wow this is not one of those ones that were made by a noob

PV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DtKXThAkQnk

Hi everyone!!! Sorry I haven't posted in so long but you know the drill! 

I started this song in 2018, and it's gone through dozens of overhauls in both the lyrics and music. The song kind of grew with me until it turned into this, and I could finally say what I've been wanting to say with it. 

The point of this song is that you never really stop working on yourself. It's about getting better at navigating the depths of despair and finding a way out faster than you could before. This one specially goes out to those who aren't at their first rodeo.  I really hope you like it. 


CREDITS:
Music and lyrics by Crusher
Accordion by Dmitry Karev
Mix/Mastering by darkbluecat @darkbluecat
MV by Angela M Chong
MV text by Starry-P

special thanks to NEUTROGIC!

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Lyrics:



La la la dee da dee da
La la la dee da dee da






The day of a funeral
The mourners dressed in black
They came to say their piece and go
No, they're not looking back

I was the first to arrive
and the last one to leave
time ticked on without me 
while I waded through the grief






I'm drowning in my goodbyes
when I start to realize
I'm not quite sure who died
Until a chill runs up my spine

Six feet under,
and now I start to wonder
if for all this time,
perhaps the funeral was mine...





I know I can't be mad,
but I'm absolutely livid!
To think that I was dead...!
When I thought that I was living...!!

Just take me as I am,
A memory so vivid...
and savor all the parts you can, 
Cuz no one mourns the wicked!

La da da da dee da da
Absolutely livid!

La da da da dee da da
A memory so vivid...

No one mourns the wicked!




Here lies our dearly beloved, 
who suffered a lack of common sense
And though we'll miss her,
The best thing to do here is let the dead rest






This is the part where the real work starts,
Where I reap what I've sown, and own up 
When the harvest begins,
Let it wash away my sins 

Never tilled a field with seeds to grow
Never watered, weeded, picked or eaten
Anything of my own, on my own,
But I know I've got to

Tend to the ends I loosened over time,
And put out the bridges I set on fire, 
That's right, it's gonna take a while
to clean up the mess I left behind, cuz

This is the part where the real work starts,
the real work starts, the real work starts,
Where I reap what I've sown and own up, 
and pay what I owe






If after all this time,
You find I'm all but timid
Bear in mind that turning tides
could leave an ocean winded

My heart will only grow with me,
Who owes to mend it
and as seasons come and go, 
Living on becomes the ending

I know I shouldn't laugh,
but it's hard not to do
The shallow grave my temple claimed...
...was just the hole I dug myself into

Just take me as I am,
A memory so vivid...
and then savor all the parts you can, cuz
No one mourns the wicked!

We all could use some mending!
Living on becomes the ending!
A memory so vivid...
No one mourns the wicked!

No one mourns the wicked...

Wicked (feat. Eleanor Forte)

look its a thing!! wow!!!!!
i should have done this for halloween LOL better late than never i guess

ust by cahse
electrolysis, crazy laughter and help on la's by setel

Splatter Party- Electrolysis

*Music & Lyrics by CircusP*
MMD Models by YoiStyle
EmpathP and Vocamerica: PV
YouTube Link:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5u1CVs31OYM&t=0s
CircusP's YouTube: www.youtube.com/user/VocaCircus
SoundCloud: @circusp

Lyrics:
They say I don't belong here 
You're staring me down 
I pray that I'll disappear 
But I don't hear any sound

Erase me from your mind 
I'll just be a memory 
And we'll be broken hearted like how it should be

Reach out
And don't grab the wrong hand 
I am waiting

Rip me to shreds, tear my heart out 
I am toxic, I'm a fallout 
Say our farewells and cut me out 
Without a doubt, I'm the monster now

Ooh-Whoa-oh-oh Oh 
Ooh-Whoa-oh-oh Oh 
Ooh-Whoa-oh-oh Oh 
I'm falling to the ground

Rip me to shreds, tear my heart out 
I'll fade away into the crowd

Battle ready for combat 
Tears stream down my face 
You say I'm holding you back
And with time I'll be replaced

Erase me from your mind
I'll just be a memory
And we'll be broken hearted like how it should be

Hold tight
I'll be fine that I know


Just don't let go

Rip me to shreds, tear my heart out
I am toxic, I'm a fallout
Say our farewells and cut me out
Without a doubt, I'm the monster now

Ooh-Whoa-oh-oh Oh
Ooh-Whoa-oh-oh Oh
Ooh-Whoa-oh-oh Oh
I'm falling to the ground

Rip me to shreds, tear my heart out
I'll fade away into the crowd

The curtains are drawn
To open old wounds
It's our finale
Come not a moment too soon

So just say your lines
I know you'll hate mine
It's not the first time
So I know that we'll be fine

Rip me to shreds, tear my heart out
I am toxic, I'm a fallout
Say our farewells and cut me out
Without a doubt, I'm the monster now

Rip me to shreds, tear my heart out
I am toxic, I'm a fallout
Say our farewells and cut me out
Without a doubt, I'm the monster now

Ooh-Whoa-oh-oh Oh 
Ooh-Whoa-oh-oh Oh 
Ooh-Whoa-oh-oh Oh 
I'm falling to the ground

Rip me to shreds, tear my heart out
I'll fade away into the crowd

Oh!

【Vocaloid Original by CircusP】 FADE 【Dex & Daina】

re-Order my album here: (Link soon)
Illustration by Sleppu
Song by Circus

For my next album I plan to re-imagine the songs I've posted on YouTube! Here is the first one... I hope it's enough to get you excited for it!! Thank you so much for your support!






meow

Copycat (Album Version)

Keroro: Kurutto Mawatte Ikkaiten

*Will take down if CircusP or nostraightanswer uploads it*

Happy 11th Birthday Miku!!!
Composition, Lyrics, Tuning: CircusP
Production, Mixing: nostraightanswer
Illustration, Video: 6LIN
YouTube Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WN1JLSo3LLw
Support them by purchasing the song here: https://circus-p.bandcamp.com/album/hello-again-single
CircusP: @circusp
nostraightanswer: https://soundcloud.com/nostraightanswer
6LIN: https://twitter.com/rokurinnn/

Lyrics:
>Accessing hard-drive 
surrounded in a whirring sound 
>Searching the archive 
Corruption of data inbound! 

Pop-Pop-Pop Pop up an error 
As cycling, spiraling gears halt up 
La La La Lock up the server 
Something has gone wrong 

My heart, it feels heavy 
Tears flowing down my face 
Process to process the halting of pace 

So I'll say "Hello", again 
"Hello, what is there to be done?" 
Find a mechanist, a mechanism 
Working one-by-one 
With a busted up database 
I'm losing the chase 
But I'll say "Hello", again 
"Hello, Just who can I be-come-/?" 

>Accessing visuals 
All the bubbles have popped 
>Initialize reality 
This command can't be stopped-/ 

Pop-Pop-Pop Pop up an error 
As cycling, spiraling gears halt up 
La La La Lock up the server 
It's been far too long 

My heart, it feels heavy 
Tears flowing down my face 
Force-quit and transmit the crashing bitrate 
My mind it feels restless 
Amassed in this virus 
Is there a remedy 
for something like this? 

So I'll say "Hello", again 
"Hello, what is there to be done?" 
Find a mechanist, a mechanism 
working one-by-one 
With a busted up database 
I'm losing the chase 
But I'll say "Hello", again 
"Hello, Just who will I be-come-/?" 

[Hello, how are you?] 
[Hello, what can I do?]x2 

My chest, it feels empty 
Tears nowhere to be found 
Shut-down and restart empathy.exe 
And in this short moment 
Reserve power kicking in 
Circuit a feeling to be unbroken 

So I'll say "Hello", again 
"Hello, what is there to be done?" 
Find a mechanist, a mechanism 
Working one-by-one 
With a busted up database 
I'm losing the chase 
But I'll say "Hello", again 
"Hello!" and turn to face the sun 

[Hello, how are you?] 
[Hello, what can I do?]x4

【Hatsune Miku English】 Hello, Again 【Vocaloid Original by CircusP】

So I ended up covering, and i'm really happy with how it turned out!

「MACHINE GUN」Ruby - VOCALOID Cover

Original song and VSQ by https://soundcloud.com/circusp
Art by Sleppu
Mix by https://soundcloud.com/makkusandesu
Luka/Makku/Aida tuning by https://soundcloud.com/makkusandesu
Gumi/Desune Moralix/Aeris tuning by Mora
______________________________________________________________
Hello, so this is kind of an old cover mostly because I completely forgot about it for a while and then I sat down for a few days and fixed it up as best as I could. I used Aida's Soft English VB a bit and I OTOed it by hand so I apologize for any issues there. Also, I used the track stems from the original song (which you can get on Circus' $15 Tier on Patreon, if you're curious) but this was also the first time that I incorporated track stems into a mix. They might sound a bit weird or a bit loud and I apologize heavily for this, too.

How to Pretend (feat. AIDA & AERIS)

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1pUXLuIBCKQ

Akarui Kouki - Bad Apple!! (German VCV Test)

THIS TRACK IS NOT MINE
Song:Crusher-P & MystSaphyr

【UTAU Original】Breaking Point 【Kikyuune Aiko】

Video: https://youtu.be/qg7YHt0xC1Y
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5qOJ5nikwvfCIs5gf22n6G?si=Vg7tju8QSJ6F7M4dLyCmrw
iTunes: https://itunes.apple.com/us/artist/master-andross/1204832300

Mind Brand by Maretu as performed by Master Andross and Lollia.

Lollia
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCa9_8C9ebEphjva-P7OV7bA
https://twitter.com/lolliaofficial

Master Andross
https://twitter.com/MasterAndross
https://www.facebook.com/MasterAndross/
https://soundcloud.com/masterandross


Lyrics by JubyPhonic:
Hold on a second ma’am without a care 
The clothes you wear don’t give a damn
Sleeping up and down the block
They got you knocked up by a man
Thinking you’re the mother mary
Pure but very dumb and can’t
Kick the dick from out your mouth
But do you even understand?

Hold on a moment sir without a heart
What kind of shit you tryin’ to sell?
Talking up a simple girl
Ya picked her cherry very well
Promising the sun and moon
The story that you always tell
Now you’re out the door?!
I hope you cherry pick your way to hell

“When’s it coming? Can’t recall
Oh mirror mirror on the wall”
Sex and bitter cynicism 
Laughing, watch it start to fall
Picture perfect pandering
Pathetic, made you miserable
Though I shouldn’t care 
I couldn’t wait to finally see them all in hell
(I’ll drag them as we crawl)

Ah, doing it right, feeling that high, taking what’s mine 
And I feel just fine
You took it all away so now this hero cries in pain
Holding you tight, fighting all night, telling me why
But I can’t rewrite
The memories I made of you and me, won’t go away

Covered in cuts from head toe 
A kinky kind of crazy, not enough
Can you feel it too?
The kind of pain made out of real love
See the needy, greedy me
we bleed to feed so easily?
Idiocracy she breathes 
We need to teach her everything!

Don’t ya know, it’s time to go?
“So hurry up or fall behind!”
Don’t know what they’re talkin’ bout?
“Well strap on in, enjoy the ride!”
Can’t see what’s ahead at all?
“I guess we’re gonna travel blind!”

Though I shouldn’t care at all
I’m just a drop of water in the sea
(And that’s a part of life)

Ah, changing my face, bearing that pain, joy that I made
And you threw away
The heroine alone and weeping all throughout the night
Feeling okay, talking all day, repeating that play
But they just won't fade
The memories we made of you and me, l couldn't fight

Poker face but the lies you buried deep were found 
Run away but there will be blood to go around
Try to hide but the scars will open up again
“Didn't like but it's gonna hurt you in the end”

Take it in stride, meeting your eyes, planning all night 
Remember those times?
Wallowing away in things I know I just can’t change
Laughing at jokes, getting so close, didn’t we know
That time goes so slow?
The memories are fading, I’ll say goodbye to everything

Vocaloid (MARETU) - Mind Brand - English Cover By Lollia And Master Andross

Header by: https://soundcloud.com/makkusandesu
Icon Art by: https://soundcloud.com/echoblossom123
25/He/Him/US 
I primarily work with UTAU but I also do other things.
ENG/FRA/DEU/kinda 日本語
Umm... I know X-SAMPA, that's totally a skill

How to Pretend (feat. AIDA & AERIS)

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