jesus this is so beautiful, makes you want to cry

Artwork by @uniow_

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Through the Crystal Window

Vanilla Corridor

𑀬𑁅𑁆𑁅𓂁 ꧂𑁇📱📱 (⧲⧿) 📱𑁇𑁅𑁇𓂁 AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN
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o, to have
you
underlying
angel

leaves of light
the ocean grows

again

Under Angel

https://ffm.to/heaven-camera
https://ivyhollivana.bandcamp.com/album/heaven-camera

Will I see your flowers grow
Or would you be so kind to pick my ascension clothes?
They say we cannot love this world
As our own, as our own
As if heaven wasn’t here already

I love the world and I love you in it
Please oh please just stay a minute longer here
Longer here
I’ve lost so much but gained so far
A lovely mountain digging for memorystar

Stay safe for me
Stay safe from me
Stay safe for me
Stay safe from me

Oh I know I know I know
I know you don’t see it like I do
Oh I know I know I know
I know you don’t see it like I do

Stay safe for me
Stay safe from me
Stay safe for me
Stay safe from me

I love the world and I love you in it
Please oh please just stay a minute longer here
Longer here

Memorystar

itsrllynot

Monitor, Suture, Linger

working on a 5 track ep, but progress has been slower than initially anticipated. hope you are all well

reality veil

art by https://soundcloud.com/lightscreen

Learning to Dream Again

a collection of curious experiments and nuanced emotions from the last few years

watch the full audio-visual mix on YouTube: https://youtu.be/k1jsk_8yn9Q
visuals provided by Noah Green: https://temberl.in
aired live October 25th, 2025 via https://boneyard.camp

00:00 - Alexander Panos - sun monolith
02:22 - Alexander Panos - selling rings 
02:38 - Alexander Panos - pictorial
04:31 - Alexander Panos - s[h]continued standing
04:47 - Alexander Panos - mel
05:02 - Alexander Panos - anti\limerick
05:17 - Alexander Panos - room mic destiny
05:31 - Alexander Panos - ID
07:49 - Alexander Panos - ganz astonish
08:04 - Alexander Panos - pink in june
08:22 - Alexander Panos - you are held in a kiln
09:52 - Alexander Panos - wind wool
10:06 - Alexander Panos - porrima  +  György Kurtág - Scenes from a Novel (Mov. 1)
11:31 - Alexander Panos & voljum - Preliminaries 
11:47 - Alexander Panos - inextricable
14:00 - Alexander Panos - a warm day, a misfortune
14:14 - Alexander Panos - wallwater promises

➤ https://alexanderpanos.com
➤ https://linktr.ee/alexanderpanos


I've been finding myself overcome by fragmented memories: the pang of the seasons turning, dreams that linger for days, events and relationships whose mythologies bear no resemblance to the real thing. I think this music reflects that, in a blurry sort of way. Qualities that once anchored my music have become desaturated. Everything’s more subtle, like a furrowed brow and a grin meeting for a fleeting moment on the same face.

This is music I’m still quite shy about. It took a long time to allow myself to start taking these feelings and ideas seriously, but they are a part of me, and always have been. It’s with great hesitancy that I share any of it, especially as my usual mode of operation is sequestering my work away indefinitely. I’ve recently entered a new chapter, unsure of how it will unfold, but trying to learn as always. I’ve stood here before under different circumstances, and I’m sure I’ll be back again.

All music is currently unreleased and is subject to change. Please respect this music in its unfinished state.

Monitor, Suture, Linger

violet inbound

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