actUAL TEARS IN MY EYES BRO WHAT THE FVCCCLL

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aka the winner
modern day loser coming soon
lyrics

ive been trying to live
i just wanna get on

one day it looks so promising
the next day its off

ive been tryna hold my feelings
on for so god damn long

one day im gonna snap
then im gonna be gone

they dont like me now
they dont wanna see me up

when i show them they like how
they ask, idgaf

she said she dont like me 
cus i way too dumb and stuck up

told her bf come and fight
told em shut the fuck up

idc about ur worth
idc bout u at all

make another fifty hundred
tryna be the one u call

ive been balling sice my birth
u been stuck behind a wall

many people gonna fake fw me
until i fall

but thats just how the time goes
u been looking for some real friends
u will never find those

and i guess that this is my fault
i been looking for a new life
old friends got some light salt

but i cant change
the fuckin tides

you say you hate me
and my life

i swear ill make
it worse tonight

the harm continues
all in spite

and u will never know
what the true pain is

its an elliptical 
round and round adjacent

u dont have a life
why dont u just face it

u hide behind ur lies
tell em, good fake it 

they dont like me now
they dont wanna see me up

when i show them they like how
they ask, idgaf

she said she dont like me 
cus i way too dumb and stuck up

told her bf come and fight
told em shut the fuck up

idc about ur worth
idc bout u at all

make another fifty hundred
tryna be the one u call

ive been balling sice my birth
u been stuck behind a wall

many people gonna fake fw me
until i fall

push (reesoo)

a lil acoustic thing for yall :)
appreciate ya <3
lemme kno what ya think

past 9

One Of A Kind (prod.silo)

prod me<3
@byjaimejaime
OUT NOW ON ALL PLATS

werewolf (w/ jaime jaime)

prod @yuki-pons

lyrics:
the seperation makes it easier to fall in love
thats prolly why im always missing u when i get drunk
and idk wats going on with u like anymore-

hey there delilah doesnt even compare 
ill tell a story bout a person that was never even there 
and i dont think that its fair
cause now im barely aware 
self worth dont mean shit when ur gone 

where did u go
i cant chase noone but u
im stuck here i trusted u
i lost trust 
lost it again for u
but thats fine im so obsessed with u

i got back got back again with u
we're both toxic too
its so obvious 
i got an audience 
to show them im still a masochist

hey there delilah doesnt even compare 
ill tell a story bout a person that was never even there 
and i dont think that its fair
cause now im barely aware 
self worth dont mean shit when ur gone 

where did u go
i cant chase noone but u
im stuck here i trusted u
i lost trust 
lost it again for u
but thats fine im so obsessed with u

i got back got back again with u
we're both toxic too
its so obvious 
i got an audience 
to show them im still a masochist

again with u (shyburial)

devil in red w/ vaeo (prod. guda)

a song about how other people want me to perceive myself, and how that effects me. hope someone finds it relatable

prod/vox/mix/master all by me

lyrics:

i live my life like i'm a broken man
troubled by all my demons and my sins
often forgotten how it always is
left back and cast out, i'm a piece of shit
isn't that what you want me to think?

pissed off at the thought that i can do it for free
still plagued by all this fucking evil i see
what is freedom and peace if you can't go back to sleep?
why am i always decided that i'll never believe?
in the moments that make me that nigga dressed to succeed
doubts bleeding out the mouth again it leave me deceased
shouts pleading getting louder with the absence of dreams
why don't anything remain how you remember it be?
waking just to sleep, if i don't then i don't dream
when i'm cold and getting mean it's because i fuck up everything
overloaded bust the seams, i'm imploding i don't think
that i'm chosen for the things i think about when i'm on beans
and that four-five in my jeans, it say OFF-WHITE on my seams
you look sideways now you beamed
then my party hop off of the scene 
i cannot fuck with these new ones 
because they always be out switching they teams
flipping that shit make a hit
then get back to the things in my crib that i know that i need

isn't that what u want me to think?

LYRICS:

(intro)
why do i feel like i’ve been here before
why can i picture you slamming my door
promised myself this is what i asked for
my life is a game and my mind is at war

don’t tell me how to live my life
when you’re the sole reason i’m left behind
wishin i could pass into the afterlife
yet i still can’t get you off my mind

(chorus)

why do i feel like i’ve been here before
why can i picture you slamming my door
promised myself this is what i asked for
my life is a game and my mind is at war

(verse)
the clock is tickin on my life 
i don’t think i have much time
all i can do to my loved ones is lie
if my life is like this how will i get by

wishin that i could go back and explore
see if i can repair what i did back before
you slittin my throat then you slammin my door
i never ask much just be the one i adore

(chorus)

why do i feel like i’ve been here before
why can i picture you slamming my door
promised myself this is what i asked for
my life is a game and my mind is at war

don’t tell me how to live my life
when you’re the sole reason i’m left behind
wishin i could pass into the afterlife
yet i still can’t get you off my mind

Mind At War (happytears)

istg it'll sting.
https://open.spotify.com/track/2qjQWdbB6ymgA3ixd0Mhhr?si=32a06c461024433a
prod. @dercept & @prodmichael
cover art done by @aliensplanet !!
enjoy <3

(3x)
(take a chance)

is that a fact? 
or do you think that you know me
cause i work off my ass, and get attacked 
i think i'm staying lonely
but i'm fine with that
it's just i want my slate to be clean
go and spread another lie, i swear to god it'll sting

i let, i let everybody walk all up over my face
in a fear that if i spite, i won't become what i dream
just a fucking machine; i'm blowing out steam
i'm like a lion in a cage who is a-
(boutta be freed)

i let it get to my head
(i gotta quit that shit)
i wouldn't dare to pretend
(i'm just so sick of this..)

(2x)
(it's o-, it's o-, it's okay)
(4x)
it's o-, it's o-, it's okay

is that a fact? 
or do you think that you know me
cause i work off my ass, and get attacked 
i think i'm staying lonely
but i'm fine with that
it's just i want my slate to be clean
go and spread another lie, i swear to god it'll sting

i stuck my head inside a nest full of ants
in advance, i already had my hands behind my back
take a chance! for the people who play life like they're a cat
CALL ME TRASH >:"/
i'll show em what it's like to be surpassed
WITH AGGRESSION!!! >:((

ants [prod. dercept x michaelwarren]

i'm dead

@angelsflight
Produced by @okmurrrr

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6uK3i8nUNi68du1dZm0Jka?si=218b49e354a24422

I love all my friends

Mad At Me (MURRRR)

OXYGEN (prod. singleway)

Movie

and we're not that strong
broken down again
and we're not that strong
then I cry again
but I want you to be stronger
make me stop this cry, any longer
and I hold her
and I send a problem to you
just because I can't solve it all
so i dress like i'm the biggest boy in the world
and so we buy some expensive one
and we're not strong enough to handle all the problem of love
we're not strong enough
god, don't look at me
overestimated
i'm not strong enough
promise broken
we're not strong enough
promise broken
to wing that broken

past 9

vinnie✦

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