A FLARE OF LIFE 2

so erase all the toxic delusions
raise your hand if you feel useless
and when you play with my head i was clueless
over-medicate till we're numb and stupid

every little thing gonna tear me down
every little thing if it could it went south
every little thing gonna tear me down
when i start to sink just let me drown

the ceiling's only so much higher
i could never rest when you're holding me down
the feeling isn't getting lighter
you're my best and there is no doubt

and my hearts still beating x2

drøwn (prod. dead yami)

lyrics:

as the days grow short yeah my love grows shorter
can you call the medic, someone's getting slaughtered
i should've let her get away when i caught her
but they will never know the pain that i caused her
rest in peace my ex, i tell myself she dead to me
rest in peace my will to live, there's not much left of me
rest in peace to love, i killed it it's a felony
but i still miss her so i'm writing all these melodies uh

i don't wanna die a hero
and you don't wanna die a hero
i just wanna watch the world burn when my sanity is zero
i wanna end it all, but you don't care shapiro
you're a weirdo, get up out my earlobe
you wanna start an altercation with no fear doe
i have no fear doe, it's been a tough year
i tried to numb the pain by sippin' on this beer
if you see me at the brink of death you have to interfere
my soul's a freezer so why you coming near?
let jesus take the wheel on my life and my career
if i was breaking down and needed help then would you volunteer?
my soul's a freezer
fuck that! it's a threat to humanity!
you're a prat, why you pickin' at my sanity?
the shit you're sayin' got me questioning reality
it's not your fault that we live in mortality
grind to a halt, let me question my morality
i'm rubbing salt in your wounds, it's a casualty
i send my prayers to yourself and all your family uh

dead to me (prod. cush)

a love letter to emo rap <3

lyrics:
your scene is dry and we're all grey
i don't wanna make it seem like i'm dancing on your grave
like i'm dancing on your grave
'cause i'm not dancing on your grave

yeah! your scene is dry and we're all grey
i don't wanna make it seem like i'm dancing on your grave
through the sunshine and the rain, i'm beside you at your wake
and i know that i ditched you a couple times but i'm not fake
we will all be great, catch that shit on tape
we've been down for way too long and we thought there's no escape
we've been clowned for all our songs, now we're laughing in their face
my mind is like a treasure trove, take in what i make

we don't want you to die, i'll single-handedly revive you
i wanna make it right 'cause lately i haven't tried to
if you heard we wouldn't make it together then you've been lied to
it's probably 'cause i'm catching way more feelings than i'd like to
in my mind, in my made up kingdom, yeah i like you
over time, know we gonna make it if i try to
all the time, if we're gonna make it, need to strive to
to the grind, i will see you later if i find you
yeah i hope i can excite you
i'm still emo, i accept that and if i change my ways would you respect that?
'cause all this music stays the same and on the inside i will change and i'll regret that

we have a future, i wish i chased it sooner
but i feel my image being ruined by my humour
i'm nearly 20 years old, late bloomer
i feel like a loser, i'm stuck in your computer
i've got another girl to write about but i never abused her
i'm feeling like i walked into her life but i intrude her
it never felt like it was right, i'll tell the truth yeah
so i'm turning to the mic as a tutor

[hook again]

it's farewell yeah, i don't need no help yeah
this time i'm not feeling i'm trapped inside a cell yeah
not back in hell yeah, no longer i'm a shell
this time i really mean it when i say i wish you well
let me know your secrets 'cause you know i'll never tell
don't worry 'bout my wellbeing, the microphone will help
it's emo rap forever, i know we'll stick together
i'm swerving on you never, on the pain we'll never dwell

life has beat me down, give me motherfucking' stitch (oh fuck!)
you're gonna make me rich
shoutout to my bitches and my bros, yeah we're going for a smoke

dear emo rap, love ninewaters

dear emo rap, love ninewaters (prod. ninewaters)

Produced by lukas & kndey
Written by xorainzz

Lyrics:

My vision foggy
Feel way too far from you
I feel like you lost me
It’s like every part of you disappeared
Nothings the same
Drive me insane
Just take my hand
No I wont change
Just one more dance
Out in the rain

You can try
To tell me otherwise
Feel like I’m running ‘round
In circles
You despise all that wasting time
And I hate to see you go
Ease up
I hate to see you froze
Even if I’m cold
Live through surreal highs
And toxic lows
But just to realize
I’m on my own
Pickup the phone oh

Meet me
Under city lights
When It’s dark outside
Maybe I can fix it all
Knee deep
Into all these lies
After all this time
I’d still pick up your calls
You set fire to the walls
But yea I guess thats my fault
And in the end it’ll be my loss
At this point
I couldn’t really care at all

I cant keep running away from
Shit I can’t escape
And I cant keep pushing away the
Shit I can’t erase
Im in and out of focus with you
With you

My vision foggy
Feel way too far from you
I feel like you lost me
It’s like every part of you disappeared
Nothings the same
Drive me insane
Just take my hand
No I wont change
Just one more dance
Out in the rain

Feel way too far from you
I feel like you lost me
It’s like every part of you disappeared
Nothings the same
Drive me insane
Just take my hand
No I wont change
Just one more dance
Out in the rain

far from you* prod. lukas + kndey

lyrics

Count it up yeah i ain't signing shit
When i get a check, spend it on my friends
Balling yeah i'm not wearing tims
In the U.S. not a citizen

And my life sweet like cinnamon
Shoutout 303 I just hit a lick
If you don't know me you won't get that shit
This is my dream let's settle in
Don't settle, no no don't settle
Whenever you fall down lean on me
I got issues I don't need to explain
Because it's all in my brain
Because it's always the same

A game, enslaved
Trapped inside my head
I don't really see what you want me to be 'cause
I don't need to see to believe I just feel it
That bitch she sweet like a cinnamon
She ride on my jeans want the D not no vitamin
I'm not your hero to the kitty say hello
Not Kiki from Waikiki, we 69 get freaky
My sunshine, my peach peach
My cinnamon, my sweetie

(hook repeats)

Vividly show my symphony all night
All night, all night, all night yeah
And the starlight is in her eyes
And the dark times are past lives yeah
I don't need to say
What you need?
Bag on me, I don't even play
No it doesn't look easy
But I could make it look easy
When my face up on the tv
That's when they gonna want to meet me yeah

Cinnamon, time's up
Glad we did find love
How did we grow up?
We were just kids, so long

(hook repeats) <3

CINNAMON. (prod. Vita Flare)

Vita Flare

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