This is not sonny's song, he featured in it but i wasn't a fan of of the original artist.

OG VIDEO: https://youtu.be/SYtz8PbwypA

SLUTTY SONNY - NEVER TRUST (without JXERA)

A Bad Trip (Feat. Cid Cyan & Tokyo’s Revenge)

Mental Health Issues

Sneaking in my rear u think I didn't peep
The opps they seen the smoke
I'm drifting Trevii
Riding in the Stang
don't got time to link
My lady rep that red
Not no pretty pink

I've been lonely it's not time to sink
Sneaking in my rear u think I didn't peep
Uh yea
U think I didn't peep
They be frozen on the scene
When they see Trevii
Got my eyes on the prize, I'm chasing a scheme
Life's a bitch, I'll see you in your dreams
Got my head in the clouds I'm feeling supreme
On my big body shit fuck a beam

I'm feelin like a psycho
It's ok to have these thoughts
You gotta get up yea yea go go
It takes everything you got
You gotta build yourself up now yea
Can't let yourself just rot

I'm livin' my life on the edge I don't think
This shit foreverrr like it's ink
I'm a crazy psycho-path who can't blink
Lemme take the wheel so you can't think
Addicted to your love I can't unwind
Stuck in a maze your all I'll find
Prisoner in life how can I deny
I been getting sold so it's like why try
If I'm stuck in my head I'll die
Used to get numb n dumb chase that high
When I'm sober I wanna be that guy
I wanna be that guy

Sneaking in my rear u think I didn't peep
The opps they seen the smoke
I'm drifting Trevii
Riding in the Stang
Don't got time to link
My lady rep that red
Not no pretty pink
I've been lonely it's not time to sink
Sneaking in my rear u think I didn't peep

You run up n talk that's lame to me
10K on this drop that's fame let's see

YOU (sairo+tadeoexq)

man the truth is i ain’t used to how i’m tryna feel
nuance is a nuisance 
it’s a bruise that i be tryna heal
it’s the noose that i keep tying still
if i let it, it would fester 
and remove me from my higher self

in my youth i wasn’t stupid i was high as hell
everything i knew, what i’d been through
had helped me find what’s real
the thrills that i abused weren’t just my muse
they were my clientele
thru the pills i tried and failed
water moving through the well 

so is it better that it never worked?
if my efforts to reset had put me in the dirt
if my demons never creeped in would i go to church 
levels learned, heaven hurts
soon i’ll get what i deserve

my fear is what i’m near
all these years spent on the search 
every other weekend is a season or another curse

when what i’m seeking 
seems to re-emerge 
i can’t seem to see it 
for a reason that i’ve yet to learn

like all those secrets that i haven’t heard

give me reasons 
give me peace in which i never earned

i can’t keep it if it leaves then i just let it burn

i can’t see what i can’t reach 
what i can’t ever hurt

so if i tell you the truth 
would you hear it 
through those lies that i keep telling to you 
would you see me 
through those eyes that you put weapons into
it’s a portion of my pride 
that been expecting your view

and i think therefore i am 
i’m no better than no man 
still i settle where i land
smell of petrol on my hands
sedatives keep settling in 
built my temple up in the sand 
now i can never win

i think you get the gist
i think too much 
about the stuff that i could never fix 
for what it was 
whatever wasn’t was a reckoning 
i had to love to live 
just a degenerate 
i learned that everything i’d done 
was never genuine 

that’s a lesson that i kept 
and i accepted i could never run
that’s a severance on my tongue
that’s transgression that i trust

, a pleasure that stung
if pain could show it’s face 
it’d look like everything i love


prod. Isaiah Kaleo

truth

zane

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