“Nothing and nobody keeping me strong.” Mon freré.. 💔😢

all I had left 

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All I Had Left (feat. Kais)

my attempt at self-defense

featuring my friend @guccihighwaters

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an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

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fucking up (ft. guccihighwaters)

i've been extra lonely lately, since you left.

✨ Polar ✨
💎 @polar333 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/ihatepolar/ 💎

✨ Business Inquires ✨
💎 polar333.official@gmail.com 💎

✨ Northeast Lights ✨
💎 @northeastlights 💎
💎 https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCjT-f9vgfeOepoKvDF_Fo5g  💎

lyrics:
and what she don't know (and what she don't know)
all the hearts that she's breaking
all the souls that she's claiming

and she don't feel the pain, feel the pain (she don't)
and i don't feel the same, feel the same (and we don't)
i'm starting to feel decay inside my brain 
makes me think my feelings have gone away

and she don't feel the pain, feel the pain (she don't)
and i don't feel the same, feel the same (and we don't)
i'm starting to feel decay inside my brain 
makes me think my feelings have gone away (have gone away)

and i don't know if my heart can take it (what she don't know)
it's driving me crazy (she's breaking my heart)
it's driving me crazy
cause she don't feel the same, feel the same
she don't feel the pain, the hearts she breaks
you can't heal my soul only numb the pain (ya)

and she don't feel the pain, feel the pain (she don't)
and i don't feel the same, feel the same (and we don't)
i'm starting to feel decay inside my brain 
makes me think my feelings have gone away

and she don't feel the pain, feel the pain (she don't)
and i don't feel the same, feel the same (and we don't)
i'm starting to feel decay inside my brain 
makes me think my feelings have gone away

my feelings are in the dirt
and my hearts on edge
can i feel again my cuts the test
and when my life has come to end will she be there
cause she don't feel the same

and what she don't know
all the hearts that she's breaking
all the souls that she's claiming

i no longer believe in us (prod. northeast lights x odece)

prod by the mans @scottysplash !!!
mixed by @scottysplash
(OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS)
*lyrics*

tears coming down my face going hard as a hailstorm 
i am not really happy bc i got this wardrobe
going crazy getting isolated from everything around me
not really much of a good thing 
but i ignore it like the sadness 
or all the bad shit
4 black walls a closed door make me go batshit 
take some pills and go to bed and just 
forget what i think
then u hmu with ur thoughts and ask what i think
tired of the bull shit
so i grab a wood n light it
gas smoke now my room smell like race cars 
couldn’t see that i did but i go that hard
i remember visiting this place before 
had to cry and nap now my eyes are sore
then i continue with the grind
i won’t let you get into my mind
i remember visiting this place before 
had to cry and nap now my eyes are sore
then i continue with the grind
i won’t let you get into my mind

always asking where i been, i’ve been in the lab
ain’t no dog but i bark when i get mad
it’s always over dumb shit
i talk shit
 i jinx it
knock on wood it happens 
it’s so fuckin toxic 
but i keep it in anyway 
it’s not like u would care about what i fuckin say
so i just shrug my shoulders and put the headphones in 
all this drama but i just ignore it
tired of the bull shit
so i grab a wood n light it
gas smoke now my room smell like race cars
couldn’t see that i did but i go that hard
i remember visiting this place before 
had to cry and nap now my eyes are sore
then i continue with the grind
i won’t let you get into my mind
i remember visiting this place before 
had to cry and nap now my eyes are sore
then i continue with the grind
i won’t let you get into my mind

up at late hours tryna do all this shit now
i’m savin other people but i can’t save myself now
i don’t even really care tho
been lost since day 1 it is not new tho
so i just lay back n roll myself a blunt
and i think back of all the shit i’ve done
gas smoke now my room smell like race cars 
couldn’t see that i did it but i go that hard

visiting this place before (prod. scottysplash)

@poorstacy

[chorus]
all this pain i've dealt with
but i still find this thing (yeah)
to help me cope with, all of our toxic waste
why bring each other down when we could pick each other up
i don't care about all those other girls that i fucked
i know i fucked up, yeah i fucked up

[verse]
and it's like i get a rush, from all of the bullshit
all i wanna do is find a way to get away
all they wanna do is find a way to fucking hate
i been getting money counting money everyday
yeah, yeah, yeah where I stay
internet, money mansion yeah i'm getting paid (yeah)
niggas pussy (huh)
yeah, i'm getting laid (uh)
bad hoes on my phone like like every day (yeah)
niggas rookie (huh)
they don't know how to play the game (huh)
i've been cooking up (yeah)
since a young age (yeah)
yeah, it's like i get a rush from the fucking hate
don't gotta use my gun (huh, yuh)
we could run a fade
sometimes it makes me wonder, are you a friend or foe
it makes me wonder, are you gonna bend or fold
yeah, i try to get sleep sometimes can't close my eyes it hurts (yeah it hurts, yeah it hurts)
yeah, sometimes i wanna die even though i try to catch a vibe first (yeah i'm tryna catch a vibe first)
and i'm sorry for the pain (yeah)
that i put you through (yeah)
if i could go back in time i swear that i would do it better with you(yeah, yeah, yeah)

[pre-chorus]
so i got nothing to prove anymore (yeah)
i could get that shit all on my own right now (uh, uh, yeah)
and i don't know how i found you (yeah)
but i wanna be with you right now (right now)

[chorus]
all this pain i've dealt with
but i still find this thing (yeah)
to help me cope with, all of our toxic waste
why bring each other down when we could pick each other up
i don't care about all those other girls that i fucked
i know i fucked up, yeah i fucked up

[outro]
sometimes it makes me wonder, are you a friend or foe
it makes me wonder, are you gonna bend or fold

@poorstacy - toxic waste (prod. @wkhrdt & nick mira)

Loser - Qotf

someone else. (p. lxve)

First song back bois

Lyrics:

Pull up in the new whip 

Up front 8 grand 

Now you don’t get the pack till the money in my hand 

And I know how to stack now cause I be in demand 

Haters these days try to shake my fucking hand 

Don’t @ me 

Don’t you fucking try to dap me 

See me on the street keep walking right past me

Call the twitter mob to attack me but

We are not the same motherfucker don’t @ me 



Sorry but I am ahead of you 

Went from being broke to paying rent with streaming revenue 

Now I get paid to vent about bullshit up in my reticle 

My girl dipped started talking hypothetical like

What if everything changes? Rearranges

Wrote my story down, now you ripping out the pages 

You fuck with drugs and that shit is dangerous

Don’t need you love you need to be famous 

Fucking shameless 

But I said the worst has just begun 

You hate the person I’ve become 

So we lie and say it’s just this once 

Like we can’t feel pain if we stay numb 

I got lost in my head last night again 

I stay high but the thoughts keep creeping in 

That I try but I never will fit in 

That you lied and you’re somewhere with him 

So I roll up, the last to show up 

Forecast a lortab 

Forecast a full cup 

Forecast a full send 

Forecast is fucked up

Forecast to me 

Blacked out in the bathtub 

Hell yeah I showed up

Hell yeah I’m blowing up

Nobody wants me here guess I’m going home 

Sit inside my room 

To go stoned alone 

disrespect my dick 

Disconnect my phone

singles 2020

First Day Out

if all my songs were polaroids, id burn the ones i wrote for you

produced by @nothingnowheremusic 
it all comes full circle

[LYRIC VIDEO]

bleeding (p. nothing,nowhere.)

~2300~

IM 20 NOW! happy2300day

LYRICS:

[CHORUS]
Maybe I'll follow the stars like a compass
Leading me back to a place where i'm wanted
Block out the world and the pain from our losses
I wanna know if i'm here for a reason

When you need me I'll be 
Right here with the same old songs that I sing
Til the church bells carry you away from me
And my eyes swell shut til I can't see
This is where I belong
Nothing and nobody keeping me strong
There's not enough here to wanna go on
Walking on water your hand in my arm
Natural disaster i'm falling apart

[VERSE]
This is where I fuck it up and blame it all on my anxiety
It's hard to let you go after I let you see this side of me
And this is where I go to let my eyes close slowly
Staring at the dashboard, hands underneath my knees

And i'm trying to forget her
"all I hear is whispers"
Speak of me in pas tense 
"everybody gets hurt"
I'll stay in the cold, out on my own
How did it go learning i'm fine alone?

*CHORUS LOOP*

"when you need me I'll be right here with the same old songs that I sing, til the church bells carry you away from me and my eyes swell shut til I can't see"

Right Here (prod. Nato x Zaire)

fun while it lasted.


if i do if i dont, doesn’t matter cause ill fuck up
get knocked down try again, get so nervous that I up chuck
fingers long i might slice, i can’t trust myself with knives
need someone to hold my hand and someone else to supervise

You know I have no self control no need to fabricate the truth
then we can talk about the good times and all the evil things you do
Made a world full of your bullshit tried to fill my head with lies
so when I tell you that I’m leaving it should come as no surprise

no surprise, why’d i try? just to end up here again
fooled me once, fooled me twice, fooled around with all your friends
idk why im so lame
one more day i’ll go insane

if i do if i dont, doesn’t matter cause ill fuck up
Get knocked down and try again, but get so nervous that I up chuck 
fingers long i might slice, i can’t trust myself with knives
need someone to hold my hand and someone else to supervise

maybe i could learn to skate 
or play guitar to compensate
for all the little secrets that i keep
cause my dreams warned, be on the ball.
i took advantage of it all 
she was my girl, lights in my world, my everything.
then life said sike, why’d you try? 
just to end up here again?
fooled you once fooled you twice, please don’t tell me it ends
idk why im so lame
one more day i’ll go insane

lame

✬~2300~✬

Dedicated and full of life, singer-songwriter VITO brings an illuminating,
original style to the music culture. A New York native, VITO struggled to find his
place growing up; finding comfort in music. A difficulty that inspired him to create art that could reassure others the way it did for him. Nurtured by a multitude of music genres, VITO offers a new take on the alternative music scene; intertwining various genres and sincere messages with a powerful rawness. 

His music is personal and uncensored, yet uplifting and soft-hearted: just as VITO is described in person by his friends and fans. VITO has created a platform to say what he wants to say; inspired by the Punk Era’s lack of filter and immense passion. A platform to express how he feels without hesitation, and to share that openness with others. To give a voice to all of those who may feel without. An emotional outlet for those who feel their emotions are invalid. Music for the outcasts, for the unheard. VITO is here to make a difference.

Right Here (prod. Nato x Zaire)

VITO

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