I couldn't make it work when
You needed me the most and I was hopeless
Girl, I can make it up to you, I swear
And I can tell you find it hard
But I just wanna show you that I care
And I didn't mean to hurt you

[Verse]
I made it out the rough
I'll make it out again
This time I know my stuff
I said, "This time I think I'll win"
My mind was in the dump
My thoughts went to the bin
They told me something crazy, now
I know I just can't quit
And I know I made it tough
I know it wasn't fair
That I wasn't 'round for you
And I acted without care
I brought it up in reefer
I hope you understand
That I wrote it down for you
And I told you how I feel

[Chorus]
So I'll call you when I finish up at work
And I promise to you that I'll make it worth it
And I'm sorry that I couldn't make it work when
You needed me the most and I was hopeless
Girl, I can make it up to you, I swear
And I can tell you find it hard
But I just wanna show you that I care
And I didn't mean to hurt you

night at work

Visualizer https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uO3C-tERKxM

Always passing the blame
You wanted to play that game where you act like theres nothing to talk about
Right as you called out my name, was clear all over your face
Your lovebombs are something i can live without

Looking down, I threw up
Theres a hole in my gut holding me by the neck
Looking down, I looked up
Why was I bleeding so much
You ruined my favorite shirt 
It costs like $53

Fall apart at the seams as you ruin me
Throwing rocks at your knees just to see if you feel anything

I close my eyes, you show up
Sometimes I wish Id grow up but other times it feels like its all too fast
Getting burns in the grass, just trying to make it last
It hurts but at least it lingers

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It's All Pale

Prequel forever w/ thatcherblackwood, gunk, edyn, fleafriends

Complaints (AI Remaster 2024)

FUCKED freestyle what the FUCK is wrong with this guy

Cover art http://twitter.com/ukon3333

(Lyrics)
I’m with the shit I’m the goat
you are not shit you a hoe
I ride her wave lika boat
You wanna talk let’s go
If you wanna box let’s go
I wrap it up and I go
I’m not your friend, not your bro
I rock margiela my clothes 

I’m in the back of her bus like Rosa 
You fuckin with me I don’t know ya
That nigga broke, he need a mf cast
I cannot deal with that shit in the past
Your bitch a problem, your not gonna last
Don’t talk to me if you’re music is trash

It’s gon get lit when I walk in the function 
Me and you’re bitch joined up like a junction 
Bitch dont talk shit bitch you buggin
We gon pull up like it’s nothin

Nigga your dirty you not gon get love
Nigga your thirty your a pest your a bug
Your life is sad you need a hug
You not gon get in the key is not under the rug

I’m with the muchacho’s we out in Cancun 
We fuck it up like a mf typhoon 
Bitch you goofy you look like a baboon
Bitch you a sheep you jump over the moon
I’m on the hunt for a mf rune 
Bitch you sound stupid you outta tune
My life is crazy like mf dune
Pull up lil bitch wtf you gonna do

THANK YOU FOR 500!!!!

Sugar Cube

vil

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