Desperate

3 w @pyu
5 w @177p
7 w @pwon
9 w @slacker0000

december2022

thank you for the support

feels so pretend,
will u listen to me? 
i dont want it to end
but its all that you said..
and all that you did
your intentions are pure but your heart cant b fixed
so will u not come around? x2
i just want this to be over forever
and our paths just crossed when we meet
and im tired of reliving every day the same
wake up everything is grey
i just stare at my walls all i do is decay
lets just go back to april
when you cared for me
when what we had was real
and we both could see
but now we're face to face and we cant even speak
but part of me misses the old you
i cant even breathe
and i know that youre here
but youre not rly here lol
ive cried all my tears
i just wanted to be near (you)

april prod sui2k6

away (meta)

august (meta)

september2023 +meta

u left us js like that..
i love doin things that make me feel bad
like remembering the times that we used to have
and it eats @ me like a bad memory
but i dont wanna let go yet..
its not the time, maybe wait a little while longer?
im sure u still think ab it when ur all alone
when you have nothing around but ur phone
must've been comforting (for u) to know that u kept me...
around when u didnt even like me
how did it feel?
(do u like me... are u like me???)
want u back around for the time being
but ur dead to me, and im dead to you
ya this isnt gonna workout
na this isnt how it works now

keep u around (dimple)

worked super hard on these, all beats 20$ :) love u all 

2 with taylor and meta
7 with rest

october2k23 +taylormorgan meta rest

november/december beats
dm to purchase

5 w freger
6 w meta
12 w sui

winter '23 +freger meta mxsui

meta 6
rexiroh 7
waster 9
tekea 11

shoutout sammy for e+e idea :)

Archangel pack '23 +meta rexiroh wasterr tekea

Savior prod Meta

Going on break for awhile, enjoy :D

All beats 25$, all labs 30$

meta 2
mxsui 3
meta 6
rest 9 
hakeon, sake 10
liamtakeover 11

spring2k24 +meta sui2k6 rest hakeon sake liamtakeover

1. c u nextweek
2. lovejoy
3. brook
4. cascade
5. okinawa (ft. meta)
6. figure u out
7. eos
8. december
9. under pressure (ft. mxsui)
10. coldwindblows

all beats cost 30$ :)
drumkit: https://payhip.com/b/JniPd

summer2k24 +mxsui meta

u can purchase my new drumkit at 
https://payhip.com/b/CU0pF :)\

meta tribute #junejuly

15 w sorisu
13 w luvpurp

june&july clips

all solos
all 35$. message me on ig @1violetss to purchase
drumkit: https://payhip.com/b/CU0pF

1. death bed
2. su1c1de
3. liarlieslieslies
4. u kno2much
5. crystallize
6. our river
7. despair
8. desperate2live
9. mySpirit
10. s2
11. breakup
12. subway_s_
13. cloud&rain
14. 1100
15. delicacy
16. resent#final

September&August Solos

u shouldnt take me 4 what i am
i cld be lyin2u
spyin on u
2nd floor dont care im climbin 2 u
why do u take my flow u stuck to me like glue
untie my shoes right in front of u 
just to show u couldnt walk a mile inside of my boots yea

im not one of a kind but i know my worth yea
theres 2 much pressure to be perfect
so much bad things come my way i dont deserve it
i cant live up to the heat yea im burnin
shoutout m3ta we be mergin
sellin clothes sellin music like a merchant
got a text on my phone it says its urgent
turns out it wasnt money guess its worthless

Worthless (Seanpotter & Surgeon)

all beats 40$  

with yandere meta

https://payhip.com/b/CU0pF
drumkit :D

Velvet pack

shatter ft. diegointhedark (meta)

solos 40$
labs 60$

1 LOVEPOISON @metapyu
2 fate
3 lifes.good @prodrest
4 pressure
5 i.hate.you.and.the.tree @tekea
6 sick over u @pyu
7 aloneXagain
8 WHEN THE HEAT SETS IN @metapyu
9 Press @kyuroo @otaku_u @pyu
10 look.alive @16fc @mental
11 sseep @makemeapromise
12 too much money @kggn
13 tale @kiryanoo
14 100k @kyuroo
15 ourwounds @prod-octo

lovepoison @kuru @mental @rest @kiryano @tekea @kyuro @meta @octodog @otaku @fc @surgeon

blind
deal with it @pyu
give me meaning
pressure
drown in tha music
liar
bloom @pyu
manipulate me @prodmh
shadow
hmuonemofans.ru
floral @kyur0
beauty
i can feel u @otaku_u @pyu

60$ all beats

deal with it @mh @meta @kyuro @otaku

do you wanna see it through?

well i do, and when i talk to you

i need to know if its true

do you know me

my mistakes

all my mistakes

im with 100 faces i dont know

you look familiar in my dreams though

oh what do you see

when i see you my ability to breathe

goes away like i did it on purpose

but its just the instinct in me

oh me...oh me

take me away all you need

didnt deserve me

all you did to me was desert me

u deserted me

u dont know how it feels

and it hurts everytime your name comes to mind

considered you lost a long time ago

There are a alot of things you shouldn't know....

Strangers (Meta)

cant help but wonder why

do i feel like im losing my track of time

and i know im barely half alive

cause whenever i look into your dark eyes

feel like i am losing my mind

girl u dont know

what its like to spend my nights alone

cause my heartstrings they just arent prone

to be left alone

in a broken room

with a few scars

and the lights off

and my eyes are closed

listening to my songs

i know im not perfect but i want to belong

what does it take to belong

tell me how to belong x3

Belong (Meta)

I stay up during dusk you wont know that its me

i remember your favorite color is red but not the color that you bleed

(im uncomfortable)

i feel misunderstood

by the ones...

that i trust

cant explain what its like

to be outcasted

by the ones...

that you love

but i know what its like

to be painted as if you're the bad guy

so i sit here

in the dark night

away from all of the blinding lights

in the dusk

x3

Duskblue (Meta)

I dont wanna fall out

why cant you be with me for now

if you just tried

if you try then we could be something

ya we could be something

but we all need someone

but not me right

not me right

cause you reciprocate nothing

thats what it seems like

ya what it seems like

and ill be waiting all my life

cause i just cant let you go

cause you're the only one on my mind

my mind

my mind

i wish this life was alright

i wish that i could let you go

but you'd be waiting all night

all night

all night



Need Somebody (Meta D0llywood1)

i can barely fit ur standards now
but i obeyed u like a dog when u needed it back then
and whats the point of lyin now
when u expect me to know all of the answers again
and everyday it gets harder to believe
that theirs somethin out there helpin me
or that theirs someone out there answering my prayers when im cold and when im scared or when i am in need
and to be honest i dont know you like i did
you became vague with me
have to beg you for the answers or you get upset just like a child at its mothers feet
and honestly it troubles me
you treat me like a doll a new discovery
feel like im underwater like a submarine
i cant breathe it gets hard to speak i keep stuttering
but sometimes i feel like i deserve all of this punishing
im not perfect myself
all of my mistakes just sit up on my shelf
all my promises just become mistells
and i save these drugs for myself when u tell me that u need somebody else

medication ft kuru (meta)

1. SAY ITS TOO LATE
2. LOVE ME LIKE THAT
3. ANGEL FOOD +REST
4. LUST
5. LET IT CHANGE YOU
6. DIGITAL HORROR
7.  NAIVE
8. UNDRESS +LIVEANDLEARN SSONGBIRD
9. NOTHING LESS THAN YOUR ALL

UNDRESS @REST @SSONG @LIVEANDLEARN

walk inside the club dont need no id
bet u wanna kno how to fuck it up like me
ballin like im on the court bitch 23
why do u keep tryna text me im not callin u wifey
tell me why i feel so up
u try to fuck wit my bro meta we gon get u cucked
u caught me on a good day u might be in luck
lets pick it up again
but this not what you want
this not what you want
this not what you want
had to go about my day cant let it get to me
im too influential i see u copyin ur shit is not unique
got away from all my old friends and now i feel relieved
and they expect so much so much from me
recently i got no one i dont know who to reach
losin ppl left and right
but this not new to me
prayin 2 god i dont burn out
just from all the heat
stressed from all the heat

walk inside the club bitch i got 2 phones
im wit blush he gon level up off that newtone
im not participatin in your beef bitch im too grown
and i only need one thing in my life like this is uno
MONEY
tell me why i feel so up
u try to fuck wit my bro meta me gon get u cucked
u caught me on a good day u might be in luck
lets pick it up again
but this not what you want
this not what you want
this not what you want
had to go about my day cant let it get to me
im too influential i see u copyin ur shit is not unique
got away from all my old friends and now i feel relieved
and they expect so much so much from me
recently i got no one i dont know who to reach
losin ppl left and right this not new to me
prayin 2 god i dont burn out just from all the heat
stressed from all the heat

violet

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