song of hope : https://youtu.be/06mGJJkFLjc

Lyrics
The grass felt your mother’s tears,
while the sky is near.
A teddy bear, a picture heart
He’s never far, never apart.

Though hands can’t hold him now,
He'd say ... Go play now
He is there when you see the light,
And when you pray at night.

When sunlight warms your face,
That’s Daddy smiling from his place.
A breeze that passes by,
Or when you see a butterfly,
He is here, he feels your tears,
Close your eyes… feel his love.

Even when your voice is small,
He still hears it all.
When you miss him, when you’re sad,
Whisper his name....“Daddy.”

Though hands can’t hold you now,
He'd say ...Go play now
He is there when you see the light,
And when you pray at night.

When sunlight warms your face,
That’s Daddy smiling from his place.
A breeze that passes by,
Or when you see a butterfly,
He is here, he feels your tears,
Close your eyes… feel his love.

When you miss his hugs, it’s true,
I am here for you.
I will hold you close tonight,
And hug for him too.

Close your eyes, and there he’ll be,
Soft in your memory.
In laughter, skies, and photos too,
He whispers, “I love you.”

Though hands can’t hold you now,
He'd say ... Go play now
He is there when you see the light,
And when you pray at night.

When sunlight warms your face,
That’s Daddy smiling from his place.
A breeze that passes by,
Or when you see a butterfly,
He is here, he feels your tears,
Close your eyes… feel his love.

Sleep now, it’s okay to cry,
Heaven whispers...He’s alive
Heaven whispers...He’s alive
Heaven whispers...He’s alive
Sleep now, it’s okay to cry,
Heaven whispers...He’s alive
Heaven whispers...He’s alive
Heaven whispers...He’s alive
He’s alive.

When Sunlight Warms Short

Skies carved veins of rain,
Lived in moving frames.
Wide-eyed prayers on tinted glass,
I rise in glitter dust.
This faith is touch and heal,
In broken glass, I build.

Hey here I am,
My halo is my flame.
A live wire ground in grace,
Heaven open,  are we saved?
,
Oh, I'm soaked in red paint
Oh, I'm soaked in red paint
,
My halo is my flame.
A live wire, tamed with grace,
Heaven open, are we saved?
Oh, soaked in red paint,
I'm a Neon Saint.

I ran through electric streets,
Chasing the wind of my feet.
I have come to behave,
Saw the light in gleaming rays.

This faith is touch and heal,
In broken glass, I build.

Hey, I'm a Neon Saint,
My halo is my flame.
A live wire, tamed with grace,
Heaven open - are we saved?
Oh, soaked in red paint,
I'm a Neon Saint.

Saint. oh oh oh


Shadows give way,
Storms hit my place.
Refined by fire,
I broke the chains.
This faith is touch and heal,
In broken glass, I build.
This faith is touch and heal,
In broken glass, I build.
This broken glass, I build.

Hey, I'm a Neon Saint,
My halo is my flame.
A live wire, tamed with grace,
Heaven open, are we saved?
Oh, soaked in red paint,
I'm a Neon Saint, Neon Saint, Neon Saint. hmmmm

NEON SAINT

Copyright 2025 BMI, Corelight Music, Vivian Khor Music

This is dedicated to all who have known the mother wound. I pray that you will find this song a form of release, I know it is hard, I know it is......Please give yourself a hug.

She spoke in storms, I learned to smile,
Built my love on softened sighs.
Her mirror eyes could never see
The little girl she hid in me.

I bloom where thorns still grow,
Her love was not my home.

I'm not her sorrow, not her blame,
Not her shadow in her game.
I lay it down, her ache, her cry 
I forgive to free my sky.

I walked through rooms of fresh air,
Her voice used to tremble there.
What's me is mine, I'm not hers,
Her words no longer burn.

I've always got love in me,
No more bleeding to be free.

I'm not her sorrow, not her blame,
Not the echo with her shame.
I lay it down, her ache, her cry 
I release to free my sky.

She took my roots, I grew my wings,
Peace in letting things be.
What she could not, I gave to me 
A girl reborn, a soul set free.

I release, I fly… I fly.

I release to Free my Sky

Blue Window

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Vivian Khor is a grammy-nominated composer, songwriter, and music producer.  Come with me on a journey of reflection, and a place to leave the burdens of this world behind. The music is about my experiences of this life, of the trials, of tests and storms, the songs are meant to touch, comfort, inspire and keep this life from being too harsh or dark with shared expressions. I write music to affirm, to engage with life and the meanings, even in the darkest places. I write music to connect,  to comfort and to remind hearts that we are all human with human experiences and you are not alone. I see you and I affirm you. Welcome to this place.

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