I see you there, come close to me (don't come to me, Don't get close to me)
A spiders web spun to catch your dreams (I'll crush your dreams)
I'll make you cry, I'll make you scream (scream)
cuz In the end, It's all for me (give everything to me)

girl If you had a single clue
you wouldn't run deep into the woods
you're dressed in red, i'm big bad wolf
come a little closer, I can see you

I see you there, come close to me (don't come to me, Don't get close to me)
A spiders web spun to catch your dreams (I'll crush your dreams)
I'm make you cry, I'll make you scream (scream)
cuz In the end, It's all for me (give everything to me)

DON'T COME CLOSER

Don't Come Closer (prod. nexeration)

Anxiety

Lyrics
Moonlights dawning, baby I could swear that we're falling
i know that it's haunting, but baby will you stay to the morning
Forever and always, we could be apart in your heart I'll always stay
i know that it's daunting, but baby will you stay to the morning

you know there's nothing that can hold us apart
and if it's hurts i will save you from dark 
Cuz only time can take you from me
and when it's time you know that I'll be following
Down below it's where we go 
hold my hand, hold it tight don't you ever let it go
don't lose sight, don't leave  
watch your step, listen to your heart baby to your soul

cause everybody changes in time, 
sometimes i can't believe that i met you babe
memories that i would never change
they could hang me, they could drain me
i wouldn't never ever switch up for a bitch
i would put that on ya, cuz you're all that want ya

Moonlights dawning, baby I could swear that we're falling
i know that it's haunting, but baby will you stay to the morning
Forever and always, we could be apart in your heart I'll always stay
i know that it's daunting, but baby will you stay to the morning

Stay To The Morning (prod. nexeration x kesrabeats)

Take your time this is all my fault
I’ll be alright living as a ghost
Subside, locking eyes just to ease my woes
I’ll never be alright this is all my fault
On guard what the fuck, girl you fucked me up
Watch you rip my skin just to see my blood
On guard what the fuck, girl you fucked me up
I’ll never be alright but that’s just fine 
Take your time this is all my fault
I’ll be alright living as a ghost
Subside, locking eyes just to ease my woes
I’ll never be alright this is all my fault
On guard what the fuck, girl you fucked me up
Watch you rip my skin just to see my blood
On guard what the fuck, girl you fucked me up
I’ll never be alright but that’s just fine 

I know baby is the time in there’s a place
But the void that I’ve been feeling hasn’t ever been replaced
For the past few months, I’ve been staring at the ceiling hoping you would fall in love
But the pain is too much, reminiscing in my feelings it’s the memories of us
Tell me you love me tell me you need me tell me you care
Show me you love me, you’ll never leave me you always care 

Take your time this is all my fault
I’ll be alright living as a ghost
Subside, locking eyes just to ease my woes
I’ll never be alright this is all my fault
On guard what the fuck, girl you fucked me up
Watch you rip my skin just to see my blood
On guard what the fuck, girl you fucked me up
I’ll never be alright but that’s just fine

This Is All My Fault

This is all my fault (prod. Sorrow Bringer)

The thought of You (feat. YUNG VAN) prod. nexeration x wisssery

Bad Love w/Rivilin (prod.Sorrow Bringer)

I'm losing my soul
I'm losing control
I've got nowhere to go
I don't care if I fall

Send help, be quick please
‘Cause it seems that my life is in repeat
I’m waiting for your phone call baby, this silence is driving me crazy
I know that you love that you hate me, I’m too drunk to know that you blamed me
For every problem, every mistake and every time you made my heartbreak
I’m a fool for you, should of known better it was cruel of you
Know we’re done it's through
Crying so hard in the two-door coupe
Will you remember me? Tears in your eyes in my memories
It wasn’t meant to be but, just know I’ll still bleed for you
I'm losing my soul
I'm losing control
I've got nowhere to go
I don't care if I fall

Lately
Feel crazy
Thoughts of you, back to back, got me shaking
Fuck around with a dumb mix I ain't safe b
Self-harm in the form of bliss it amaze it
Dazy
Hazy
I ain’t know where I am wake up achy
Crust up blood on my lip fuck so I take these
Chalk white pills to forget what I can be

Damaged
And frantic
Ya cold heart take advantage
Baby

Manic
You savage
My poor heart you gone damaged

Lately
Soul lost
Glazed eyes
Dead face under bangs baby

Same thoughts
With the same lies
I ain’t want this so I fade, daily

I'm losing my soul
I'm losing control
I've got nowhere to go
I don't care if I fall

Fall (feat SLOTHBOI) prod. sorrowbringer x amalia

Feel like i'm going crazy, Feel like im falling in the rain
Is this what you call magic, 'cause i have never felt this way
I need, I need
I need, I need you

You know i can't help myself, girl i need you more than anyone else
You know i can't help myself, All i ever needed was you 
You know i can't help myself, girl i need you more than anyone else
You know i can't help myself, You know i can't help myself,

Tell me it's same, can you tell me it's alright 
Eyes so bright like the stars in the night sky
use to have a void in my chest now you're by my side
Now baby make me feel alive

Lavender (prod. Sorrow Bringer)

What's the point of being in love
What is the use of feeling numb
I never asked for much, All I wanted was your heart
I guess I'm not the one, I'll never be enough
My Lonely broken heart
you knew this from the start
I'll never be enough, for you 

will she stop and hear me sing, will you turn and run away
I've been crying out for her, but you don't want to stay
Boy don't turn out like me, a worthless waste of space
I don't want to live, I'm so sick of empty days
I used to want to spend my time reinvent my life for the better
Ever since she left I don't have to drive to do any better

Never Been Enough (prod. Sorrow Bringer)

Was this all a joke to you
I bled out all this hope for you
This shit should be hurting but
I'm not feeling this
Was it a mistake, it's true
I grew numb just waiting on you
I should be in agony but
I'm not feeling this 

Yeah I know, I was puppet in one of your shows
I was your favourite, you called me baby
Tell me you loved me than let me go
I think it's crazy, you were amazing
Under your spell you were driving me crazy
Then you grew out of me, left me behind 
I was suffering, it was too much for me
I wish I could erase you from my memories
Look me in my eyes and tell me what you see
How could you fuck me over and wanna be friends with me

Was this all a joke to you
I bled out all this hope for you
This shit should be hurting but
I'm not feeling this
Was it a mistake, it's true
I grew numb just waiting on you
I should be in agony but
I'm not feeling this 

Aye, but not really sad cuz one day I know you gunna me up
And those feeling died on the day you left me all fucked up
So you wanna know, I don't need you i've had time to grow
So don't hit my phone, I don't need you when i'm about blow up
Baby girl I know that this over
The puppet queen has fallen from the throne  yeah
I remember when shit was colder
I just hope that you get better when your older 

Was this all a joke to you
I bled out all this hope for you
This shit should be hurting but
I'm not feeling this
Was it a mistake, it's true
I grew numb just waiting on you
I should be in agony but
I'm not feeling this

i grew numb waiting for you (prod. Sorrowbringer)

Friends (prod. byCian x 80root)

It's the way that you hold me, forget bout this pain
I'd stay in this moment forever no nothing changed
True love never dies it's what they say, 
(I say fuck that), got me singing like
I would die for you, I would die for you


In a world that's full of demons and the shadows they reside
I hope you understand that imma kill them all on sight
cuz for you, I bleed the heaven's it don't matter if I fall
I know that you'll be waiting in the wreckage of it all
you could never do me wrongI love you more than you ill ever knowtake a piece of my heart everywhere you go (La La La) I would die for you, I would die for you(La LA LA)I would die for you, I would die for youIt's the way that you hold me, forget bout this pain
I'd stay in this moment forever no nothing changed
True love never dies it's what they say,
(I say fuck that), got me singing like
I would die for you, I would die for you

NOTHING’S CHANGED (Prod. Sorrow Bringer)

COLUMBUS: the suicide note

COLD HANDS

Prod. Born Hero
Mixed & Mastered by Yung Repressed
<3 Lyrics <3
got no friends
It seemed like yesterday i was making my own way 
back home, you're still not there today
today, i wanna be, more than a friend you don't want to see and fuck over
But i'm here to stay, my hearts locked up in a cage
fragile made out of clay, but i'm here to stay,
I'll make my way, back to the gate
hold on to me, don't ever set me free
I just want to be with you girl
time is ticking on it's own girl
I've been always on own girl
I don't want to wait, but i am gunna wait on you
don't you want to be, like adam and eve
don't eat from the tree, without me
don't you want to be, like adam and eve
snake bites all over me, passed out now you want to leave

You've been feeding my pain, destroying my brain
all over again inside me

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Free Download

snake bites (prod Born Hero)

First track of 2019, I'm going to be more active with soundcloud uploads.
Lyrics~
I've been lying to the man in mirror
Fall asleep inside bottle i still miss her
I keep thinking that all will be clearer
If i let myself go face down in the river
I don't want these thoughts
Never want these thoughts
Tell myself i'm fine 
Obviously i'm not
Oh oh oh 
Obviously i'm not
Oh oh oh 
Obviously i'm not

Live on all Streaming services! (if not, it's probably still getting accepted <.<)
Have a good day x

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Lilac Black (prod. Rhodes)

I know that you hate me, that's been on me since you've been gone
feeling regret, nicotine of my breath, i hate what what I've become
wish i could of been a better man for you, wish i could do all things to bring heart in bloom 
now you're gone, i'm facing the abyss alone
i don't want to be alone
i miss your long brown hair falling down upon my chair, i still keep all of your trinkets
to show you that i still care
i'll be waiting in the rain, swallowed whole consumed by pain
and if never get to see you, i hope that never have to feel this way

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nicotine

Nicotine (prod. Nexeration)

I never needed you oh
Instead i'm killing my self again
You never wanted my help
Could never keep you all to myself
Feeling down in my health
Can you feel how I felt
Feeling down in myself   
Feeling down in my health
Can you feel how I felt
Feeling down in myself     

Now i take more drugs, now
Can you help me find a plug, now
My eyes roll back into my head
Knees shaking from my meds 
But i still keep strong for my brothers
Feeling down in my health
Can you feel how I felt
Feeling down in myself    
Feeling down in my health
Can you feel how I felt
Feeling down in myself

Midnight Mountain 2 ~prod.Nexeration~

been about a minute (ft. Fiiel)prod. Loopy

I remember when we met.
Love you guys, hope you enjoy this one x

winnipeg

Winnipeg (prod. Nexeration)

Mistakes (Prod. Nexeration)

Love Me (Prod. Nexeration)

Grape Vines (Prod. Nexeration)

you were trouble from start
match it up with broken hearts
my baby never cared all
she told me we never be apart
tears up in vision 
but i still see i'm not want you want
once upon a time had nine lives but now i'm down to one

you played me like fool, you played me like a bitch
all this money that i'm making now you wont see none of it
contemplating on my life, razors kissing on my wrists
ye i thought you were one but baby you were full of shit
they say girls gun make you crazy but i hoped you were different
careless whispers in my ears, shawty was manipulative 
you can go run and tell your friends, all i did was do you wrong
in the bottom of a heart is were you truly belong
oh yeah you fucked this up
you're not down ride cuz you're switchn up
oh yeah you fucked this up
every promise that i kept but you destroyed our love

you were trouble from start
match it up with broken hearts
my baby never cared all
she told me we never be apart
tears up in vision 
but i still see i'm not want you want
once upon a time had nine lives but now i'm down to one

9 lives (prod. blade901)

rest easy legend
instrumental,mix and mastering by Nexeration, i love you bro <3

Lean Wit Me (Acoustic Cover) rip juicewrld <3

I know you're hurting
I could be the one, carry your burdens
1,2,3 baby it's never too late, 
Oh no it's never too late
Let's pretend like it's your birthday
I'll get you what you want, reverse the burning
1,2,3 baby it's never too late,
Oh no it's never too late

I promise i'll never switch up, your the one i want i never slip up
Diamonds and dior keep you on drip,
My wrist is still bleeding from the last one, she was such a bad one
Jasmine from Aladdin she had me so fucked up
Felt like i was back on Saturn, rings around my heart
But baby you  broke the patterns, 
And not a day goes by that i regret what happened

I Know it hurts sometimes
I'll keep you by myside
I wont let you down no not tonight

I know you're hurting
i could be the one, carry your burdens
1,2,3 baby it's never too late, 
Oh no it's never too late
Let's pretend like it's your birthday
I'll get you what you want, reverse the burning
1,2,3 baby it's never too late,
Oh no it's never too late

Tell me what me what need babe, you're the birthday girl
I'll be anything you want when you're the birthday girl
Open up the world for the birthday girl, for the birthday girl
Look up at the sky tonight
Stars they matches your eyes, yeah you're in line tonight
Constellations of your beauty are on time tonight
I would be so happy if died tonight, with you by myself
Bitches always gunna talk yah
Fuck em though you are on top yeah
If i see a pig my lips are shut ya
If you with me then we'll never stop ya
You know you're my baby girl
I'll take twice the poison so you don't have to girl

I know you're hurting
I could be the one, carry your burdens
1,2,3 baby it's never too late, 
Oh no it's never too late
Let's pretend like it's your birthday
I'll get you what you want, reverse the burning
1,2,3 baby it's never too late,
Oh no it's never too late

Birthday Girl (prod. born hero)

I HOPE YOU DO NOT CRY FOR ME

Thanks for checking this out x
hmu or whateva

WORTHLESS DEATH [PROD. PENTA]

Same colours,it’s the same day
And all the same bullshit up in my brain
Still hear the tree’s and wind calling your name
But you left yeah, you left me
It was highschool the tenth year
When you said you loved me dear
I skipped all my classes, all my friends so I could hold you near
I was the one that caught your eye, but not for long

It’s all good, it’s all good,it’s all good
There’s no love for the misunderstood 
It’s all good, it’s all good, it’s all good
It’s all good 

Could he save you, did he have the key to your broken heart
Because I tried and stayed even when you Teared me apart.
There’s no remedy for pain when’s it’s hiding behind your eyes
And even to this day it’s still stays because I know you lied

It’s all good, it’s all good,it’s all good
(Oh wow is me)
There’s no love for the misunderstood 
(Oh wow is me)
It’s all good, it’s all good, it’s all good
(Oh wow is me)
It’s all good

high school (prod. nexeration)

Lyrics:
You say you do not want me, thanks for leaving
a little part of you became my demons
When you smile, i turn away 
breaks every bone inside my face
You say you do not want me, thanks for leaving
a little part of you became my demons
When you smile, i turn away
breaks every bone inside my face

this could be love or this could be it
this could be love I'm fucking undone

take my hand watch leaves fall down 
This is it, when the world crashes down
Lips of fire and a heart of stone, wild desire with a love so cold
run away run away why do i feel so high when i feel this pain
like i loved your eyes like you loved this fame, 
so why do I cry when I read your name
or when I see your face I'm a fucking mess,
like I see the worst like a pessimistic with your black rose and ripped dress
the thought of you is all I have left


You say you do not want me, thanks for leaving
a little part of you became my demons
When you smile, I turn away 
breaks every bone inside my face
You say you do not want me, thanks for leaving
a little part of you became my demons
When you smile, I turn away 
breaks every bone inside my face

this could be love or this could be it
this could be love I'm fucking undone

Credits:
Production - Xen0christ
Mixing - Nexeration
Mixing and Mastering - Norlick
Artwork - Renegade Records

Bones (prod. Xen0christ)

My anxiety won't leave me alone..
signed to Renegade Records
hmu for feats

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