hyper+drain

worry

going in circles tryna get outta my head
feel like im different but im worse than the rest
so inconsistent i keep taking ls
poppin a perc and u cant even tell
i keep on fading keep on losing my breath
spend all my money make it back in a sec
said that she loves me she just lovin the stack
up in the function and im smoking some thrax

of a x pill
waiting for my exhale
been on bad pills
figured out this is hell

yea bro i just keep it 100
i be smoking on this gas i dont feel notin

i been counting bens
i just care abt the cash
i got multi colour pills on my dash
saving all this shit in a ball call me ash

i know that you hate me but you also gave me head
i know that you want more but i think we should stay friends

of a x pill
waiting for my exhale
been on bad pills
figured out this is hell

going in circles tryna get outta my head
feel like im different but im worse than the rest
can't be consistent i keep taking ls
poppin a perc and u cant even tell
i keep on fading keep on losing my breath
spend all my money make it back in a sec
said that she loves me she just lovin the stack
up in the function and im smoking some thrax

circles

spotify

circles + crescent (p. jxlyy)

star crossed lover

big thx to @baerz for snappin on this <3
also thx to @cxnsul for producing this amazing beat <3

lyrics: 
intro: fanatsy

(i need u 2 tell me, what did u do for me?
toxic i can tell, needs these drugs to keep me down
its nothing, i can tell.
now ur drugs dont hold me down
staring at my phone "now we're done")

chorus: fantasy

what did u do for me? I need u to tell me
toxic i can tell
need these drugs to keep me down
nothing holds me down
need these drugs to keep me down
lookin at my phone "now we're done"
fightin this shit down
i cant do this on my own
i cant even tell you how much they come and go
you- you hold me down, when youre not around
bitch i had to leave the party cuz all i saw was u 
(u hold me down)

verse 1: baerz

im trying, you're lying
been together its been quiet
the silence, keep me typing
fall down, i hear the sirens

uh you're not perfect uh you're not worth it
smoke on the solids , M all in my pocket
fall down , i know who caused it
be honest i been using quite often

you mad or you mad bitch il use the scope
talking sm shit with his -- u-u-up your throat
its a difference between the hours i can still pull up tho
enforcing on a computer this is not the place for jokes

no proof, gotcha 20 mills came through the mailbox
we got the full number lame ass boi go check ur mailbox
undercover on the go try to stop me with a dox 
four man break in you better go check your doorlock

verse 2: fantasy

im fallin, nothings workin
in too deep fuck this ill be quiet
make sense of this nonsense
i cant stop sleep laggin 
i need sumthin
u mad or u mad bitch ill aimlock ur dome xddd
t-talking so much shit stick this up ur throat
bitch ur talking onna computer ur not so hard just go
better lock ur doors or imma show up n let it blow

all i hear is sirens 
i cant find myself
toxic i can tell
nothing else to keep me down
(drugs to keep me down / nothing keeps me down)

downnn## feat. baerz (consul)

prod written by vocals by Me
art by 8 4 8 5

OMEN

OUT ON SPOTIFY NOW https://open.spotify.com/track/3AdzhXXI3nesRMien0OJOz?si=2826dff3a6074da2
produced by @prodnvki
featuring @ssycle & @urmyfinalfantasy
art by me
mastered by me

Spotify

get over it ft sycle & urmyfinalfantasy (nvki)

[@3dssucks + @0k1ro + @lei] 
{i did the other drums and strings @ the end lol}

les go
scared of ur love
les go
scared of ur love i-
ugh ugh scared i-
scared

and i dont need ur love 
dont need ur love
and i cant omg
blood in my cuts now
and i could never run
i cant move yea im stuck 
surrounded by drugs
i think i had enough

i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again
i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again

i feel alive
all this energy, i could never die
upon the hills i can see what i cant find
i found beauty with my very own eyes
i think i love her and i dont, and im scared
and my words all in my throat
ur love's my fear i-
drop a tear ugh cry
why me why, all i do is try

i made it thru it on my own 
he talking tough ill cut his throat
we push to start like go go go
like u cant talk u stole my flow
break calcium all in my bones
and love engraved all in my code
i still see you as my own
i still see you as my bro
talk to the mirror--like i know
but i dont want u anymore
slamming the door, im running out
and i aint looking back no more
waking up on the floor
its like a been here before
love u i love u more--then i said

and i dont need ur love 
dont need ur love
and i cant omg
blood in my cuts now
and i could never run
i cant move yea im stuck 
surrounded by drugs
i think i had enough

i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again
i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again

scared
again
scared of ur love yea scared-
again
scared i-
again
scared
again

i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again

and i dont need ur love

i see again

still falling

prod @sshinju & @cutspace
mix/master @neoprada54
cover art by @ddbkm
@boystars

chorus:
bullets flying feel like morpheus
i might die
rocking with the clique
i feel immortal
when we pull up to ur house
one last time
(one last time)
im so high
when the check hit
i spend it like i wanna
i might cry
im so high
(im so high)

burned down
im okay
skip town
or let it spray
balenciaga shoes on me
when i put him in his place
time flies
cliché
youre on the bottom of the bucket
its so obvious
i stand quiet
its so ominous
we got hands everywhere
like an octopus

i dont care what u say
and my choppas be reckless
when they spray
i make fifty racks
on an okay day
eating lasagna good shit
i hate mondays
bullets in your body
"whats that?"
no need to worry
u look so fucking hardy
but ur not even hard, ay
"why u aint blown up yet?"
sorry i was tardy
"why wont u hang with my squad?"
im just in a better party

morpheus (shinju & cutspace)

Dariacore

shashshashshash

anxious w/ endie (nomu)

99dexterity (kynareth)

scene prod maknae & sense

prod.qqqu1ncy
special tnx @verbaa

txt:
(hook)
Мне нужен новый блант, я запиваю малли
Мне нужен дабл кап, что бы быть со фани
Мне так нужна любовь но нету на нее мани
Ее красота меня так манит

Aye ice chain на мне и on my wrist
Bad bitch в хорошую превратись
Эй 2d ляля крутит жопой повернись
Да мы падаем вдвоем за руку ухватись

И под глазами снова круги 
Она так мило шутит
Не верю ей не stupid
Мне оставь курить
яяаааа а а а а

Не верю ей
Заберет всю pain
Я мчусь high way
Одному больней 

Я употребляю кока но не кока колу
Я пытаюсь все бросать не давай мне повод
Пытался ощутить любовь но чувствовал только холод
Мои траблы в голове от обезбола

(hook)
Мне нужен новый блант, я запиваю мали
Мне нужен дабл кап, что бы быть со фани
Мне так нужна любовь но нету на нее мани
Ее красота меня так манит

(почему ты не отвечаешь?)

quinn

https://traktrain.com/kamidere

old voc covr by @lov3lotus & @crescentxx
it's nice 2 listen 2 this again aftr a while 
https://soundcloud.com/bladee1000/4-34-edit

be nice 2 me :,))

(2020) addy +w1sh (prod. Vacancy)

produced by bossman @whethan
performed by yours truly 
lyrics:

i dont wanna be here 
i want to hide away
n im not even nervous 
i could die today
or like i could dissapear 
wont happen either way
n theres this girl named astrid 
with a time n date :(

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

theres this rich, white girl
that works inside a department store
i guess that she aint rich no more
her mom and dad got a divorce
she say thats shes fine
she sits alone and cries to paramore
and if im being honest with the process 
i dont care no more

n the trees dont grow
where the sun low
let me tell u a lil story
abt where we dont go

n theres this forest on the east side
where all the evil beasts lie
n i dont cannot deny
that my brain buzzing like a beehive
to move out to the sea side
omg it must be nice
n i met this girl named persephone 
i think shell be mine

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

arsenic

prod @januaryyy
this song is like just about a year old roughly
been in the vault for awhile lmk if dis the movee
\\\ lyrics
lost my sense of self
i'm goin thru hell
i'm just chasin the bag
i'm chasin designer belts
I don't even have to sag
my debit card's where it's held
I don't give a fuck how you felt
i'll put you back on the shelf
x2

take my time
wont go flat to fast like a tire
for you a lost my desire
but now you like my attire
you could've stood by
it's a shame you wasted my time
it never felt right
I didn't wanna cry
I don't like when you say 
that you always have cared
but when i'm thinkin back
I know you were not there

idontcare
x3

lost my sense of self
i'm goin thru hell
i'm just chasin the bag
i'm chasin designer belts
I don't even have to sag
my debit card's where it's held
I don't give a fuck how you felt
i'll put you back on the shelf
x2

idontcare
x6

idontCaree ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #bagBoy2021

idontCaree (jxlyy) ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #bagBoy2021

i should text her (gripped thru the foams)

https://traktrain.com/kamidere

ib @with3rx, @lil4c, @winter, @kiraiu, @prodkaiser, @misoo74 
:)

hyper+drain

Vlad Vifel