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Renaissance Baby

miss me with that fuckboy shit
my heart not just for kicks
knock it up to me being crazy 
i may be crazy but this is crazier
found myself feeling hazier
questioning my worth and shit

as you don't text back 
u treated me like a 10 sack
after telling u how much heaviness i pack
gotta run the love i gave u back
a bitch gotta reel it back
yeah i'm indecisive but i made my mind up about you
all i wanted do is fucking talk to you

but a bitch gotta date myself 
that self love shit
remind myself i'm that bad bitch
better off without you 
next time i'm at the zoo i'll see you

tired of wondering if i'm enough or not 
tired of thinking it's me and not you
tired of thinking of you 
tired of dreaming of you
so over it i'm blue i'm blue

i'm the baddest bitch u ever will fumble
i don't wanna hear u mumble 
please take me back i'm a sad sack
i gave u my trust 
after hard work to polish the rust
like how confusing is that 
when it was you who asked me out
now at home i scream and pout
i said it was mutual so you wouldn't think you're a shitty person
news flash you're a shitty person
hurt that you were uncertain but hiding behind the curtain 
wish you had just been straight up with me
did you wait a month to see if the other bitch would leave
did you wait a month cause you were scared of vulnerability 
couldn't you see what this fucking meant to me

i don't want to be friends 
you were leaving me on read
because you wanted another bitch instead 
my heart feels blurred
fuck it hurts being curved
thought you were saying timber 
turns out you were saying tinder
ouch okay go find less

laying down this track because i'm not a snack
i'm a whole meal 
that's the fuckin deal

vixen♥

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