rain's falling, brain storming
I won't see you coming
I miss you in bad weather
only you can make me feel better
fantasy you hold an umbrella for me on the way home
at that time I imagined oh I was not alone
came home and realized I was all by myself all the time
I cried while washing my face
pretending the liquid was water not tears
lying in bed I have nothing to do
but listen to the songs you like
light up a cigarette
hope you could by my side
we can smoke together
get high at the same time
people say I prefer the you that I've beautified

i still think of u (prod slipp)

Everyone is the same
I don’t think they will change
They leave me in the end
It happens again and again
因为渴望 我总会去幻想
(I always fantasize because of desire)
直到我脑海里 出现太多幻象
(Until I had too many visions in my head)
每个人都让我失望 (dont’t let me down)
(Everyone lets me down)
I don't care about anyone anymore
I have no hope in this world
Their love for me was fleeting
No one will put me first in their heart
But I always wish I could be the special one (can I be the special one?)
想要接近我的人有太多
(There are too many people trying to get close to me)
我不和主动和我说话的人交朋友
(I don't make friends with people who initiative talk to me)
我 我害怕见到陌生面孔
(I'm afraid of strange faces)
我只需要我的老朋友别离开我
(I just need my old friends not to leave me)
Leave me alone, you guys are really bothering me
If I’m not the girl you like most then you go away
You can’t have fun hanging out with me
I became a cold fish at a young age
I could make myself look personable (but I don't have to)
Cause I never want to make friends with you (I never like u)
I won't let you see the smile on my face
Cause everyone in my eyes is the same fake

IDC ABT NE1 (prod bxxnose)

混音：红血热
母带：triple9
红血热：
谢谢你曾送给我的感受像女巫的诅咒只有你才能抢救
(Thank you for the feelings you gave me, like a witch’s curse, only you can save me.)
只有你才能解开我身上的枷锁
(Only you can unlock the chains on me.)
only you my angel im a demon im not a ghost
洋娃娃都习惯了你抱着她的香味
(The doll is used to the scent of your embrace.)
我还是没有舍得扔了你送的香水
(I still can’t bear to throw away the perfume you gave me.)
时间在滴答滴答把我们推的好远
(Time ticks away, pushing us further and further apart.)
only you in my brain only you know my pain
现在的我喜欢在角落
(Now I prefer to stay in the shadows.)
话不说大家还是笑我
(I stay silent, yet they still laugh at me.)
都问我为什么爱难过
(They all ask why I dwell in sorrow.)
因为桥段太多
(Because there are too many tragic scenes.)
像一部悲剧小说
(Like a sorrowful novel, page after page.)
嘴上不想说的伤痛
(The pain I refuse to speak of aloud.)
咽下的痛也会穿孔
(The wounds I swallow still tear me apart inside.)
心跳和血液都在 roll
(My heartbeat and blood roll like restless tides.)
i will sold my soul
when you say you will come back to me girl
半条命：
维也纳的月光太悲伤
(The moonlight over Vienna is filled with sorrow.)
我用钢琴弹奏太凄凉
(I play the piano, but the melody is too bleak.)
我用灵魂拼凑那乐章
(I piece together this melody with my soul.)
我想弥补错过的过往
(I long to mend the past that slipped away.)
我渴望渴望一双翅膀
(I yearn, I yearn for a pair of wings.)
在你的身旁一直转一直绕
(To circle around you, never straying too far.)
我想要想要你会知道
(I hope, I hope that you will know.)
有你的时光一直都很奇妙
(Every moment with you has always been magical.)
维也纳的月光太悲伤
(The moonlight over Vienna is filled with sorrow.)
我用钢琴弹奏太凄凉
(I play the piano, but the melody is too bleak.)
我用灵魂拼凑那乐章
(I piece together this melody with my soul.)
我想弥补错过的过往
(I long to mend the past that slipped away.)
楚枭ChillShot：
我们一无所有只剩赤裸的身体
(We have nothing left but our bare bodies.)
我们甚至连生命都不属于自己
(Even our lives are not truly our own.)
我们之间有很远的距离
(A great distance stretches between us.)
为何还要吸引为何还要靠近
(Why do we still draw near? Why do we still feel the pull?)
我想要感受你的感受
(I want to feel what you feel.)
你却很少跟我讲起你的感受
(But you rarely speak of what’s in your heart.)
我想和你唱同一首歌
(I want to sing the same song with you.)
听不懂你说的语言但我可以附和
(I don’t understand your language, but I can hum along.)
靠着床边怀里抱着音响
(Leaning by the bedside, holding the speaker close.)
此时此刻它是我的心脏
(In this moment, it beats as if it’s my heart.)
快乐只存在于幻想
(Joy exists only in illusions.)
你是我大脑中的幻象
(You are but a phantom in my mind.)
半条命：
维也纳的月光太悲伤
(The moonlight over Vienna is filled with sorrow.)
我用钢琴弹奏太凄凉
(I play the piano, but the melody is too bleak.)
我用灵魂拼凑那乐章
(I piece together this melody with my soul.)
我想弥补错过的过往
(I long to mend the past that slipped away.)
我渴望渴望一双翅膀
(I yearn, I yearn for a pair of wings.)
在你的身旁一直转一直绕
(To circle around you, never straying too far.)
我想要想要你会知道
(I hope, I hope that you will know.)
有你的时光一直都很奇妙
(Every moment with you has always been magical.)

角 落 w/ 红血热 + 半条命(prod. Universal Happiness)

混音：triple9
楚枭ChillShot：
someday, I will lose all my friends
他们离我而去我早已习惯
(They leave me, I’m already used to it.)
someday, I will suddenly pass away
不认识我的人也会来缅怀
(Even those who don’t know me will come to mourn.)

半条命：
脑中的声音
(The voices in my mind)
它让我保持警惕
(They keep me vigilant.)
它让我无法平静
(They prevent me from finding peace.)
提醒着我 让我继续
(Reminding me to keep going.)
无数个夜里
(Countless nights)
我只想一丝平静
(I long for a moment of tranquility.)
却难以保持清醒
(Yet it’s hard to stay awake.)
拉扯着我 掉入陷阱
(Pulling me into traps.)

楚枭ChillShot：
someday 对生活的热情都减退
(My passion for life has faded.)
我甚至都不知道我到底是谁
(I don’t even know who I am.)
someday 我们都变成骨灰
(We will all turn to ashes.)
do whatever u want 我只想要你别后悔
(I just hope you don’t regret.)

红血热：
身体里的另一个我告诉我未来预告
(The other me inside predicts the future.)
boy set fire 站在聚光灯下蔓延火焰燃烧
(standing under the spotlight, flames spreading.)
不需要花哨技巧
(No need for fancy techniques.)
距离感你懂就好
(As long as you understand the sense of distance.)
她说我的沉默在震耳欲聋快要疯掉
(She says my silence is deafening, driving her crazy.)

楚枭ChillShot：
someday, I will suddenly pass away
it’s ok not to be ok

SOMEDAY w/ 红血热 + 半条命(prod.bxxnose)

Chillshot:
我们很少有关于未来的探讨（We rarely talk about the future）
我想你对我并不感冒（I guess you’re not really into me）
我出现的时间永远不是正好（My timing is never quite right）
这次又是出现太早还是迟到（Was I too early again, or already too late?）
我总是自言自语好像在我面前的人是你（I keep talking to myself like you’re still in front of me）
但我始终不敢看向镜子里（But I never dare to look into the mirror）
制作我心脏的材料是糖玻璃（My heart was made of sugar glass）
被摔碎也不会有人感叹可惜（No one sighs when it shatters）
不如就让我fade away, fade away（Might as well let me fade away, fade away）
从你的世界fade away, fade away（Fade away from your world, fade away, fade away）
不如就让我fade away, fade away（Might as well let me fade away, fade away）
从你的世界fade away, fade away（Fade away from your world, fade away, fade away）

Chillshot:
每当我难过到了极点（Whenever I’m crushed by sorrow）
我创作的灵感都会疯狂涌现（Inspiration comes flooding in like a storm）
你带给我的痛苦我不会浪费（I won’t let the pain you gave me go to waste）
于是我不再像以前那样狼狈（So I no longer fall apart like I used to）
我计划着fade away, fade away（I’m planning to fade away, fade away）
从这个世界fade away, fade away（Disappear from this world, fade away, fade away）
我现在只想fade away, fade away（Right now, I just want to fade away, fade away）
从这个世界fade away, fade away（Disappear from this world, fade away, fade away）

红血热:
为何每次都会把我推开却没理由（Why do you always push me away without a reason?）
周围欢声笑语都快乐为何我还是寂寞（Laughter surrounds me, yet I still feel lonely）
爱 总破碎在一瞬间（Love always shatters in a heartbeat）
看我的心里全是碎片（Look—my heart’s just broken pieces now）
爱 每天都说好几遍（We say “I love you” again and again）
世界我恨透了 baby（I’m so sick of this world, baby）

Chillshot:
fade away, fade away
fade away, fade away
fade away, fade away
fade away, fade away

ChillShot

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