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🎧Digital Signs
🎵RoseOfRap𝆮
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🎧Digital Signs𝆮

Hallway whispers, shoves against the wall
Felt like a ghost, invisible and small
I was the punchline to a joke I didn't get
The loneliest girl you'd ever met
Then you were there, a sudden crack of light
You asked my name and made it sound alright
You sat with me when all the others stared
For the first time, I felt somebody cared

And oh, I hate you, more than words can say
For making me believe in yesterday
You took the fragile trust I gave for free
And built a weapon out of me
You whispered "love" and I believed the sound
Then you burned my world right to the ground
So yeah, I hate you, and I hope you know
You killed the only good I'd let grow

We'd share headphones on the bus ride home
Made me feel like I wasn't so alone
I told you secrets that I'd locked inside
All the fears and dreams I used to hide
Under the bleachers, heart beating fast
Hoping this one perfect moment would last
You stole my first kiss, soft and slow and deep
A promise that you never meant to keep
You said you loved me, looked me in the eye
What a beautiful and devastating lie

And oh, I hate you, more than words can say
For making me believe in yesterday
You took the fragile trust I gave for free
And built a weapon out of me
You whispered "love" and I believed the sound
Then you burned my world right to the ground
So yeah, I hate you, and I hope you know
You killed the only good I'd let grow

But then you wanted more than just a kiss
A line of 'I'm not ready' you dismissed
Your gentle face began to twist and change
Suddenly cold and cruel and strange
You spat the words, "I never loved you, girl."
And then you fed my secrets to the world
Every secret whisper, every tear I cried
You gave them to the bullies, you took their side

AND OH, I HATE YOU, I'LL SCREAM IT TILL I'M RED
FOR EVERY SINGLE LIE YOU EVER SAID
YOU TOOK THE BROKEN PIECES OF MY SOUL
AND GAVE THE CROWD A SHOW TO MAKE ME WHOLE
YOU WHISPERED "LOVE", I FELL FOR YOUR DESIGN
BUT YOUR BETRAYAL MADE ME TRULY MINE
SO YEAH, I HATE YOU, AND I WANT THE WORLD TO KNOW
YOU PLANTED SEEDS OF VENGEANCE, WATCH THEM GROW

You broke my heart... you shattered my trust...
But you made a diamond from the dust.
Sleep with one eye open, listen for your name.
You taught me how to play a different game.
I hate you.
I really, really... hate you.

Ss

ssssttttmmmm

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