I've had something on my mind for a very long time now, maybe 3 years at this point. And I just can't seem to stop thinking about it. Did I want to do things differently? Is it something I regret? I don't think so in all honesty, but I'm still left feeling kind of empty and unsatisfied. Not everything goes my way. I think that's the best way to put it- one of the more bitter lessons I have come to learn. 

Something happened last night that kind of prompted me to make this song and I think it was the push I needed to move on to the next chapter of my life. I hope... Just a little bit longer, and I think I will be able to get over it soon. Sayonara Cherry Blossom.

Art: Howl from anime movie Howl's Moving Castle

Sayonara Cherry Blossom

In the eighth grade, students had to pick between art and music for their extra curricular. If I could do it again, I would want to choose art. And I would probably pursue animation 100% as a career. But when I think even further back, I was always better at music than my peers, and worst at drawing by a long shot.  

Drawing is one of those things that I wish I was good at, but just never was. I was even thinking about making my own cover art for these but...sad. I have been trying to learn, but it doesn't come as naturally to me as music does. So for a while I have been thinking about pursuing a passion that requires a lot of hard work and effort, or to just do what comes naturally and I am more talented at. I still don't really know. But I think I will try to take music more seriously this year, and see how far I can go with it.

Art: From anime Anohana.

Tenderly. with gentleness, kindness, and affection.

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