i forgot what anime this sample from lmao

produced by my friends @sxthsns and @willowindhi
i love u

//

(chorus)
ya ya
im always first to me
she tellin me dat im the worst
it honestly hurts 2 see
u act like ur hard when ur nottt
dunno what ur tryna b
she think its the end of the world
no babygirl   Thought ur over me  ?

(verse 1)
lil buddy gon throw up da peace sign
gun in the jeans
50 on the tee i
u know im top 3 aint no e,i
dgafff if u tried  it like 3 times
im watchin u try to play god
nd its funny to me cus im god
but ill b nice
im god but i sit on a throne
dis this on ma own
ya ya ya
bro idk why u tried that
i jus sit back .. let tha time pass
nigga trash lol u shld die man
hear dat bang ..  hear dat What?
lil buddy  gon throw up da 4
get shot in his head  now his brain ontha flooorrrr and
talk 2 tha  feds if u wan go to war man
talk if u wan go to war

(verse 2)
3o i lost need this to end
i cant feel love
its like damn man i cant stand it
i walk in and shoot dis whole bitch up
her new boyfriend hope he dies
talk a lot i slit his throat
shes taking over my life
i js need to let her go man
i think im way past getting help
taste the blood up on  my lips
i hope they catch me
cant control myself
cant control this gun
ill kill them all i hope it hurts
and to everyone i ever fell out with
i wish the worst man

i lost (sxth sns, willowind)

Flesh To Flesh Intertwined

@fleshtofleshintertwined @shuttlerecs
@fleshtofleshintertwined @shuttlerecs
@fleshtofleshintertwined @shuttlerecs
@fleshtofleshintertwined @shuttlerecs

who have i been praying to all this time (prod. fleshtoflesh)

MONDMÆDCHEN

https://solo.to/willowind

produced by @iamperto

[lyrics]:

Pushback on my instincts I feel tension
Crack down on the things I shouldn’t mention
Can’t fake me out, girl don’t need to learn my lesson
Can’t trust anything, I blame my apprehension 

Turning your back again
What a surprise
Can’t feel a single thing
Cover my eyes
Wearing your lies on your sleeve 
Felt like a fool at sixteen
Cant avoid what you can’t see

Falling back, don’t need to hide
Staring at the window like I’m traumatized 
Just call me back when you decide
He said, she said, girl just pick a side 

And Im way too far gone
And it’s been way too long
And your boyfriend he’s great and all
But I hope things go wrong
But our lives still go on
And we replay those songs 
And we dance along but it feels so wrong cause everytime you

Pushback on my instincts I feel tension
Crack down on the things I shouldn’t mention
Can’t fake me out, girl don’t need to learn my lesson
Can’t trust anything, I blame my apprehension 

Turning your back again
What a surprise
Can’t feel a single thing
Cover my eyes
Wearing your lies on your sleeve 
Felt like a fool at sixteen
Cant avoid what you can’t see

What you can’t see

tension

alternate title friends dedicated to everyone i love produced by noa @sxthsns
-
yeah, you mean the world
when i hop out, let it blast
yes, id die over this girl
i didnt mean to make you mad
but i guess i struck a nerve
that aint reason to get back
i do everything for her


but youll never understand, oh
what i gained or what i lost
i would have you be my queen
but dont want my head cut off
i go mia, wouldnt care if i was gone
i need to hear you say my name, girl

hi
i know u see me as a threat
i dont know why though
this close to blowing off my head
im gonna die soon
i tell my friends all that im fine
but even though they dont believe me
they dont care enough to try, oh
yeah, damn
if you wont save me, thats alright
girl, ive been like this for ages
shouldnt come as a surprise
and when im dead, theyll all know why
bet they wish that theyd believed me
they didnt care enough to try though

yeah, yeah
damn
i miss my friends, know they love me
yeah
i miss my friends, know they love me

yeah, heaven down on earth
im at peace, first time in years
can you tell me that im worth it
tell me how to feel
used to wake up feeling worthless
i can see you now, youre hurt

but, girl, youll never understand though
what i gained or what i lost
i would want you to be my queen
but dont want my head cut off
ill go mia, they wouldnt care if i was gone though
blood drip off my face and i feel like im a god, girl

...
suicide, i cant
but theres some days i really might
i let my flesh contact this blade
no one would care if i survived though

struck a nerve (prod. sxth sns)

:
he has fallen

a skinny boy down the road drinking cognac
40 proof ain't nothing it's like a blackjack
i wonder if this is his medication 
wait a minute i'm having a dissociation

that's me 
trying to be free
i want to see different colors
tired of my pc
i know i said i'm fine
im tryna see the vision
but i think im blind
 
a skinny boy down the road drinking cognac
40 proof ain't nothing it's like a damn snack
i wonder if this is my medication 
i know i must get rid of this situation

none of it
i wanted none of it
its hard to admit
but i wanted none of it
im not toxic baby
but i have to say i wanted none of it

im being honest with you 
cuz i just wanted to fuck
didn't want to fall in love
was looking for the sweet spot
i had to lock in
hadn't kissed til eighteen
thank you for the thrill of it
but now im trying to be free
like i said before
i hope you understand
no no not anymore
i hope you understand
dont blame yourself 
im pretty sure im gonna miss your touch
out of my hell
girl this is a farewell

none of it
i wanted none of it
none of it
i wanted none of it


dissociated

sample: https://soundcloud.com/syzymusic/take-my-energy
@gemaji

helmut lang prod shampoo1

trapdron - hardbreak 2

https://solo.to/willowind

Lyrics:

I miss it too
But we don’t talk about it
You’re gone for two 
Months, and when I think about it
Wanna see you
Can’t wait to see each other
What can I do?
I cried for a whole summer

And now you’re calling
Thousands of miles from home
I remember falling
About a year ago
Searching for something 
I don’t have it in me, I know
You think I’m bluffing
But I can’t take this no more

I’ll laugh until my chest hurts
I’ll smile until my teeth ache
Tear earth up in my sneakers
To get away from this place
Winters never been colder
I see myself in your face
I can’t stand getting older
I know that I’m just disgracing you
When I tell the truth
Like I’m supposed to do
And I’ll wait out in the snow till my hands turn blue 
And I’m talking to myself 
You know that I can’t take it

And now you’re calling
Thousands of miles from home
I remember falling
About a year ago
Searching for something 
I don’t have it in me, I know
You think I’m bluffing
But I can’t take this no more

for the rest of my life

i got hella weed
we can go to outer space
my life is a fever dream
you can join me any day
all my friends are here with me
but i cant take a step away
dead obsessed with fantasy
i can't escape
love, guns, and i know what im doing
and all my friends are gone
i made a deal with the devil god said go to hell
i'm really here to piss the world off man i wish you well
i loaded up my magazine the one i want just wandered out
my eyes are open but i fell asleep oh come to hell with me
i was in la filled with love and all my fucking friends
i felt like the fucking shit and i had a couple bands
and i didn't even know that i was
coping why did i destroy my pride and man like
i didn't wanna do it but like uh-oh i did it again
swear to god it didn't click all i do is play pretend
but i didn't even know
that i was holding high for my life
and maybe its time for me to take all my losses
cause i just cant stop thinking bout it all
maybe its time for me to change my life
so baby hold my hand
and i can show you right
and lately ive been dying to see
your face when im walking
around this part of town so explain is what up
you're crazy and i can't seem to change your mind
and i just cant wait to run above in the sky

love and guns

margiela on my toes, call me blxty

more 2 come

who have i been praying to all this time (prod. fleshtoflesh)

viridity

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