mind[lookatu].

snare mix makes brain go : 👴👴👴👴👴👴👴

EvilEye

This project "generationloss" represents my proper tribute to the vaporwave sub-genre, VHS pop.

Tracklist:

1.  autotracking
2. vanessa
3. someone
4. next2me
5. bukckeyelake
6. midnight schedule 
7. #64
8. party
9. commonground ft. @compaq-quest
10. jaki ft. @vtnlnx
11. panasonic
12. levitation
13. figure it out
14. timeshifting
15. video cassette futurism
16. ivory
17. stargazing
18. 200sx
19. hold_ pt.2
20. nevaeh's blog
21. wholeheartedly

generationloss

Bandcamp

1. DO U
2. as simple as it is
3. sad
4. its me who inspires me
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i feel like i have my life back after many years of not knowing why i ever wanted to be alive in the first place. might even be the first time ive ever really felt like i know why i want to live. i chose to be so complacent with myself and shit i chose to avoid. when those things became unavoidable i ran to weed and alcohol as this superficial solution to it all. that led to addiction and a disassociation of my own memories, which became my escape from trauma i hold from my childhood. ive lost so much because of making the choice to drink it all away. only after almost a year of stepping away from alcohol im finally beginning to realize what ive lost.
 just felt so fucking lost for so many months, and i didn't care. i had people to help but i pushed them all away because of my own pride. pride that had no base. i just didn't give enough of a shit about myself or how others felt around me to change. but i get it now. i know what i need to do for myself to change. im sick of living in the past, sick of personifying the trauma i have, sick of ignoring family and friends, sick of demoralizing myself for the sake of keeping shit the same. i wanna change, i want to be better. so im gonna choose to move on from it all. so i can start to live again, learn to appreciate what i have still. understand and accept the shit ill never get back. jus wanna be me again, despite it all.

People Wont Be People

individual center stages for individual egos.
do you hear the crowd? spitting and jeering and crying, and yet, 
you sit silent.
you act as if you are perfect, something above others.
as if you are special.
you belittle others for your own gain,
and yet you expect others to hold you with high regard.

you are worse than nothing,
I hope you feel the Free Throw Pressure.

Free-Throw-Pressure (FTP)

untitled

x bruhv - chunkswell (re-heat)

gradiol - Ecozone

1  メモレックス  MEMOREX

goodnight

良い音は良い雰囲気を生む
by @sp404fashire

1 メモレックス MEMOREX

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