Did i just hear morse code in the middle of the song?

IOLITE NI (WIP)

song / kian https://twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocal / kafu https://twitter.com/kaf_you
MV / https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ICPBk37Y3SI
inst / https://piapro.jp/t/rPAX
midi / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1YvROZ8XKOj5bx8i_buLpFDtu9p4QRZfN?usp=sharing

[lyrics]
No, I didn't want to know
It's really horrible
The thought of something else we should've long outgrown
And I don't wanna see whatever you could be
I hide without an ounce of empathy

I'm being honest now, I'm at an all time low
And it feels like the world is moving slow
Grossly morose and trapped inside a fragile mind
You're disillusioned by the horrors of mankind

And then the noise subsidies
To tear down all of my pride
They've never been satisfied
Now my hands are tied
The lives of many collide
The lies of many won't die
No need to act so benign
Crawling in my line of sight

No, I didn't want to know
It's really horrible
The thought of something else we should've long outgrown
And I don't wanna see whatever you could be
I hide without an ounce of empathy
Impede, mislead, succeeded, recede
Till' I'm free

Let all the noise die down
Down into the dark
I'm overwhelmed
There is no one else to tell

My world just stops existing out an open door
The very thought of leaving, there's no reason for

I hate the way I wander around and feel devoid of life and sound
But I can't help if I don't want to be renowned
I hate the way I wander around and feel devoid of life and sound
But I can't help it, I don't wanna be around

The lives of many collide
The lies of many won't die
No need to act so benign
Crawling in my line of sight

No, I didn't want to know
It's really horrible
The thought of something else we should've long outgrown
And I don't wanna see whatever you could be
I hide without an ounce of empathy
Oh no!
No, I didn't want to know
It's really horrible
The thought of something else we should've long outgrown
And I don't wanna see whatever you could be
I hide without an ounce of empathy
Impede, mislead, succeed, recede 
Till' I'm free

UNCANNY / KAFU (original song)

LYRICS:

Sweet, sweet, decay my 
Teeth, teeth, but you won’t
See, see 
this side of me
-
Tweak, tweak, pinch, shape and
Weep, weep that I don’t
See, see what I need
I’m a JUNKIE X2


Sparkling, no don’t look at me like that you know I can’t handle that aroma
Freshly straight out of the oven, warm with all the love and care that went in it
Sugary, magic taste like no other, savory, irresistible to push aside
Sour, a fun twist to explore and salty, thirsty now but I need more 


‘Just a crutch’, don’t you dare, 
my lunch is a gift from god and I’ll never share it
‘Addictive’, right, I’m in control
Can’t you see? Food free - but for just a moment


Sweet, sweet, decay my 
Teeth, teeth, but you won’t
See, see 
this side of me
-
Tweak, tweak, pinch, shape and
Weep, weep that I don’t
See, see what I need
I’m a JUNKIE X2


Burning, oh, my throat is now hurting, scorching, like there’s needles poking through me
Aching, I feel that I can’t breathe, my chest feels like my lungs are right now deflating
Excess only to feel that sensation, now the pain is so addicting and
I can’t seem to stop myself from this sinful indulgence


‘Just a crutch’, don’t you dare, 
my lunch is a gift from god and I’ll never share it
‘Addictive’, right, I’m in control
Can’t you see? Food free - but for just a moment


Stagnant nothing moves along but the time that seems so fleeting now that I’m obsessed
Wondering if I’ll ever take back a hold on the one thing I seemed to once control
Now with all these deadlines that seem so close I can feel my body eating the
Last of what was keeping me standing, last of what was keeping me from falling
-
Lovely, in the mirror that looks so loving, feeling skin against the bone
I love it, all the agony now seems worth it, meet her eyes and all you see are hearts
Lovely, and the colors are all so vibrant, all the pinks and reds and purples 
Call me the romantic name that she gave me, such a goddess cannot be ignored X4 


Sweet, sweet, decay my 
Teeth, teeth, but you won’t
See, see 
this side of me
-
Tweak, tweak, pinch, shape and
Weep, weep that I don’t
See, see what I need
I’m a JUNKIE X2
-
Eat, eat, binge/purge 
Repeat, never
Free, free,
I’m so hungry
-
See, see, more, more
Lbs, more, more, 
Kgs, I feel I’ll
Never make it X2

JUNKIE -【IMPOSTOR】FT. YOHIOLOID | GUMI // VOCALOID ORIGINAL SONG

LYRICS:

Oh, what a world, yeah, it seems like
I kinda like how it bleeds, la-la-like
One tiny little mistake tends to
Make the monster in me break out, out


La-la-la-like a sweet cake hiding poison or a princess with corruption
Maybe, girls who like their jewelry, they’re all kinda just like me
Entitled rules and higher standards, queens so broke they’ll take STD’s
Take your pick from perfect plastics, least they’ll love you genuine
-
Bu-bu-but like a needle-euthanasia and the doctor’s your own mama
Or a bow tie that’s a clip-on, we all have need to lie 
When betrayal turns to bloodlust or the bearing bites the dust
And kinda like those small support beams, they’ll all snap eventually


Oh, what a world, yeah, it seems like
I kinda like how it bleeds, la-la-like
One tiny little mistake tends to
Make the monster in me break out
-
Oh, what a world, yeah, it seems like
I kinda like how you bleed, la-la-like
One tiny little mistake tends to
Make the monster in me break out, out


W-W-W-With the spirals in her eyes and the colors of blinding sunrise
In her hair and in her prize, she’ll quickly take what she claimed ‘mine’
Oh, what a shame for all this heartache, seems the girl in pink’s cathartic
Laughing, crying, smiling as if her life ain’t over now
-
Bu-bu-but like a needle-euthanasia and the killer’s one you trusted
Or a bow tie decoration, hiding lies is all I know
Cutesy outside, shiny barrel, toxic mess if you dissect
Sweet lolita with a med kit, she won’t let you forget
-
A-a-and lastly with the pros and cons of right and wrong or dusk or dawn
And the law or what turns me on, I really couldn’t care at all
If I find benefit then that’s it, I don’t get the buzz in all these 
silly little things, If they’re not about me then it’s a miss
-
Sociopathy is the thing they say when you don't understand the ways,
lacking care for basic rights, basic wrongs, tilted scales
So what if I prioritize me, ain't self love an importance?
Something that you should know: there really is no cure for me


Oh, what a world, yeah, it seems like
I kinda like how it bleeds, la-la-like
One tiny little mistake tends to
Make the monster in me break out
-
Oh, what a world, yeah, it seems like
I kinda like how you bleed, la-la-life
One tiny little mistake tends to
Make the monster in me break out

SOCIOPATHY -【IMPOSTOR】FT. MEGURINE LUKA // VOCALOID ORIGINAL SONG

original song by weevildoing

youtube: https://youtu.be/utYL825z8Mg?si=kgZO1PvBkoRur0Bs
mp3: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1-6UngKCKpKll3tid71NErH-3QovS9SkZ/view?usp=drive_link

【Eleanor Forte (Lite)】 Fainéant Girl 【SynthV Cover】 +MP3

happy day of the dead I'll get the pv out one day lmao

yt: https://youtu.be/QfVog5ykOhY?si=ZVorWAQsttXSgkLp

SVP/LYRICS: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/16IA_AHtQs8YVboEG5ICI2Q-YYI1erbYB?usp=drive_link

ERI - EXISTENTIAL UNDEAD

this is a cover of the weevildoing vocaloid song!! but i am just singing it over piano. i just really like this song and can’t get enough of it, but listening to robot voices is not always what i want to do so i did this.

P.S. tried and failed to audio balance this in garage band but vocals and piano were just together on one track and as a result it sounds kind of silly. but so much better than the original take i promise you.

lyrics:
i got sick, and i won’t be getting well
they told me there was nothing wrong
as far as they could tell
oh well, guess they can’t tell very far
i have to be own clinician
write my own memoir
with a body and a brain so sickening
practitioners find it not worth fixing
i’m scared i’m gonna lie down one day
and never get back up again
it’s written down on paper
you can’t call yourself a faker
it’s all true now, what’ll you do now?
they don’t tell stories
about people like me
cause what is there to tell?
5pm naps and childproof caps
my best friends adderall and elavil
a life sentence served
and my body’s the cell
no, i don’t need to die
to know that this is hell
if only i knew how much time i had left
it would’ve been spent a bit more wise
and no, i know, it’s not like i died
but it’s hard to call what’s left of me alive
i forget i’m an adult all the time
cause my body gave up
when i was so young
and now i go throughout life
puppeting my own corpse
my own memory, a less alive kind of me
cause the cells in my organ systems
organized for my involuntary parasuicide
and i swallowed my pride
left my old life behind
but to say i survived
it just feels like a lie
they don’t tell stories
about people like me
cause what is there to tell?
5pm naps and childproof caps
my best friends, adderall and elavil
a life sentence served
and my body’s the cell
if i’m already dead yet
or not, i can’t tell
i’m tired when i wake up
when i’m opening my eyes
when i’m not feeling low
i get tired out by the highs
i’m tired when i go out
when i’m trying to exist
but if i don’t i get tired
thinking about the things i missed
i’m tired, just tired
that’s all i ever say
because i’m tired of my illnesses
making me act this way
tired of being jealous
of everybody that’s close to me
no they can’t help they’re not diseased
that’s not the way they chose to be
i miss a life i never had
the everything i could have been
i hope they never have to
understand the kind of pain i’m in
the people i thought i could trust
berated me like that would help
“you need to pull your weight”
when i was trying not to kill myself
you tried to give me tough love
and then wondered why i got so cold
the shit i hid to keep you happy
you don’t even wanna know
they don’t tell stories
about people like me
cause what is there to tell?
5pm naps and childproof caps
my best friends, adderall and elavil
a life sentence served
and my body’s the cell, at the
mercy of malfunctioning organelles
shaking uncontrollably
my ibuprofen mornings
(my prophets are ramsey
and shepherd and bell)
nobody would listen
my body was trying to warn me
(and there’s only so much
medication can help)
doctors said it was somatic
you all thought i was dramatic
(and it’s nobody’s fault,
just the cards that you’re dealt)
yeah, you meant well, but that
doesn’t mean that it wasn’t traumatic
(i got sick and i won’t ever be getting well)
now i only hope i don’t
keep on degenerating
shorter life expectancy
i might as well embrace it
take my medication, get wasted
music-making while i’m sedated
call that cross-faded
hey, look, ma, i made it

IOLITE NI (WIP)

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