Nothing bad is nothing gained

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and tomorrow i graduate 
everything that ive worried about won’t matter past this day
sitting next to people i dont wanna be friends with
i hope i never see you again

and i don’t think ill understand 
and i don’t think ill understand 

how come you never gave back what i put in
twelve hundred days and i haven’t made a friend
how could i allow this to happen again
i was born a pushover 
guess im addicted to losing
my eyes theyre looking at all of you i can’t help it 
i wanna spend my time with you i know it’s selfish 
how could i allow this to happen again
i was, and i don’t think ill understand 

and tomorrow i graduate
everything that ive worried about won’t matter past this day
sitting next to people i don’t wanna be friends with
i hope i never see you again

doomsday

made right after i discovered goodhertz lossy. 

s/o https://soundcloud.com/brakence

original: https://soundcloud.com/brakence/5g

art: @sumantsagar

enjoy!

brakence - 5g (doug suh flip)

its not hard to be alone
i watch your spine slope
jumping out the window
take care
you know i wont
morphine tastes like sunscreen
i got a mouthful
termites follow ballpoint pens 
hand the plate to the waiter and touch his hand
what doesn’t kill me makes me small
ive been so quiet since i turned 18

carpal tunnel

9/9

performed mixed mastered me
produced with my best friends sketchywav and san i wouldn't be here without u
sketchy also on some bg vox!!!

you got me feeling that it’s alright 
and i don’t think that’s okay
and now im up till the sunrise 
i wanna save myself from nothing
ill turn it around
and ain’t crazy that i made it this far?
this far 

maybe this part 
i was meant to play and
i don’t care what you’re saying 
motherfuckers wanna be me and cant

aim back, breach out
i don’t know what to care about, cause
maybe it’s all lie
aim back, breach out 
i don’t where tf u at cz 
maybe it’s all a lie 

MOTHERFUCKERS WANNA BE ME, AND THEY CANT
AND I JUST WROTE IT IN ALL FROM A LIE 
MOTHERFUCKERS WANNA BE ME AND THEY CANT
IN THE WINDOW OF IT ALL I SAW A PLAN
not ready for the end of it all

so, take it all in before you can’t
i understand that all this time 
ill take it back

end theory

ฬเςкє๔

https://ffm.to/bleith 

cover art by noah greene https://temberl.in/

i'll be the first

pronounced "bləith, or blayeth"
_________________________________
guess it's been a long time
i don't even know
nothing left but splintered bones
and broken hope
walking down the road
we grew up on
choking on the roses 
but they're grown and gone

inhaling erosion i'm sinking i'm floating that
solemn corrosion i'll swallow the hope and i'll 
hold onto something and someone will hear the 
implosion aeolian sediments blowing away

maybe i won't miss those white halls and those silos
and your wide eyes

(do you remember me?)

all the pain went when you kissed me
but it was back when i woke up
winters always warmer when you're with me
caught a cross to call my own
in the inverted lattice beneath
i was just trying to calm you down
'cause this summer i'll be sixteen 
and i still wonder how
covered in clovers and i’m six feet
under now five leaves aren't enough
this september i’ll be leaving
throw the photos on the ground i should have known
i should have known

slipping through the cracks i'm calling it back on you
shadows shifting elisions i'm still in your arms
cosmic collisions it's crumbling falling through
scaffold splitting derisions i'm sealing the hearth

inhaling erosion i'm sinking i'm floating that
solemn corrosion i'll swallow the hope and i'll 
hold onto something and someone will hear the 
implosion aeolian sediments blowing away

one to many times i let myself slide
resin in the hide and it's hopeless
summit through the sides i thought of better ties
brethren tiled the pine on a pulpit
covered in the sines i coveted the lies
nolled up on a lyre a forfeit
lauded once or twice a strath that lead the line
straffed it to your silage and sold it

if you'd just lie awake 
i won't shear no shame

save me 
break me
save me
chain me

all the pain went when you kissed me
but it was back when i woke up
winters always warmer when you're with me
caught a cross to call my own
in the inverted lattice beneath
i was just trying to calm you down
'cause this summer i'll be sixteen 
throw the photos on the ground i should have known
i should have known

guess it's been a long time
i don't even know
nothing left but splintered bones
and broken hope
walking down the road
we grew up on
choking on the roses 
but they're grown and gone

bleith

m̶̢̛̿̿̋ĩ̴̡̯̜͚͛̌̂̔n̵̙̞̖͖̞̔i̸̺̬̭̦̽̌̄̎̈́m̶̯̩̄̌̌̓͝a̶͕̣̥͑̀͌l̶̡͆̈́̔

ʍɨռɖʄʋƈӄ

i watch you wander the country with a fist full of stars
building your towers of honey and breaking them apart
and darling you won't regret it if you give me a piece of your heart
cause i know you won't admit it but you're painting me over your scars

sitting in the light as it dawns, you're blossoming all the flowers
lay and watch the night as it falls, i lost count of all the hours
oh the world is a tape player, write me a song
and i'll sing it to you

we watch the planes disappear and the planets embark
making a wish on a chemtrail, on saturn or mars
and darling they're crossed again, but i'm the man who made everything hard
our magnetic confluence is nothing more than a wish on a star

i could be a spark in your eyes, the space where i fly is endless
there i'm just an old satellite, searching for my repentance
oh i've been flying forever and ain't found no god
but he's speaking through you

m̶̢̛̿̿̋ĩ̴̡̯̜͚͛̌̂̔n̵̙̞̖͖̞̔i̸̺̬̭̦̽̌̄̎̈́m̶̯̩̄̌̌̓͝a̶͕̣̥͑̀͌l̶̡͆̈́̔

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