all guitar & vox by me
this was made in a rly short time lol

lyrics:

look at that, blood leaking down my arms again
can’t eat, all these words are fucking with my head
i feel sick, not doing better
to your hands, heartstrings are tethered 
tired of the rainy weather, can’t get out my fucking message 

useless, can’t fix it
i’m fucking pathetic
don’t ask me to do shit,
i’ll tell you ‘forget it,’
i’m tired of breathing,
the toxic waste inside the air
i cannot be me, 
i’m breaking down & no one cares

words on the walls, they still speak to me softly
wrap around my feet, then they wrap around my body
letting go of everything i’ve ever known, ever known
wanna leave the world, i’ve got nowhere to go

It's fine, whatever

i did not mix any of the guitar in this cus demo

lyrics:

i am a dying fawn
left here to rot all day
my carcass will contort
shaking in bouts of pain

mom & dad didn't hear me
as i wailed out for love
even some sort of sick, cruel god
never reached out his hands from above

the body of a fawn (demo)

prod me | rock cover of m1v's song "valentine"

https://soundcloud.com/m0v/valentine

valentine
lovely little lies
i'll share my mind
oh my

saving it 
for future times
we tried together
& i hope we stay alive for life
for life for life

is it obvious
i'm never obvious?
i'm fucking hobbyless
i don't got much to do
i'm saving myself
my friends don't like me
i disappoint them
they dissapoint me

i don't like them
they don't like me
i disappoint them
they disappoint me

oh me
oh me
yeah i hate me

valentine

https://soundcloud.com/keshibeats/bandaids not prod me

made this cuz im sad

u shouldve told me...
idk what to say
why are u sorry ?
how did things get this way ?
my heart is broken
down to the core
this is not what i wanted...
idk what i want anymore

im afraid the bandaids
are no good
for heartache

not okay...
so tell me
when ur world comes crashing down

why are you sorry?

ababababababababababababab
prod me

serial killer girl
shes fkn rockin her own world
she shine like diamonds n sum pearls
she makes me jealous cus i m all aalone
why cant she just b mine
i feel like im just wasting time
i spent all day just fuckn cryin
i feel like fuckin dying



i love her what is she fucking blind
ill always have her on my mind
keep getting rejected no point in trying
i guess its time for suicide
i slit my wrist blood falls like rain 
take percs by the hour heal all the pain
i like her but she finds me strange
overdose like twomad on the game

serial killer girl <3 ft sonichu

beat @vluuu2

https://open.spotify.com/track/3BGn9mC8B7TOGeZqfJNXaT?si=b6b1d111540244e4

why do u care
if i do wrong with myself
i have problems
but its not like i need ur help
staring down this building now
one bad thought i'll jump right down
not like u care anyhow
not until i hit the ground

gashes on my neck
why do u seem so upset 
ask me what the heck
yooo ur eyes r filled with death
bring me flowers to my deathbed
fucking migraine in my forehead 
i'll be better just not right yet
in the graveyard i feel so dead

not until i'm dead

prod me


i miss my my old life
feel welcomed the old times
at school they r so mean
about how im ugly 
i really hate my new life
just want someone by my side
to hug me and hold me
and tell me everythings all fine




think about myself
no it's never no one else
got photos on my shelf
all them half ripped, darkened out

i just want a normal life
start from fresh where i'll be fine
go to school and lose my mind
no one likes me so i cry

bully ft bloodsekai

prod me

lyrics:

on my pc all my time
i just wanna make her mine
im just waiting for the second
that shes goes online

hope she doesnt think im obsessed
ima try my very best
but i dont think i can hold it 
i wanna cut open her chest <333

i love
i love you
why wont
you say it too?

she said "are you crazy?"
idk maybe :3
i just killed ur boyfriend
so we can start dating

idk why shes running
but its okay cause i love chasing
idk why shes still crying
cause you still have me baby

i love
i love you
why wont
you say it too?

im obsessed w my internet girlfriend

s/o sekai 4 helpinmg w vocals

kmk4L dude!!!!

also ty dearpanda

never again
never again tried so dam hard never learned my lesson
but u so damn god damn perfect i js feel it all again
wish i wasnt a loser so u would like me
heartache so bad feel like u bite me
doin so much crying as im typing
got so depressed i feel like dyin
dont know if im trying hard enough
i js wanna get rid of my bluff
social anxiety i feel stuck
just wanna go out and find some love
i feel so sad why am i alone
wish i had good morning texts on my phone
need to find a new way to cope
goin down 2 the forest with my rope

i wish i wasnt a loser so u would like me

instrumental by me, featuring odihu @vluuu2 :333

follow our group @kissmarrykawaii we gonna post there #kmk
https://open.spotify.com/track/5kSvpC5kMN5zRSB9PLYazU?si=47afd3d62fb0410f

lyrics:
[sekai]
tell me now, tell me now
i'm dying out, i'm dying out
tell me now, tell me now
i'm dying out, i'm dying out

breaking down on the floor
i'm bouta pass out
i can't solve this game of life
i should just quit now
wanna get close to u
but i don't know how
i should just shut up and close my mouth
found a rope in the garage
i could kill myself
when no ones home
my problems solved
im a stupid emo bitch
which everyone knows
so if i slash my wrists, they won't care so?

[odihu]
i guess ill go with silence being by my self all the time
thoughts about suicide always will be inside my mind
cause all i ever feel is insecurity and regret
i want someone to be by my side and be where i rest
wish i had something to live for
all day i'm on discord
got nothing else to live for no more
depressed
thinking about kms
think i need to sos
my life is such a fucking mess
i'm in stress
wish this would just come to an end
thinking about giving up, throw my life inside a bin
i don't wanna see again
i'm still caught up in her net
feel like i'm in so much debt
everything is such a threat
i'm just hanging off a thread

[sekai]
tell me now, tell me now
i'm dying out, i'm dying out
tell me now, tell me now
i'm dying out, i'm dying out (x2)

tell me now w/ odihu

prod me


I don’t act delicate
As much as I wish I did
I want a gentlemen
That's genuine

I'm lacking so much estrogen
Blocky build and hairy skin
Such a contradicting specimen
God I wish I was feminine
Wish I was a lesbian

I hate my body
My head is throbbing
Illuminati
I wanna be a hottie

I wish I wasn’t 6 feet tall
I wish it didn’t look like I had balls
I wish I didn’t bleach my fucking hair
Cause now it falls out
Fuck me who cares
Fuck me who cares

I wish I wasn’t flat
And I arched my back
I wish I was a pretty cat
And not an ugly little rat
I wish I was born just an average girl
But now I get made fun of by what seems to be the world
I wanna be a girl
I wanna be a girl
I wanna be a girl
I wanna be a girl!

I hate my body
My head is throbbing
Illuminati
I wanna be a hottie
I hate my body
My head is fucking throbbing
Illuminati
I wanna be a hottie

i wanna be a girl cover

disc = akasaura
insta = sliituhh
kmk
https://soundcloud.com/kissmarrykawaii

bully ft bloodsekai

odihu

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