VERSE 1
Is this happiness eternal?  
Is this happiness only with her?  
I don’t know anymore…  

Is this paradise immortal?  
Is this paradise just her?  
I don’t know anymore…  

VERSE 2
She was the one who made me live  
She was my reason to give  
I lost her… it’s my fault…  

Forget this past…  
Forget these thoughts…  
Never look back…  

PRE-CHORUS
When I see her eyes…  
My heart splits and cries…  
She lingers in my head…

CHORUS
I cling to the hope  
To see her one night  
That our hearts will elope  
And the past takes flight  
But time moves on  
And pain holds strong  
I live with this dream  
That one day she’ll seem  
To love me again  
Like our first refrain

VERSE 3
But as usual  
I have this certainty  
That one day she'll return  
She’ll be mine, certainly  
And she’ll love me!

VERSE 4
That’s my sorrow’s plea!  
I think of all those moments past…  
I think of all those moments loved…  
That I can’t erase from my mind…  
I wish I could leave them behind…

BRIDGE
To no longer suffer…  
And no longer hate her…

CHORUS
I cling to the hope  
To see her one night  
That our hearts will elope  
And the past takes flight  
But time moves on  
And pain holds strong  
I live with this dream  
That one day she’ll seem  
To love me again  
Like our first refrain

ECHOES

My Demons...

My demons...

What's Your Story

Back Against the Wall is an outlaw-country record built on grit, scars, and resilience. It’s the story of holding on when the world tries to break you — of finding freedom in dirt roads, family, memory, and truth, even when the weight of survival presses hard.

The album opens with “Dirt Roads and Dogs”, a free-spirited escape into the country soul, before diving into the raw defiance of “Frankly, I Don’t Give a Damn.” Tracks like “Sunday Porchlight” and “The Sky Remembers” provide heart and reflection, anchoring the record in stories of grace and memory. “We Were Soldiers Too” serves as its haunting tribute, honoring sacrifice and courage with reverence.

The title track “Back Against the Wall” and “The Last Free Thinker” drive the album’s rebellious core, confronting modern struggles and the cost of survival with unflinching honesty. To balance the fire, “Pickin’ Trouble” delivers rowdy bluegrass energy, while “Let ’Em Be Kids” strips back the noise to remind us what’s worth protecting.

Together, these songs form a litany of truth: that even in chaos and collapse, there’s defiance, there’s love, and there’s still something worth standing for. Back Against the Wall is not just an album — it’s an outlaw hymnbook for hard times.

We Might Be Robots

Let ’Em Be Kids

Half A Chance

Recorded 2025

LYRICS

Verse 1
Your old sweatshirt’s hangin’ on the chair by the door,
Coffee’s gone cold, but I still pour one more.
The rain on the roof keeps time with my pain,
Every drop’s a memory I can’t contain.

Pre-Chorus
You said love’s a fire that burns too fast,
Now I’m sifting through the ashes of our past.

Chorus
We can’t turn back once the wheels start rollin’,
Can’t unbreak a heart that’s already stolen.
Tried to find the truth somewhere down that track,
But some roads fade to black —
No, we can’t turn back.

Verse 2
I’ve been drivin’ all night with the radio low,
Your voice in my head won’t let me go.
The highway hums like a lonesome tune,
And every mile just leads me back to you.

Pre-Chorus
If I could stop time, I’d make it right,
But the sun’s already risin’ on another night.

Chorus
We can’t turn back once the wheels start rollin’,
Can’t unbreak a heart that’s already stolen.
Tried to find the truth somewhere down that track,
But some roads fade to black —
No, we can’t turn back.

Bridge

Maybe love’s just lightning in a jar,
Burns too bright, don’t last that far.
If I could reach across that line in the sand,
I’d pull you close and make you understand.

Guitar Solo

Final Chorus
We can’t turn back once the wheels start rollin’,
Can’t unwrite the words we left unspoken.
Tried to find forever, but we lost the map,
Now there’s no lookin’ back —
No, we can’t turn back.

Outro
Some hearts break and never track,
No, we can’t turn back…
Can’t turn back.

Can't Turn Back

[Verse 1]
The walls close in, I'm drowning in plain sight,
Keep me breathing through another night.
The pills don't work, the voices never rest,
I'm losing ground inside my own chest.

[Pre-Chorus 1]
I feel the weight beneath my skin,
Can't fight what's pulling from within.
I'm slipping fast, I've lost the fight,
There's no coming back tonight.

[Chorus 1]
Stay with me ‘cause I can’t breathe,
This crushing weight is killing me.
If death’s the only way I’m free,
I’ve gone beyond the pale.
(Beyond the pale...)

[Verse 2]
I fake a smile, but I'm dying slow,
The mirror shows a face I don't know.
My friends stopped calling, I pushed them away,
I can’t remember my last good day.

[Pre-Chorus 2]
I feel the cracks beneath my skin,
The breaking starts to pull me in.
I tried to hold, but I let it fade,
Now I’m haunted by what I made.

[Chorus 2]
Stay with me though I can’t change,
These pieces won’t fit back the same.
If silence comes, don’t call my name —
I’m slipping past the veil.
(Past the veil...)

[Pre-Breakdown]
Don’t say you didn’t see the signs,
Don’t pretend you didn’t know this time.
I screamed for help, but no one came,
Now I’m past the point of saving.

[Breakdown]
This is the reckoning,
There’s no escaping me.
It’s suffocating,
This weight is breaking me—me—me!

[Pre-Chorus 3]
I feel the quiet settle in,
The struggle’s gone, I can’t begin.
If peace means fading all the way,
Then I’ll drift beyond the gray.

[Final Chorus]
Stay with me, but let me go,
This fading light is all I know.
If peace is found where shadows grow,
Then I’m beyond the pale.
I’m free beyond the pale.

[Outro]
Maybe it’s madness… maybe it’s fate,
But I can’t escape — it’s too late.
I tried to fight, but I lost myself…
I’m sorry… I’ve gone beyond the pale.

The Pale (Unplugged)

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