NEVER comeback

4 My Existance Has Been Haunting You (prod. Irby)

(prod. blade901)
soundcloud.com/blade_901

[lyrics]

ya i wake up at night again
breaking entitlement 
folding my hands to the back of my head
obvious tension, furious silence
cover in canvas in august.

it beats me
telephone, letters, old frames 
on a night of december
call me i'll be up waiting
neck deep in a rut now i'm fadiing
wake up, time for make up same as always
i'm sorry i couldn't take it so let's break this
a cover for your lover, steadysuffer
a goner, got no father 
i'm just a loner

you taught me how to not be there
while mommy always taught me not to stop and stare
these people i erase from my thoughts go where?
i'm sick of every lie that i cry with swear

it's been a long time, i'm feelin like shit
pick up the gun, now i'm wid it
i'm feelin fucked up, i wanna get buck
just lost my mind like i'm vision
blood splattered all in my kitchen
she wanna think that it's pretend 
not comin back for a minute
i'm gone but i'm still singin
 
she's so cold
hold me close and dont let me go
baby that's fine
you leave me alone all the time
oh yeah, please tell me was it worth it
too many fucking voices they're echoing
in my head
oh wait, now tell me where your hiding
left me with nothing when I was ten
but now i'm crying

i see you stand all alone
outside our house i watched you go
not enough to feel bad, just enough to let go
every thought in my head eats away at my soul
mom and dad are upset, I don't know what to do
i was just a young boy crying alone in my room

it beats me
telephone, letters, old frames 
on a night of december
call me i'll be up waiting
neck deep in a rut now i'm fadiing
wake up, time for make up same as always
i'm sorry i couldn't take it so let's break this
a cover for your lover, steadysuffer
a goner, got no father 
i'm just a loner

don't enter pt. 3 (prod. blade901)

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fFs1sADRyF8&lc=z22oitso5ruefhh11acdp434w2b0tio2svanrkf3sf5w03c010c

Bitter Dreams (prod. by Brody)

First date two am and again I’m 
Wondering if this is even real? What is this
She’s, super cool and she’s into all this 
Weird shit  that I love, that no one ever is but
I can tell she’s a sad one 
But she’s the kind of girl that wouldn’t cry to dad if she had one 
Grew up rough on some tough love hits 18 
And there really ain’t nobody else to speak of 
And now she’s rolling with a reject
And I know my time’s short but she doesn’t want to leave yet
Roll it up hit the porch and of course 
When the smoke clears out all we really have are regrets
All we really had were secrets 
And I don’t know about the hole in my defense 
It’s all good let’s dispense with the pretense 
You don’t have to say it girl I know That you’re leaving 

Cause I don’t believe it when 
You say you’re happy 
How could you be 
When you cry all the time?
Maybe One day we’ll learn 
To cry while we’re laughing 
So maybe we 
We won’t 
Have to get high all the time 

First things first, I’m the worst and I know that 
Just your birthday curse that’s a throwback 
I ruin everything and you know that 
I’m the saddest motherfucker on this earth like I’m Bojack 
Black lungs white sky oh why can’t?
I just be free without a vivance 
When I ask for love I get silence 
As you go and hide behind eyelids
Just go to sleep I’ll be right back
Don’t you know that you’re all I have
Just breath she says it’s not that bad
You know I hate when you talk like that
Let me break and I’ll be done
I know you hate what I’ve become
With everything that I’ve been through
I just can’t be what you want me to 

Turns out I’m a problem unsolvable
Nausea from the toxins the bad son prodigal
Now I’m reaching for top it's improbable 
The way I got here turning thoughts into audibles
Turning art into an audience 
Against my haters judgement and against my own common sense 
Now I’m getting played in all the provinces 
Cause every time I hop up on the beat I fucking body it 

Cause I don’t believe it 
When you say that you're happy
How could you be
When we’re dying inside?
Maybe one day 
We’ll learn to cry while we’re laughing
So maybe we won't
Have to get high all the time
Cause I don’t believe it when 
You say you’re happy 
How could you be 
When you cry all the time?
One day we’ll learn 
To cry while we’re laughing 
So maybe we won’t 
Have to get high all the time

Cry While We're Laughing

lyrics:
I put too much stress on myself
I never been the type of man
To put my hand out for help
I bottle all of it inside
Like I don't know nothing else
I smoke a pack of cigarettes
Like it was good for my health
Everybody's so typical
Money flip  like reciprocals
When you get to the pinnacle
And you're still feeling cynical
I can feel myself fading
And my demons are waiting
For the day
The exchanging of my soul for the taking

Don't stay because you have to
I'm not perfect
Yeah, you know I got a past too
But I wouldn't put it passed you
To follow the line, follow the line
My whole life I've been a fuck up
Never got it right
I always learned by tough luck
But I guess they call it tough love
Follow the line, follow the line

It's like I'm just waiting to die
Four in the morning
Out the door and back on the grind
I chain smoke on the drive
Slowly losing my mind
Anxiety ridden
I'm missing the point of being alive
My paycheck gone
By the time that its mine
And if my girl ask
Ima say "Baby, I'm fine"
Follow the lines
And don't be surprised 
When you find me in that casket
With no light in my eyes

Don't stay because you have to
I'm not perfect
Yeah, you know I got a past too
But I wouldn't put it passed you
To follow the line, follow the line
My whole life I've been a fuck up
Never got it right
I always learned by tough luck
But I guess they call it tough love
Follow the line, follow the line

chain smoke

(available on spotify + apple music)

prod. hxrsepowr
~ the A side of the 'summer' duo

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closure (prod. hxrsepowr)

🚘 🏍 🥰 
-- lyrics --
Baby I can put u in that Dior, don't you see?
Together we can be more than you and me
I'm not takin any detours, whippin 2 seats
There's 1 for you, will u ride wit me?
Will u ride wit me? Will u roll my weed?
Play with my hair to help me fall asleep?
Will u ride wit me? Yea...
Will u ride wit me? Yea...

Sometimes I get reckless
But I know I'm gonna get this
Put that Eliantte all up in ur necklace
Put a little truffle oil all up in ur breakfast
I know I'm speedin I hope I don't wreck this
Yea I be swervin, yea I be hurtin
I know I'm not perfect, but I'm always learning
Third eye always open, drip so hard I'm soakin
Cop a Range I'm Rovin'
Ride wit me, and get my love and devotion
Massage your back with your cocoa butter lotion
Feeling like we're the only wave in the ocean...

Baby I can put u in that Dior, don't you see?
Together we can be more than you and me
I'm not takin any detours, whippin 2 seats
There's 1 for you, will u ride wit me?
Will u ride wit me? Will u roll my weed?
Play with my hair to help me fall asleep?
Will u ride wit me? Yea...
Will u ride wit me? Yea...

Baby baby close your eyes
Feel your heart connect to mine
And just let our stars align
I could be with you all the time
I love the way you move your hips
I love the way you kiss my lips
I love the way you look riding in my whip
Will u ride wit me? Will you cover my 6:00?
Your touch is pure magic, I just have to have it
i love your long blonde hair
And how your skin is all tatted, I'm thankful to have this
I want you to know that I care

Baby I can put u in that Dior, don't you see?
Together we can be more than you and me
I'm not takin any detours, whippin 2 seats
There's 1 for you, will u ride wit me?
Will u ride wit me? Will u roll my weed?
Play with my hair to help me fall asleep?
Will u ride wit me? Yea...
Will u ride wit me? Yea...
--
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ride with me

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ride wit me (prod. mvgic)

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girl you crossed me so many times
guess i’m the idiot for loving you
how many times we try? like 45
it’s only over for a month or 2
(x3)

girl you crossed me so many times
it’s getting painful to look at you
i guess she only want me off a drink or 2
i was with another girl i always think of you
i guess i live inside the gold around her neck (that i bought her)
i guess she lives inside my phone in all the texts
3 bottles on the counter god damn what’s next
on my instagram damn i gotta flex
holdin on
still upset
comparing 1 bitch to every girl that i met
raise a cup
get fucked up
i just hope that you do what your phone number said

girl you crossed me so many times
guess i’m the idiot for loving you
how many times we try? like 45
it’s only over for a month or 2
(x2)

girl you crossed me so many times
it’s getting painful to look at you
i guess she only want me off a drink or 2
i was with another girl i always think of you
holdin on
still upset
comparing 1 bitch to every girl that i met
raise a cup
get fucked up
i just hope that you do what your phone number said

girl you crossed me so many times
guess i’m the idiot for loving you
how many times we try? like 45
it’s only over for a month or 2
(x2)

Crossed Me (Idiot For Loving You)

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~lyrics~

all this codeine and promethazine, it’s gonna be the death of me 
babygirl you’re stressing me 
why you so obsessed with me 
you were not the one for me, always wanted me to bleed
ohhh (x2) 

dark nights, red lights, baby i don’t wanna fight 
baby i don’t feel right, tell me i’ll be good, baby tell me lies, tell me lies, ohh 
yeah yeah, tell me how you feel girl, baby you were my world, yeah you make my head twirl, got me sick i might hurl oh ,ohh, ohh

so, why why why, won’t you lay with me
youre my light, won’t you help me see 
my hearts in chains, and you’re the key 
girl you know you got me begging on my knees
like baby please, won’t you set me free
break me down til you see me bleed 
what’s this hell in me, tell me can you see 
i been livin my life so unhealthily 

all this codeine and promethazine, it’s gonna be the death of me 
babygirl you’re stressing me 
why you so obsessed with me 
you were not the one for me, always wanted me to bleed
ohhh (x2)

i luv u all, stay up 💜✨

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Crossed Me (Idiot For Loving You)

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