this song is entirely non profit and purely for venting purposes.
nilöwh: @nilowhbeats

cut my arm like every night because of you
and that sounds really bad
but thats how sad it gets
and thats how tough
life can get sometimes 
when youre around the wrong people
dont do what i did
learn from me
change your cerebral
id love to say its true but its not 
you can call me baby bloodshot
you can push my hands around
you can make me dance for you
dont be shy stimulate it
it wont bite unless you cave in
see my head its real scary aint it?
youre a pussy, you wouldnt last one day in 
my vessel
my vessel
now you know why i nestle in my bed all day
im pissed off, scared as a bitch and i cant get out of it
and i cant get out of it 
hes real quick to lie to your face ive seen it once or twice at this pace
he belongs in the mud and you know that shit
you know you cant get over him
if you sit and around and wait 
for him to change on his own time 
cause his own time is 2 years down the line 
when hes gay.
im not mad at that but at the fucking least be honest with me
im at sea and im sinking so just throw me down some whiskey
to make it easier for the time being cause I REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE being me
and i hate how the sun drives me insane
how..?
how the fuck can love kill you?
how do i see my mind?
hopefully you understand now
imma stay in my vessel till i die.

my vessel (nilöwh x frrb)

lyrics:
yeah, yeah , yeah
i don't be fuckin with all of these bitches
you turn me off like i came with a switch
guap turn me on like it came with a switch
run to the bank while you stay home and sit
i just been sippin on rum at the party
what i'm sippin on makin me sick
grab on her hips like a handlebar
i got a new whip, it don't look like a car
oh they think that i'm whipping a spaceship?
that explains why i'm up with the stars
all in with my chips like i'm playing at vegas
need me a woman like jenna ortega
i need a woman to beer me up
say you in pain but i don't give a fuck
see i'm on top of the world
too far away to send you a feat
i drip in designer from head to my feet
i drip in designer, you buyin a lease
a car wit recliners, it came w no keys
your numbers decline like who do you be?
my numbers go up like a bird in migration yah yahhh
my numbers go up like the price at the station
and life's been getting hard but i'm going up w the stats with inflation
fuck all that destiny shit
i'm putting my life through modification
i know that you're gonna stop sleepin on me when i rule over the nation

handlebar v2

handlebar v2 (prod. ninewaters)

lyrics //

me: we fell down when we were kids,
but we just brushed it off
now we’re trying hard to live
and it’s not fun at all

hurt back then but my hearts still beating
fuck my friends they don’t know that i’m 
leaving soon

piece by piece we can put it back
make you think i do track how i run right back to you
and it’s a heart attack, stabbing my back
but i think i’m numb to you
good times, feel you runnin through my bloodline
pack my bags let em all forget me
i’ll be good mom just keep the memories oh

we fell down when we were kids,
but we just brushed it off
now we’re trying hard to live
and it’s not fun at all

hurt back then but my hearts still beating
fuck my friends they don’t know that i’m 
leaving soon

fordy:

broke down city
run around town but it’s looking so empty
in a world so tempting
never done wrong till a girl had left me

said sorry, but it’s not enough 
you saw me, just lock me up
or let me bleed, i’m not enough to marry me 

what about the memories? nowadays i can’t even barely sleep nah
and what about the sympathy? wrote down pages on the way i feel now

i’m leaving you’ll see me soon 
still breathing 
the same fumes you hated
the same tunes 
same playlist

and now i know, it’s so clear
iv been drowning way below, and i can’t hear
if they’re coming or they’re leaving out the door

but one thing
don’t expect me to double back loving
don’t you think that we needed more trusting
cut ties cuz all ur assumptions 

me: we fell down when we were kids,
but we just brushed it off
now we’re trying hard to live
and it’s not fun at all

i was hurt back then now my heart still beating
fuck my friends they don’t CARE that i’m leaving soon
i just know that i’ll be with YOU
i just know that i’ll be with YOU

leaving soon w/ brecken

4 My Money Pt. 2  PROD J.STEENY

reliance

i’m the type to hate goodbyes
so u don’t have to say goodbye
let’s get high one last time

just pack your bags, just go
it’s the only way you know, oh
there’s nowhere left to go
you never had a home
I’ll see you on the road, road

ain’t no freedom when i pay the price for living
i get crossed inside the function like a christian
living in regret for all the shit ive been missing
these people don’t listen
tossed all my coins in the well i’ve been wishing
wishing i get paid back for all the time that i’ve given
who am i kidding?
i ain’t even have good luck inna minute
cigarette smoke in the sky
this the type of love that make u wanna die
u wanna spread your wings and fly
i promise i’ll remember those eyes
i’m the type to hate goodbyes
so u don’t gotta say goodbye
let’s get high one last time

just pack your bags, just go
it’s the only way you know, oh
there’s nowhere left to go
you never had a home
I’ll see you on the road, road

just go

just go (michael harrison)

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lyrics:
I’ll wait 
I’ll wait 
I’ll wait 
for you
To come back 
but I know you won’t
Yeah
Shit I’m still sitting by the bottle 
My bear feet yeah held up against the cobble 
I’m just a drink away from reading the Bible 
This vodka hittin my head starting to wobble 
I didn’t give myself the blame and now I’m liable 
I just wanna be respected and reliable 
But ima ghost and im unfindable 
An the way they leave me so fast 
You’d think that I’d be unfixable 
But I feel invincible 
When I’m with you
When I’m with you 
When I’m with you 
When I’m with you 
Such a slight switch in my mood
And now I’m feeling invisible 
To you, to you, to you
Something I should be used to
I’m tryina find me a way to be fine
But every thought feel like a hurdle 
Yeahh
said she’s worried I’d hurt her like you 
But how could I hurt you when I know what you been through 
I can’t stress the way that they sayin my name they don’t know the Y is silent, like you 
Don’t worry baby I won’t ever get violent with you 
I know I’m annoying I got lots to say
I know I’m annoying I got lots to say
But I’m just showing you my true self 
I could never hide that from you 
An Now I can’t hide 
from the thoughts I have of you 
This trust no one tattoo on my arm cuz of you 
at least i guess I learned a lot from you 
If im doing the right thing 
If im
If im doing the right thing 
Will always be a question on my dome
I’m so worried of letting go
That I can’t let no body else close
I feel like I’m wasting away 
At this point you would think I just wanna rot away 
At this point you would think that I’m just gonna decay

decay (prod. king theta)

VIDEO OUT NOW - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=96Jkx_TphkQ

max wells & foreign forest - we'll be fine (prod. ztonthebeat) *VIDEO IN DESC.*

DESIRE ( prod. Cheap L )

Bathing in the light, and casting a shadow.

mixed by @1990bishop

producer: @sorrow_bringer

BULLETPROOF LIFELINE

ive been of and on 
black lungs black heart
baby cut me off 
ima die in the dark
yeah im out of luck 
too close to the sun
you dont even know 
what the fuck ive been on

4 My Money Pt. 2 PROD J.STEENY

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