Original works on Nirvana, each song is an expression of my emotions, life experiences, and personal interests. Currently uploading new works irregularly, hoping everyone who loves music will enjoy them. Thank you 😊

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The Fool's Journey portrays a carefree, free-spirited "Fool" inspired by the tarot. Carrying a light pack, the Fool sets out on an adventure into the unknown.
Using the tarot's imagery, it highlights the Fool's fearlessness and willingness to start anew — even without a map or power, one can still encounter the richness of the world along the journey.
He refused to be bound by society's standards and followed the rhythm of his own heart. In doing so he didn't just walk the path he chose—he became the path itself, embodying total freedom and self-realization.

Fool's Journey 描繪了一個無憂無慮、隨心所欲的「愚者」形象，創作靈感來自于塔羅牌。愚者帶著輕盈的行囊，踏上未知的旅程。
藉由塔羅牌的意象，強調了愚者不畏風險、勇於開始的特質，即便沒有地圖或權力，也能在旅途中體驗世界的豐富。
他不被世俗的標準所束縛，只循著自己內心的節奏前行，不僅走過了他所選擇的道路，更成為了這條道路本身，象徵著一種全然的自由與自我實現。

Fool's Journey

Medium/Mid-tempo pop song with male vocals.
This is my remixed version, where I added electric piano and guitar, giving it a different sound. Both songs are my original compositions—hope you'll enjoy them!

Trap of Lie -Remix Version

bouncy / feel good 90's boom - bap hip hop. it's melodic, warm, nostalgic, and built on a rhodes electric pian。
Hey there, music lovers!
This song was inspired by reflections on my past relationship, created from heartfelt emotions. This is the original version, sung by myself—please forgive any shortcomings in my singing 😂.
The other one is a remix version with additional instruments. I hope it can let those who feel the same way know you're not alone. I wonder which version you all prefer?

Trap of Lie -Original Version

Alright everyone, let me share this psychology-inspired original song! As a psychology major student, I couldn't help but sneak some psychotherapeutic terms into the lyrics.

"Object Constancy Blues" - get the drift? This isn't your typical blues song about heartbreak. This song, along with its sister track "Trap of Lie," both stem from my encounters with two narcissistic exes (I'm so lucky, right?)

Combining clinical psychology terminology with blues, because blues has always been about heartbreak and facing life's struggles head-on. Think of it as rhythmic therapy! It exposes manipulative relationships while also pointing to the light at the end of the tunnel.

These rap lyrics delve deep into emotionally manipulative relationships and hope to push listeners toward that "aha!" moment of realization and find their path to healing. That's right, I threw in "object constancy" too, because let's be honest, trying to change a narcissist is like trying to teach a cat to fetch - completely impossible!

A big shoutout to my friend Brendon for jumping in to do the male rap! 😆 I handled the female parts!

"Feel free to share your thoughts in the comments section—I'd love to hear them! Thanks everyone for listening."

好了，各位，讓我來分享這首受心理學啟發的原創歌曲吧！作為一名心理學專業的學生，我忍不住偷偷地在歌裡加了一些心理醫生的術語。  

《客體恆常性藍調》——明白我的意思了嗎？這可不是一首典型的關於心碎的藍調歌曲。這首歌，以及它的姊妹曲《謊言陷阱》，都源自於我與兩位自戀前任的邂逅（我運氣真好，對吧？）

將臨床心理學術語與藍調結合，因為藍調始終關於心碎和對生活奮鬥的真實面對。把它想像成一場有節奏的治療！它揭露了操縱性的關係，同時也指向了隧道盡頭的光明。  

這些饒舌歌詞深入探討情感操控關係，並希望推動聽眾達到「啊哈！」的啟發性瞬間，並找到他們的治癒之路。沒錯，我把「客體恆常性」也加進去了，因為說實話，試圖改變一個自戀者就像教貓取東西一樣——根本不可能！  

給我的朋友 Brendon 一個大大的讚，因為他跳進來唱男性饒舌！😆我負責女性部分哦！

"歡迎在留言區分享你的想法——我很想聽聽看！謝謝大家的收聽。"

Lyrics:
（female vocal）
我們相遇時火花四濺，一切都是那麼新鮮.
讓我感覺最好每一天都能像今天
心中對你完全信賴.以為這就是真愛，
莫名的期待,卻不知遇上了變態.
但我很快會發現,面具遮不住你的自戀.
Getting played by someone without a clue
你的愛是Love Boom，七彩絢爛的謊言spume,
Your heart is ill ，A Soul Locked in a Pill

我正在掙脫，Narcissistic Abuse's漩渦
意識到以為能改變你是我想太多
no contact是我平靜的關鍵,gray rock第二把劍
三十六招 七十二變，Gaslighting、belittling和hoovering
我知道，我已傷痕累累，撐過去後一切不會白費

時光流轉，一切開始改變
你的話語，曾是甜言蜜語，如今唱著悲哀三部曲
Narcissistic disappointment, Deeply dissatisfied.
invalidation不合理不理性太敏感,Self-esteem being eroded
暗示或明示都是在表示，關係必須由他來控制.
你要我懂事每天像考試,A slap and three dates
你不加掩飾的 ill intent，讓我感覺自己是個fart
被困在這個風暴，感覺就要瘋掉

我正在掙脫，Narcissistic Abuse's漩渦
意識到以為能改變你，是我想太多
no contact是我平靜的關鍵,gray rock第二把劍
三十六招 七十二變，Gaslighting、belittling和hoovering
我知道，我已傷痕累累，撐過去後一切不會白費

（male vocal）
暴怒化作惡意的吸血鬼
情感被撕毀，心如止水
自戀的遊戲，國王的逃避
操控和榨取，唯一主題曲
魔鬼毫無同理心，入侵我的神經
斷崖式分手，不想留下活口
Object constancy,學不會是罪
讓我支離破碎，所有的信任都被燒毀

主宰者don't Like her name,自戀是"Sense of Shame"
有一種渴望卻從未成為的幻想,幻想和實際讓我最終悲劇收場.
嚴厲的養育,疏離的家庭,受傷的小孩擊碎共情力
我知道自己在What to do,Also know that error is truth
我早已蒙住眼睛,無法真正感受到妳的心。

（female vocal）
Never again will I belong
那些愛情裡的吸血鬼
Object constancy,
我超越了

物體恆常性憂鬱（Object constancy blues）

Lyrics in my head, music in my veins. Songwriter chasing the perfect line. I find magic in melody and words that stick. Join me as I turn feelings into sound.