don’t know how u stand me when i stop taking my SSRIs

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glitch clit

XYXYX

xyxyx

obsidian

glitch clit (joan hell remix)

xyxyx (Liquid City Motors remix)

glitch clit (feat. 9 A.M.)

xyxyx (MallBat remix)

obsidian (jess11 remix)

she said she's feeling better and i'm a new day older
it's hard to split the difference but i say i'm alright
she's hopping on the new track her smile on the spinback
i want to be the one she takes home tonight

hair flying on bikes because we can't afford a car
split me into pieces interstate 94
and u smile shyly, brush the hair from your eyes
i ache to see u crying but i know you're never far

let's be honest i'm sick of lesbianics
i want to rip my clothes off smudge my makeup with you
the highway keeps us sober and winter's getting lonlier
so love me with your ears

hair flying on bikes because we can't afford a car
split me into pieces interstate 94
and u smile shyly, brush the hair from your eyes
pull the cord the bus is stopping know it's not goodbye

i need new bite marks and chicks to get hung up
the smell of her next morning and the stains on my bed
she's orange in the streetlights between the gray and off-white
i'm really grateful that she broke the string

hair flying on bikes because we can't afford a car
split me into pieces interstate 94
and u smile shyly, brush the hair from your eyes
whisper get home safe & call me when you're coming back

@user-748339972-21031729

i try to keep the tears at arms length
mirror work for an anthurium spathe
yield to those tender feelings
she leaves my amygdala reeling

the burns on her forearms
the wind in her curls
sharing a nest at the end of the world
i'll see u soon i'm sure

why don't u do me wrong

and i'll hold up half the sky with u
and stayed up after the streetlights go
sunburned thighs and it all turns pink

i try to stay clean but i'm losing my nerve
grey light monday morning and i'm tangled in her
when life just feels like hours i'm wilting under flowers
a mourning dove call

why don't u do me wrong

flash photos and the marks on my skin
her steel eyes and i'm drifting again
a bouquet of eucalyptus, new sunday scaries
and dreams i don't wake from

why don't u do me wrong

bouquet

if i could be a nest for all your suicidal ideation

darkness (cover)

cruel air this summer
lungs are choking when i roll the windows down
and the drywall is in splinters and i think the roof is sagging
maybe it’ll collapse and finally end me this time

i want u i need u i miss u
recycle threadbare platitudes trying to reach u
i need u i need u to promise me i’m not broken
please promise me promise me promise me

kiss your collarbones
slip your silver chain through my teeth
supernova ghost
siren song to drag u underneath
aphrodite in the seafoam
pastel pink and scuffed chrome

downshift wind me out
bruise me when i’m down
leave me pheromones
linger when you’re not around
i’ll be your clumsy little popstar girlfriend
don’t know how u could love me

i want to see my friends with gray hair
feel my body decay with every passing hour
bated breath into my skin
i love u i don’t know

kiss your collarbones
slip your silver chain through my teeth
supernova ghost
siren song to drag u underneath
aphrodite in the seafoam
pastel pink and scuffed chrome

until the horrors start
until the horrors start
split my ribs find the mirror
sigh soft when u depart
until the horrors start
until the horrors start
hold my heart share my nest
until the horrors start

kiss your collarbones
slip your silver chain through my teeth
supernova ghost
siren song to drag u underneath
aphrodite in the seafoam
pastel pink and scuffed chrome

crybaby

collarbones

elle don’t stay too late
elle don’t make her wait
elle can you be tender to the body
she held in bed all day?
as the smoke rolls in
sunlight breaking on her skin
she murmurs in her sleep
it’s okay to weep

elle

@cyruschrome

i tripped up on the subject lines
and you impress me all time
computer screens on atemporal plane
take my hand you can lead in 3D

because i, i want u
but what do u really want?
i wanna stay in love (in love)
baby who you really now?
needed a lifeline or time
i read that in ur mind

i want u to bite me but i'm on the 9 to 5
and i only have these two turtlenecks
sink ur teeth lower, gooey and closer
remind me how it feels to be alive

loom over me, i loom over u
it's never easy seeing the world in pink and blue
bloom for me, i'll bloom for u
now what do you want?

i'm not one who can say goodbye
but now i'll say farewell to the moon
won't choke breathing in cold smoke
hidden in the mist of a shadow

now what do you want? i want u
but what do u really want?
i wanna stay in love with you
baby who you really now?
needed a lifeline or time
i read that in ur mind

bloom

she said she's feeling better and i'm a new day older
it's hard to split the difference but i say that i'm alright
she's hopping on the new track her smile on the spinback
i want to be the one she takes home tonight

hair flying on bikes because we can't afford a car
split me into pieces interstate 94
and u smile shyly, brush the hair from your eyes
i ache to see u crying but i know you're never far

let's be honest i'm sick of lesbianics
i want to rip my clothes off smudge my makeup with you
the highway keeps us sober and winter's getting lonlier
so love me with your ears

hair flying on bikes because we can't afford a car
split me into pieces interstate 94
and u smile shyly, brush the hair from your eyes
pull the cord the bus is stopping know it's not goodbye

i need new bite marks and chicks to get hung up
the smell of her next morning and the stains on my bed
she's orange in the streetlights between the gray and off-white
i'm really grateful that she broke the string

hair flying on bikes because we can't afford a car
split me into pieces interstate 94
and u smile shyly, brush the hair from your eyes
whisper get home safe & call me when you're coming back

i94 (edit)

cigarettes don’t fix the taste in my throat
lake michigan was soft and forgiving today
the shore it sparkles with the spent alewife
and i wish you could see another sunrise 
i drive too fast up lakeshore til the fuel light comes on
and your eyes are in the rearview
i hope you’re smiling
and i hope the next one is gentle and kinder to you
thank you for the sounds you left behind

piercing like a needle
and suddenly i see her
lifeless in the passenger seat
and she’s beautiful
nosebleed and eyes wide open
lips parted like a mourning dove crying

in the waiting room
they’re calling out my deadname
i know what this means
you don’t have to tell me that you’re sorry
it’s not like you ever meant it anyway

i’m not suicidal it’s just hard to commit 
a lacy slip in the slick-top JDM whip
understeer and i’m flying
there's no use in crying
kiss me like i’m dying
kiss me like i’m dying

take risks with strangers on the internet
can’t buy a glock, a suzuki, or a cigarette
almost showed myself the exit three years ago
almost did it accidentally yesterday

peel down the yellow wallpaper
pray this isn’t the last time you see her
grab the keys to the honda wind it up to eight thousand
slide out and wrap myself around a telephone pole

do you know who to call?
are their mailboxes full?
i’ll really miss my sister
and a whitetail’s the witness
for my last breathing moments
and i hope you know
i love you i love you i love you

understeer

things got quiet since i skipped town
but it still felt lonely with u around
grown apart broken up
it’s just how we were meant to be

it’s nothing much we’re friends we fucked
your other girl she’s not a wreck
wife up 747 exit plan 
i don’t really have one

cut my bangs and deadhead the flowers
try to cum but just stay up for hours
twist the knife in my back
face the music i’ll flip tracks

feel like a stranger in my own bed
3am wonder what i could have said
drive reckless spin liz phair
not my fault u were never there

liz phair freestyle

spent my quarters on laundry
but a penny for your thoughts
am i good for her or do I just fear loss
nicotine daydream in the back seat
maybe i need therapy

anhedonia in the static when you hang up
limerence in the rearview cuz enough is enough
they’ll clip your wings only if you acquiesce
so scream and thrash in distress

feelin like judy moody
waking up on the wrong side of your bed
taking edens expressway
away from your heart
i’m leaving chicago
can’t clear my head
when i hear this song

late twenties and we’re getting sober
lorde was right that it’s scary getting older
lovesongs in my soundcloud likes
that i almost send you
but they’re too damn heartfelt

the heat is breaking
and it smells like rain
and the mulberries fall
and the pavement is stained
and my heart’s still beating
your lips still tremble
when i whisper your name
all I hear is the echo

violethead

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